oh_no191
“Is it better to speak or to die?”
- Jun 11, 2023
- 56
I think it's cute to go with a partner. I wish you both external peace and happiness.
No she cheated on me the night she died.
She also didn't break up.
We where still togheter and she'll always be in my heart.
Never Alive
Death is like the wind, always by my side
- Nov 22, 2022
- 125
erza
New Member
- Jun 15, 2023
- 1
No.
She was a rather manipulative person who imo just leached of other people.
Every time she came over bad things happened.
Like this time she blacked out on benzos for a week did a bunch of heroin was incoherent half the time couldn't remember jack shit.
I was even so worried I made the 600km trip to checkup on her.
She agreed that I could stay over.
But half way there she suddenly couldn't remember it and I wasn't welcome.
She told me to get a hotel.
The day after she promised me she'd kick her friend out and that u could have the visit we had already planned a month prior.
I just came over 3 days earlier out of concern.
She woke up at 9pm send me some goodbye messages and told me it's not my fault and that she loves me and that I gave her the best last 2 years of her life.
I had made it my mission to make her feel better to make her feel like life was worth living to make her feel l
She wasn't her partner I was I had been for 2 years and for as far as I know I still was till the end.
I miss her she was my everything
I thought she was doing better.
I even came over to give her emotional support cus I noticed she was feeling bad and relapsing badly with the guest she had over.
But she just told me to fuck off when I arrived.
Even though she agreed that I'd be welcome and that she'd leave when I come.
She promised me I'd be welcome the day she died too and that she'd kick her out.
She was perfect I loved her to death.
She has broken me beyond repair.
It's over for me.
I can't fucking take this.
I thought she was doing better.
I even came over to give her emotional support cus I noticed she was feeling bad and relapsing badly with the guest she had over.
But she just told me to fuck off when I arrived.
Even though she agreed that I'd be welcome and that she'd leave when I come.
She promised me I'd be welcome the day she died too and that she'd kick her out.
She was perfect I loved her to death.
She has broken me beyond repair.
It's over for me.
I can't fucking take this.
LostCauseLooknToCTB
YoungLostHoplessandAlone
- Apr 6, 2023
- 51
goodbye and good luck on the other side I hope to join you soon
Obetydlig
Member
- Feb 22, 2023
- 18
Schade das du so gelitten hast. Wo auch immer du gelandet bist, ich hoffe es geht dir gut.
