I've booked a hotel. My parents will contact me at 7 PM. I only have 6-7 hours after taking the SN medication, and I'm not sure if that's enough time. I'm also worried someone might hear me and call the police. My hotel room is 105 square meters, so it should be okay.Paracetamol, antiemetic, lorazepam, SN
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darksouls
Illuminated
- May 10, 2025
- 3,341
good luck,
I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering
somethingisntreal
The future prepared for us is a twisted joke.
- Aug 30, 2025
- 201
nobodycaresaboutme
maybe my English kinda sucks
- Jun 30, 2025
- 701
I'm really sorry you have to take this decision. I hope you find what you're looking for in the end. Goodbye
ObsidianWatcher
Member
- Dec 12, 2025
- 47
Alive42long
Wandering~
- Sep 27, 2025
- 23
anomic
A single angel can make a world of demons bearable
- Dec 13, 2025
- 57
I hope you have a safe and peaceful departure! Wishing you the best of luck! Goodbye
Siamese Believe
Student
- Dec 8, 2025
- 136
I took 1000 mg of paracetamol five minutes ago.
A doctor damaged my spine, and I was born into a poor family. If I were healthy, I would definitely live a good life, but I have this painful illness.
Corovaner
Experienced
- Apr 15, 2025
- 200
Have you already taken paracetamol? It should be taken 1 hour before the SN. How are you feeling now? Whatever you decide, I wish you peace.
FadingSnowFake
Enlightened
- Nov 25, 2024
- 1,827
suicidesergal
A verifiable critter.
- Dec 17, 2025
- 36
Is not too late to call an ambulance if you have doubts.
Cyrene
Memento Mori
- Nov 22, 2025
- 28
awaitinglove
what a terrible mess i've made of my life
- Apr 30, 2023
- 77
Terrible_Life
Warlock
- Jul 3, 2025
- 712
I wish you peace, I wish I could also ctb right now and end all my suffering
Macedonian1987
Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
- Oct 22, 2025
- 965
If you are no longer with us I wish you to be finally rid of your pain and have a beautiful and loving and eternal afterlife.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,113
unluckysadness
Enlightened
- Jul 9, 2025
- 1,153
I hope you'll find the peace you deserve. Nobody should suffer like this.
corpse
dead inside
- Aug 31, 2025
- 250
Gangrel
bark bark ᯓ★
- Jul 25, 2024
- 687
Roadrunner
Specialist
- Mar 18, 2024
- 370
I think we can assume that (probably) OP succeeded with the SN.
etchings
this is the first time, it’s not the first time
- Jul 28, 2022
- 24
I hope that whatever decision you've made that you have found peace.
A_Spartan_Dead
Life's sick joke is us; death is the punchline.
- Dec 17, 2025
- 114
Wishing you the best Great Journey,
To a place beyond pain, fear or death,
Finding the rest and peace you seek,
Your bravery remembered.
Xiaojiu
cease to exist 不复存在
- Mar 28, 2025
- 678
That is so horrible
No one deserves to live a life of pain. I, too, live with chronic illnesses and chronic pain, and also don't have alot of money. So I understand how you feel in different ways.
Whatever you decide, I hope you have found peace and no longer suffering
I think she's goneThat is so horrible No one deserves to live a life of pain. I, too, live with chronic illnesses and chronic pain, and also don't have alot of money. So I understand how you feel in different ways.
Whatever you decide, I hope you have found peace and no longer sufferingSimilar threads
