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JuliaOnTheNet

JuliaOnTheNet

pew pew pew
Feb 14, 2023
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I just wanted to say thank you for all the kindness and information.

Me and my Girlfriend took 15mg of metoclopramide an hour ago, smoking some weed now and are going to take 25 grams of SN soon.

@SenseOfLoss if you are reading this thank you for all the conversations, I tried getting help because you gave me awesome advice but yes.... All the best to you


We are putting my favourite Song Strobe from Deadmau5 on and drinking the SN and we share each half a sweet

Goddye everyone <3
I wish you the best
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Visionary
Mar 21, 2019
2,661
Have a peacuful journey.
 
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OceanBlue

OceanBlue

Feminist
Jun 13, 2021
701
Take care, thank you for the help. Hope it's peaceful šŸ¤
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I wish you a peaceful journey and freedom and peace on the other side! Good Luck!
 
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basqovo

basqovo

New Member
Jun 3, 2023
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Though it's hard to see you go, I understand that this is an important step for you. I hope that you will thrive in this new chapter of your afterlife. may the flames guide thee during your journey.
 
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SVEN

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Apr 3, 2023
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I wish you both a tranquil, restful and gentle journey. Sleep deeply, dream well.
 
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GasMonkey

Nitrogen Master Race
May 15, 2022
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See on the Other Side.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Goodbye, I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for.
 
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Kasumi

Kasumi

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Mar 3, 2023
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Take care and the sweetest of dreams to you both ā™”
 
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Benzzzy

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Apr 24, 2019
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I was her boyfriend and am now heartbroken
 
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Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
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I just wanted to say thank you for all the kindness and information.

Me and my Girlfriend took 15mg of metoclopramide an hour ago, smoking some weed now and are going to take 25 grams of SN soon.

@SenseOfLoss if you are reading this thank you for all the conversations, I tried getting help because you gave me awesome advice but yes.... All the best to you


We are putting my favourite Song Strobe from Deadmau5 on and drinking the SN and we share each half a sweet

Goddye everyone <3
I wish you the best
Hope you find peace and everything goes as you planned

I see a huge problem here, if one of you survive it's gonna be a huge problem to the person who survived legally depending on the country
 
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Readytogo246

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Jun 4, 2023
185
Best wishes weary travellers.
 
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Kasumi

Kasumi

tired
Mar 3, 2023
495
Hope you find peace and everything goes as you planned

I see a huge problem here, if one of you survive it's gonna be a huge problem to the person who survived legally depending on the country
would be a miracle to survive 25g of SN, unless they're found early in which case they would probably both be saved
 
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Aisley

Wizard
Mar 12, 2023
627
Godspeed to you both, and may it be smooth.
 
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Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,870
would be a miracle to survive 25g of SN, unless they're found early in which case they would probably both be saved
That's tricky, sn working time depend on body weight too and everyone body are different, one can vomit and one won't which will take more time to die in that case found soon, one can survive
 
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Kasumi

Kasumi

tired
Mar 3, 2023
495
That's tricky, sn working time depend on body weight too and everyone body are different, one can vomit and one won't which will take more time to die in that case found soon, one can survive
of course there is some variance, but if it goes down there's little to survive.. and in case of vomitting, they'd notice soon and could abort their attempt still.
 
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sorrowful

sorrowful

My exhaustion knows no end
Feb 13, 2023
254
i wish you a smooth journey. rest well, may you both be at peace. šŸ¤
 
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Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,870
of course there is some variance, but if it goes down there's little to survive.. and in case of vomitting, they'd notice soon and could abort their attempt still.
I don't get it, who is gonna abort, vomiting doesn't mean you gonna vomit everything still some sn will be left in the system, if vomiting happens second glass sn should be taken and second glass mix should be ready as per the sn procedure

Problem here is, these are two people anytime one can say I don't wanna do it, what if one drink, another one hesitates and don't drink that will be a huge problem legally
 
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Akanea

Akanea

Student
May 24, 2023
142
I Hope you will find peace at journey's end
 
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Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,870
of course there is some variance, but if it goes down there's little to survive.. and in case of vomitting, they'd notice soon and could abort their attempt still.
If I am doing with my gf, I will do sn using FaceTime which is much better because both are in different place
 
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Kasumi

tired
Mar 3, 2023
495
I don't get it, who is gonna abort, vomiting doesn't mean you gonna vomit everything still some sn will be left in the system, if vomiting happens second glass sn should be taken and second glass mix should be ready as per the sn procedure

Problem here is, these are two people anytime one can say I don't wanna do it, what if one drink, another one hesitates and don't drink that will be a huge problem legally
I get that you're just worried, but looks like they prefer to go together and are willing to take that bit of extra risk, I think it's kind of sweet.

But I can't imagine it to be that big a deal even if not everything goes as planned.
Either both drink it and it stays down and it's all good, or for whatever reason it doesn't work for one, they can call emergency services and both survive.
 
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Benzzzy

Member
Apr 24, 2019
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Let's hope she survives I can't imagine a world without her
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
8,213
I hope you both have a peaceful journey. I've always thought it romantic actually to go out with a partner (if I had one and if they also wanted to CTB- obviously.) I hope you can comfort each other and that it all goes smoothly.
 
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Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,870
I get that you're just worried, but looks like they prefer to go together and are willing to take that bit of extra risk, I think it's kind of sweet.

But I can't imagine it to be that big a deal even if not everything goes as planned.
Either both drink it and it stays down and it's all good, or for whatever reason it doesn't work for one, they can call emergency services and both survive.
It's easy to say, if one survive and one die the amount of guilt one has face, I can't even think about it

Especially if these people are from USA, damn sure the person who survived gonna get hit by the lawsuit because US prosecutors don't play, show no mercy and will go extreme length to convict the person who survived because of the dead person's family pressure

But anyway this is what they decided, hope everything go as planned
 
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Kasumi

Kasumi

tired
Mar 3, 2023
495
It's easy to say, if one survive and one die the amount of guilt one has face, I can't even think about it

Especially if these people are from USA, damn sure the person who survived gonna get hit by the lawsuit because US prosecutors don't play, show no mercy and will go extreme length to convict the person who survived because of the dead person's family pressure

But anyway this is what they decided, hope everything go as planned
Julia is from Germany, it says on her profile.
I remember a guy from germany taking 2g SN as experiment, got hospitalised and survived and they didn't even have a clue what was wrong with him

Yea, no use worrying about what could go wrong, lets hope for the best, we can worry about troubles if they actually occur
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

Wizard
May 27, 2023
662
Awww how sweet, I wish you a smooth journey to eternal peaceā€¦. Hopefully I will be joining you guys soon.
 
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Letgo

Specialist
Apr 1, 2023
320
Wish you peace and rest. Thinking of you.
 
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MusicGuy

We're just another statistic
May 28, 2023
118
Julia is from Germany, it says on her profile.
I remember a guy from germany taking 2g SN as experiment, got hospitalised and survived and they didn't even have a clue what was wrong with him

Yea, no use worrying about what could go wrong, lets hope for the best, we can worry about troubles if they actually occur
Remember it too, as far as I know European countries don't have a clue on what SN is, just look at Poland, you can get pure SN without restrictions
I wish you both the best and may you find the peace you guys deserve
 
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