Goodbye everyone... (SN)

[Azzy69]

safe travels. goodnight

 

[Lotus1818]

Thanks for all the support, i love you all. Grandma just left, will continue with the plan, same hour, i decided to take the stat dose as well, that's all the changes i added.

nervous?

 

[jgm63]

nervous?

@Lotus1818 I know you don't mean any harm, but please don't put negative thoughts into people's minds.
What the OP needs is just gentle and soothing words to support them in whichever decision they decide to take.

@Neverod
We are here with you to support whatever is right for you.
If you decide to proceed then have a safe journey

 

[Neverod]

nervous?

A little bit, not so much as yesterday, hope nothing gets in the way today. Just thinking what to do in all this time, i mean, i did everything i needed yesterday thinking it would be the day, and now i have nothing to do. Any recommendations?

 

[jgm63]

A little bit, not so much as yesterday, hope nothing gets in the way today. Just thinking what to do in all this time, i mean, i did everything i needed yesterday thinking it would be the day, and now i have nothing to do. Any recommendations?

I suggest watching videos of spiritual teacher, Barry Long

Spoiler: Barry Long | Seeing Through Death

 

[Hollow men]

A little bit, not so much as yesterday, hope nothing gets in the way today. Just thinking what to do in all this time, i mean, i did everything i needed yesterday thinking it would be the day, and now i have nothing to do. Any recommendations?

I would listen to my favourite music, it makes it all more peaceful. Wish you the best, we'll be here with you

 

[PDAnnie2610]

Peace be with you. Safe journey...

 

[howard]

Safe journey .

 

[Stan]

We have had some fantastic goodbye threads recently. Full of love and support. Let's keep that going. Safe travels @Neverod

 

[takeyourshotfunboy]

I will miss you a lot...why do bad things have to happen to good people?

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Good luck and safe travels

 

[Neverod]

@Yoko26 I'll make sure to do it, if i go to the same place as him ofc, so, please, tell me his name or something so i can identify him, you can mention it here or in private chat, whatever makes you feel more comfortable :^3

12 hours to go, i'm feeling happy, more happy than sad, it's weird.
To everyone that said they feel sorry for me, thanks, but don't be! This is going to end it all for good, before there's nothing left of me due to my mental condition (DID).
Will start fasting in 2 hours, i will only eat a light snack and 1 glass of milk.

 

[less than]

I hope this night all things goes well for you what ever you want to do.

 

[GIRL502Hopelessness]

[QUOTE = "Neverod, publicación: 480062, miembro: 9812"]
Bueno, odio la vida. Mi abuela vino a recoger algunas de las cosas de mi madre y pasar la noche ... No puedo arriesgarme a que me encuentren, tendré que moverlo 24 horas más ... así que el viernes a las 12:00 am tendré que hazlo. Es como una broma oscura de la vida, de todos los días, hoy tuvo que venir a vestirse y pasar la maldita noche ... Lo siento, qué decepción me hizo. Lo haré sin importar el primer minuto del viernes, y lo mismo, informará todo hasta 10 minutos después de tomar el SN.

Además, olvidé decir que si sobrevivo (Dios no deseo), me aseguraré, no importa qué, de encontrar una manera de informarlo también, si no respondo en una semana, está garantizado que estoy muerto.
[/CITAR]


buen viaje y las mejores vibras esperamos que todo funcione según lo planeado estaremos específicamente.
La hierba era más verde
La luz era más brillante
Cuando los amigos rodeaban
Las noches de maravilla
Mirando más allá de las ascuas de los puentes que brillan detrás de nosotros
Para ver lo verde que estaba al otro lado
Pasos adelantados, pero sonámbulos hacia atrás otra vez
Arrastrados por la fuerza de algunos en una marea
Una altitud mayor con la bandera desplegada
Llegamos a las alturas vertiginosas de que soñaba con el mundo.
pink floyd

 

[PDAnnie2610]

@Yoko26 I'll make sure to do it, if i go to the same place as him ofc, so, please, tell me his name or something so i can identify him, you can mention it here or in private chat, whatever makes you feel more comfortable :^3

12 hours to go, i'm feeling happy, more happy than sad, it's weird.
To everyone that said they feel sorry for me, thanks, but don't be! This is going to end it all for good, before there's nothing left of me due to my mental condition (DID).
Will start fasting in 2 hours, i will only eat a light snack and 1 glass of milk.

Though tricky to recover from, it's possible to get better from DID. Hugs..

 

[DoNotLet2]

wishing u peace

 

[Daniela]

May I ask... how is the AE regimen affecting you...?

 

[Neverod]

May I ask... how is the AE regimen affecting you...?

A little bit of dizziness, a considerable amount of drowsiness , and... nothing more, i think i lost my appetite but that could be the nerves.

 

[vrotka]

Safe travels, I hope you find your peace.

 

[Meant2Die]

I suggest watching videos of spiritual teacher, Barry Long

Spoiler: Barry Long | Seeing Through Death

This was pretty interesting. He points out many good questions, esp the part about why we culturally don't have access to the dying, to be able to see dead bodies (his words, not mine) for the purpose of being comfortable with death and to understand death is just a dead body, but life is everlasting.

The part that made me chuckle is his thought experiment to ask "Can you remember when you were dead?" , if the asnwer is no, its because "you've never been dead, there is no death, just dead bodies". If the answer is yes, you can say " If you can remember being dead, then you couldn't have been dead bc you remember it, now could you?". What a catch 22..lol

 

[Meant2Die]

Hope you are holding up okay Neverod. I saw you in chat but thought you were doing it tomorrow! (I missed todays posts).

Wishing you strength and peace! You can do this! YOu are strong! Wondering how you are holding up, but if youd rather just not comment and are doing your thing thats fine too! wishing you a quick and peaceful exit

 

[Neverod]

Thanks @Meant2Die ! I'm ok, just waiting, 2 hours and a half to go.

 

[SinisterKid]

Safe journey my friend, this place will be worse off without you. Its been a pleasure to chat with you and my hope is that one day, we meet with all the other members of this place and have a damned good time.

 

[Thisisjustadream]

Thanks @Meant2Die ! I'm ok, just waiting, 2 hours and a half to go.

I wont be able to stay awake until then . Rest.

 

[jgm63]

If you're still trying to pass some time, here is some nice music

Spoiler: KEYSCAPE - Jesús Molina: Eldar Tribute

 

[AnxiouslyDepressed]

So turns out I could stay awake... envious of your bravery, courage and attitude right now. Only hope that I can be half as strong. All the best mate, sending love and wishing you nothing but peace. You will be missed.

 

[999888]

Good luck

 

[BrokenAngel8]

I've been following your thread in silence, sorry about that. I wish you smooth sailing, thank you for keep us updated, you are a kind and thoughtful person. Also very brave. My respect for you. Hugs

 

[Neverod]

I've been followimg your thread in silence, sorry about that. I wish you smooth sailing, thank you for keep us updated, you are a kind and thoughtful person. Also very brave. My respect for you. Hugs

Oh hey there! Nice to see you commenting, don't worry, i owe the information to you all, this forum is a great place and that's the most i can do to pay back.

 

[passenger27]

Good luck to you. May you find peace.