Method Goodbye Everyone <3

[oh_no191]

I think it's cute to go with a partner. I wish you both external peace and happiness.

 

[Benzzzy]

Are you guys poly then?

No she cheated on me the night she died.
She also didn't break up.
We where still togheter and she'll always be in my heart.

 

[Never Alive]

No she cheated on me the night she died.
She also didn't break up.
We where still togheter and she'll always be in my heart.

Oof.. Who was the other person she went out with? Someone from sasu?

 

[erza]

I just wanted to say thank you for all the kindness and information.

Me and my Girlfriend took 15mg of metoclopramide an hour ago, smoking some weed now and are going to take 25 grams of SN soon.

@SenseOfLoss if you are reading this thank you for all the conversations, I tried getting help because you gave me awesome advice but yes.... All the best to you


We are putting my favourite Song Strobe from Deadmau5 on and drinking the SN and we share each half a sweet

Goddye everyone <3
I wish you the best

Viel Glück!

 

[Benzzzy]

Oof.. Who was the other person she went out with? Someone from sasu?

No.
She was a rather manipulative person who imo just leached of other people.
Every time she came over bad things happened.
Like this time she blacked out on benzos for a week did a bunch of heroin was incoherent half the time couldn't remember jack shit.

I was even so worried I made the 600km trip to checkup on her.
She agreed that I could stay over.
But half way there she suddenly couldn't remember it and I wasn't welcome.
She told me to get a hotel.
The day after she promised me she'd kick her friend out and that u could have the visit we had already planned a month prior.
I just came over 3 days earlier out of concern.
She woke up at 9pm send me some goodbye messages and told me it's not my fault and that she loves me and that I gave her the best last 2 years of her life.

I had made it my mission to make her feel better to make her feel like life was worth living to make her feel l

 

[Benzzzy]

I hope you both have a peaceful journey. I've always thought it romantic actually to go out with a partner (if I had one and if they also wanted to CTB- obviously.) I hope you can comfort each other and that it all goes smoothly.

She wasn't her partner I was I had been for 2 years and for as far as I know I still was till the end.

 

[Forever Sleep]

She wasn't her partner I was I had been for 2 years and for as far as I know I still was till the end.

I'm sorry for your loss.

 

[Benzzzy]

I miss her she was my everything
I thought she was doing better.
I even came over to give her emotional support cus I noticed she was feeling bad and relapsing badly with the guest she had over.
But she just told me to fuck off when I arrived.
Even though she agreed that I'd be welcome and that she'd leave when I come.
She promised me I'd be welcome the day she died too and that she'd kick her out.

She was perfect I loved her to death.
She has broken me beyond repair.
It's over for me.
I can't fucking take this.

 

[LostCauseLooknToCTB]

I just wanted to say thank you for all the kindness and information.

Me and my Girlfriend took 15mg of metoclopramide an hour ago, smoking some weed now and are going to take 25 grams of SN soon.

@SenseOfLoss if you are reading this thank you for all the conversations, I tried getting help because you gave me awesome advice but yes.... All the best to you


We are putting my favourite Song Strobe from Deadmau5 on and drinking the SN and we share each half a sweet

Goddye everyone <3
I wish you the best

goodbye and good luck on the other side I hope to join you soon

 

[melwarson]

Guys don't worry, SN will be available till the end of the world

SN is not a drug and it is widely used by humans other than suicide and it is not a addictive so no point in banning SN, maybe it will be restricted but it will be available to everyone

Where can you buy it though? I haven't been able to find it.

 

[Obetydlig]

Schade das du so gelitten hast. Wo auch immer du gelandet bist, ich hoffe es geht dir gut.