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GentlyFading

GentlyFading

seasoned lurker (*ノωノ)ᵉᵉᵏ
Dec 28, 2021
50
I'm a leaving in the next hour. I have my blankets and my favorite plushie to keep me company on my way out.

This past winter was my sixth psych hospitalization for suicidal ideation/attempts. I've wanted to die for a decade and a half now. There isn't any getting better. I keep going to therapy and staying compliant with my meds, but living continues to be unbearable. This world isn't one I can live in. Please let me rest.

Thank you all for your comfort and support. Goodnight. Goodbye.
 
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Pentobarbital_Plz

Pentobarbital_Plz

STOP HAVING KIDS!!!
Oct 28, 2022
275
May you find deep rest and true peace! This world isn't worth the hustle…
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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I'm sorry you have suffered so much. I hope you have a peaceful journey and find your freedom.
 
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Jadzia

Name is from Star Trek. I'm not from E. Europe
May 8, 2019
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Sending love and hugs ❤️
 
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aforestfire

aforestfire

"for truly, i am no longer a part of the world."
Dec 17, 2022
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i hope you can rest and achieve the peace that you want. have a safe journey, good luck and see you on the other side.
 
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Per Ardua Ad Astra

Per Ardua Ad Astra

Malpractice: NeuroDystrophy-Paralysis-Meds-Injured
Sep 27, 2022
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Per ardua ad astra 💫🕊️🙏
 
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Sadgirldaisy

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Dec 26, 2022
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I hope you find rest and peace love ❤️
 
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donealready

A person
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Wishing you peace.
 
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releasespieces

Poles are shifting, death is looming
Jun 26, 2022
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It sounds like your time has come, be brave and find peace at last ♥️
 
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spectraltease

When everything is lost everything is found
Sep 23, 2022
317
I'm a leaving in the next hour. I have my blankets and my favorite plushie to keep me company on my way out.

This past winter was my sixth psych hospitalization for suicidal ideation/attempts. I've wanted to die for a decade and a half now. There isn't any getting better. I keep going to therapy and staying compliant with my meds, but living continues to be unbearable. This world isn't one I can live in. Please let me rest.

Thank you all for your comfort and support. Goodnight. Goodbye.
Good luck and much love.
 
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V0id_He4rt

V0id_He4rt

Mors Meta Malorum
Dec 20, 2022
6
May your mind finally rest ❤
 
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CandyCane

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Mar 11, 2022
143
Psychiatry just makes it worse. I wish you well whatever happens. I'm sorry.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Your feelings of wishing to be gone from this cruel world are understandable as it really can be so awful and tiring having to endure an existence that just causes you to constantly suffer. I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for, farewell.
 
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MidnightTrain

Brain Full of Static
Sep 12, 2022
50
Godspeed. May you find your peace.
 
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crowbait

they/them
Oct 4, 2022
65
Rest in peace. I'm so sorry.
 
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Mr_House

Mr_House

Black Mesa Research Facility (B.M.R.F.)
Jul 14, 2022
196
You were good, @GentlyFading
 
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Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
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aww, bless you. Rest in easy xx
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,851
I'm a leaving in the next hour. I have my blankets and my favorite plushie to keep me company on my way out.

This past winter was my sixth psych hospitalization for suicidal ideation/attempts. I've wanted to die for a decade and a half now. There isn't any getting better. I keep going to therapy and staying compliant with my meds, but living continues to be unbearable. This world isn't one I can live in. Please let me rest.

Thank you all for your comfort and support. Goodnight. Goodbye.
Unbearable indeed for me also--Peace to you
 
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jessisme

Specialist
Dec 3, 2022
382
Sorry it has come to this for you. What's your method?
 
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yyytry

:(
Sep 8, 2022
212
Rest well, may you find peace
 
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Braindead Atheist

Braindead Atheist

Specialist
Oct 7, 2020
387
I'm a leaving in the next hour. I have my blankets and my favorite plushie to keep me company on my way out.

This past winter was my sixth psych hospitalization for suicidal ideation/attempts. I've wanted to die for a decade and a half now. There isn't any getting better. I keep going to therapy and staying compliant with my meds, but living continues to be unbearable. This world isn't one I can live in. Please let me rest.

Thank you all for your comfort and support. Goodnight. Goodbye.
You're brave to keep trying. But if you're breaking your neck to make things easier, then is it really worth it? Do things really get easier? Just be a free spirit and stop caring. But yeah, that only got me through a decade of wanting to ctb. So much for my input. I'm leaving soon too. So I understand wanting to give up. Don't think to much.
 
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don't want it

Member
Dec 14, 2022
99
You're brave to keep trying. But if you're breaking your neck to make things easier, then is it really worth it? Do things really get easier? Just be a free spirit and stop caring. But yeah, that only got me through a decade of wanting to ctb. So much for my input. I'm leaving soon too. So I understand wanting to give up. Don't think to much.
It's 10-15 seconds of pain and the life gone
 
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6Judas6

Member
Feb 15, 2020
36
This is a life that is not worth living. You have made a good decision. I wish you a good trip
 

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