fastlife
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- Jan 21, 2022
- 183
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Tesha
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As above, So Below.
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DrownFeather
The proudest communist feather ever
- Apr 7, 2022
- 184
Hey, just wanted to come again and say rest in peace and hopefully you are in your desired heaven now, we will miss you 
MatthewV3
Student
- Dec 15, 2021
- 107
Lost Magic
Illuminated
- May 5, 2020
- 3,203
AlexKy
Member
- Dec 16, 2021
- 78
I didn't know you personally but I want to pay my respects if you went through with it. I hope you found the peace to end your suffering. Goodbye. 
Ethereal Knight
Seja um bom soldado, morra onde você caiu.
- Jan 10, 2022
- 816
"Last seen Today at 2:28 PM" (about one hour ago)
what happened?
did he fail the attempt?
or was he not able to do a master reset on his mobile phone?
wow
my guess is that he died but didn't format his phone, so his phone now is on the hands of his family and police...
but that's just a guess.
what happened?
did he fail the attempt?
or was he not able to do a master reset on his mobile phone?
wow
my guess is that he died but didn't format his phone, so his phone now is on the hands of his family and police...
but that's just a guess.
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DrownFeather
The proudest communist feather ever
- Apr 7, 2022
- 184
Well mostly he was not ready or failed attempt, rarely police do that, it's ok he may need some time to back but if he read this now, please back to us it's ok if you couldn't do it, doesn't matter and it's your choice and you must be proud of what you decide we are here for you
Strongly agree. I hope no one feels too ashamed to return after a failed attempt. I've got many under my belt. The most completion heavy statistic I've read is that only 1 in 8 attempts succeed [in US]. Most state even higher proportions of suicide failures.Well mostly he was not ready or failed attempt, rarely police do that, it's ok he may need some time to back but if he read this now, please back to us it's ok if you couldn't do it, doesn't matter and it's your choice and you must be proud of what you decide we are here for you
DrownFeather
The proudest communist feather ever
- Apr 7, 2022
- 184
True, there is no reason for being ashamed we are not in race or competition for who will die first, we support people and backup their decision whatever it was, and mostly i would be happy if no one died at all, but i respect whatever others decide
i will cbt this week and if failed or chickend out i will back and say i proudly survived and im not ashamed for what happened
Niirvana
♥Soon♥
- Sep 18, 2020
- 436
It's not like that, he didn't kill himself, he just wanted attention.
Of The Universe
Specialist
- Dec 31, 2021
- 382
Shu
As above, So Below.
- Jan 21, 2022
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deathbydragon
take me with you
- Mar 17, 2022
- 189
This user gave out too much personal information imo...their age, their city, their method and that they're a student...they can 100% be identified.
Wish the site didn't allow personal info on profiles.
Wish the site didn't allow personal info on profiles.
What a nasty thing to say. Says more about you than it does about OP.
There wasn't much of anything to indicate this was attention seeking. Survival instinct and fear is overwhelming when attempting to CTB and its not as easy. This isn't the place foe negative nasty shit like back biting at people because they struggle to go through with it. The fact is we don't know what happened. If you leave a browser tab open on your phone it will make you appear online when you're not as it auto refreshes the page to apply notifications. Their phone may just still be on. Someone may have picked up the phone. They may not have gone through with it. We just do not know. You, do not know!
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Dot
Info abt typng styl on prfle.
- Sep 26, 2021
- 3,348
O.p hs bn gnuinly strssd on prevs dys tht thy hd plannd 2 c.t.b - thy r genuinly strgglng & i.m.o nt tryn2 jst gt attntn
Ethereal Knight
Seja um bom soldado, morra onde você caiu.
- Jan 10, 2022
- 816
he said he was going to do a master reset on his phone (also called factory reset, which is basically to format it).
but doing that is not as easy as it sounds, for people who never did it before. that's why I hypothesized that he probably succeeded in CTB but failed to format the phone.
although he said he was gonna be found about two days later, not one day later.
does anyone know if you simply wake up hours after ingesting SN? if that SN was too little in quantity or if they vomited too soon, obviously.
I chatted with this guy a lot and he seemed really decided. I never talked to anyone more decided than him.
unfortunately he was born deformed and cannot do anything about it. this caused a lot of problems, like social isolation. people mocked him wherever he went and things like having a romantic partner were almost out of question for him.
he was very socially isolated due to his condition.
he took every single pill of domperidone in the exact time for 48 hours, bought a precision scale and made sure that he was gonna be alone for the whole weekend.
the problem with people leaving SS open on the phone is that, the more times it happens, the faster this forum catches the attention of authorities. police is gonna hunt people behind this forum or even members.
I know it's gonna happen eventually anyway, but if everyone who CTB remembers to delete everything, then we can delay that as much as possible.
this is not his fault, obviously. I'm not blaming anyone. it happens. he had very good intention when he planned to delete his digital tracking before leaving. many people don't even bother to delete anything.
obviously there's no shame in failing an attempt, in coming back here, in changing one's mind, in recovering etc… none of that is shameful!
I'll be happy to see people recover and live a beautiful life!
if you managed to catch the bus… I hope you're at peace now, I hope you'll be at peace forever… wherever you are. and I definitely hope that you're better now than you were before…
but doing that is not as easy as it sounds, for people who never did it before. that's why I hypothesized that he probably succeeded in CTB but failed to format the phone.
although he said he was gonna be found about two days later, not one day later.
does anyone know if you simply wake up hours after ingesting SN? if that SN was too little in quantity or if they vomited too soon, obviously.
I chatted with this guy a lot and he seemed really decided. I never talked to anyone more decided than him.
unfortunately he was born deformed and cannot do anything about it. this caused a lot of problems, like social isolation. people mocked him wherever he went and things like having a romantic partner were almost out of question for him.
he was very socially isolated due to his condition.
he took every single pill of domperidone in the exact time for 48 hours, bought a precision scale and made sure that he was gonna be alone for the whole weekend.
the problem with people leaving SS open on the phone is that, the more times it happens, the faster this forum catches the attention of authorities. police is gonna hunt people behind this forum or even members.
I know it's gonna happen eventually anyway, but if everyone who CTB remembers to delete everything, then we can delay that as much as possible.
this is not his fault, obviously. I'm not blaming anyone. it happens. he had very good intention when he planned to delete his digital tracking before leaving. many people don't even bother to delete anything.
obviously there's no shame in failing an attempt, in coming back here, in changing one's mind, in recovering etc… none of that is shameful!
I'll be happy to see people recover and live a beautiful life!
if you managed to catch the bus… I hope you're at peace now, I hope you'll be at peace forever… wherever you are. and I definitely hope that you're better now than you were before…
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fastlife
Student
- Jan 21, 2022
- 183
this is a family member he was found by the neighbor who suddenly came in with the house key but he is still dead
he was not able to reset his mobile but don't worry I understand his choice it was not the right choice but it was his own choice
his account will be disabled within 3 days I had it disabled in the meantime 2 more days
he was not able to reset his mobile but don't worry I understand his choice it was not the right choice but it was his own choice
his account will be disabled within 3 days I had it disabled in the meantime 2 more days
elbjr
TorturedSoul
- Apr 8, 2022
- 22
I really don't wanna be insensitive here. There are a lot of indicators that this is you, and indeed not a family member. My eyes are trained to see these things because of my job. But I just want to say I'm glad you didn't do it.
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Ethereal Knight
Seja um bom soldado, morra onde você caiu.
- Jan 10, 2022
- 816
I believe them when they say it's a family member who posted. I don't think there are "a lot of indicators" like you said. they don't speak english very well, that's why it sounds weird.
please don't bring this website to police. let him have his choice respected. thank you for understanding.
rest in peace @fastlife
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Dot
Info abt typng styl on prfle.
- Sep 26, 2021
- 3,348
T.b.h a 3rd persn wh/ ws nt thre wld nt normlly sy smethng lke 'thy sddnly cme in w/ a key'
Tht pst appeard suspscs
Tht pst appeard suspscs
elbjr
TorturedSoul
- Apr 8, 2022
- 22
Yes there are many patterns. This was one of them. Also, I don't believe writing without punctuation is hereditary. The use of the word "suddenly" would only be expressed from an objective position. Nothing can be perceived as "sudden" to someone who didn't witness the account. Also the countdown nature of the account deactivation is consistent with the rest of his communication. And maybe I haven't read enough on this forum since I am new here, but from what I've seen so far he was all a bit light and unauthentic about this whole thing from the beginning. Whereby the others I have read have shared their anxieties connected with their choice. Which is natural. Nothing feels natural about this. And this is just scratching the surface.
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Ethereal Knight
Seja um bom soldado, morra onde você caiu.
- Jan 10, 2022
- 816
please, people, respect the deceased.
I don't know what you guys gain my being skeptical.
there's nothing to gain here.
you're never gonna hear about him again.
whether he's dead or alive, it's over.
…and like I said, I talked to him a lot and he seemed super decided.
he wanted to make sure that every little detail of his method was in check. every dose, every timing, he was very worried and researched a lot.
you guys know about SN, a lot of people took SN in low doses or without anti-emetic, or vomited a couple of times and still died.
but he took everything serious, including the anti-emetic regime and the preparation.
that's why I believe he is gone.
I don't know what you guys gain my being skeptical.
there's nothing to gain here.
you're never gonna hear about him again.
whether he's dead or alive, it's over.
…and like I said, I talked to him a lot and he seemed super decided.
he wanted to make sure that every little detail of his method was in check. every dose, every timing, he was very worried and researched a lot.
you guys know about SN, a lot of people took SN in low doses or without anti-emetic, or vomited a couple of times and still died.
but he took everything serious, including the anti-emetic regime and the preparation.
that's why I believe he is gone.
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