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onetapgandhi

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Oct 4, 2022
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Taking stat dose. Just took 600mg Ibuprofen.
15 minutes later, 3x10mg meto. Just took the meto tabs. Kinda bitter in the back of the mouth.
30 minutes later, Double dose antacid (eno). It bubbled a lot when poured in glass. Taste was good. Dissolved 2 satchets in like 150ml water but had to add more. Worried it might make me puke but let's see what happens
1 hour later, 25gin 50ml water Sodium Nitrite. 2 glasses 1 for backup. Just ingested the SN. My god its salty. No urge to puke though strangely.

Wish me luck
 
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I wish you well, safe travels.
 
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Let death be peaceful
 
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Farewell friend wish it was me ahah sleep peacefully
 
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May you find peace. :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:
 
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Have a peaceful journey!
 
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How are u feeling?
 
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Farewell, I enjoyed reading your posts. I wish you complete peace as you ctb.
 
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much luck and love to you, friend. may you find peace ♡
 
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onetapgandhi

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Oct 4, 2022
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How are u feeling?
Rushed tbh. I never wanted to die. I had dreams in life and the means of achieving those modest wins but I was dealt this bad hand of my parents
T-23 minutes to SN. I feel nothing tbh. No SI or closure. Wow. I really thought end of life would be much more eventful I guess
 
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Oct 4, 2022
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How are you feeling, dear onetapgandhi
Nothing. I am not feeling happy or sad. Just developed a headache. A mean one. Dunno why
 
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See you on the Other Side.
 
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Whatever it was that you needed from life. I hope you find it in whatever is next.
 
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Rest In Peace
 
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Te veré del otro lado. 💜
 
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He's gone..
 
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I'm sorry it's come to this for you. May you find peace.
 
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Rest in peace.
 
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I hope you found the peace you were looking for
 
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Per ardua ad astra 🙏🕊
 
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Rest in peace sweetheart xxx
 
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Have a peaceful eternal sleep
 
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Be in peace friend.
 
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