goodbye (CTB hanging)

[deathimcomin]

Long time lurker, short time member. Thank you for all you've done for me so far.

In 2 hours time I'll be catching that bus. Partial hanging.

About me. 25 year old female. BPD, ADHD, Depression, Anxiety, CPTSD. I've been in some physically and emotionally abusive relationships. Haven't been able to hold a job. I have been friendless my entire life. I'm constantly paranoid. Everyday I am tired, angry, empty, impatient. I just can't keep going.

I'll reply until then.

 

[Lilythefenfen]

I heard partial was a lot of pressure on the neck and can be quite uncomfortable. Are you going to be sure you're at least comfortable?
Before you go off into the deep sleep, Do you have at least any happy memories you would like to share?

All the love hon.

 

[CentreMid]

Long time lurker, short time member. Thank you for all you've done for me so far.

In 2 hours time I'll be catching that bus. Partial hanging.

About me. 25 year old female. BPD, ADHD, Depression, Anxiety, CPTSD. I've been in some physically and emotionally abusive relationships. Haven't been able to hold a job. I have been friendless my entire life. I'm constantly paranoid. Everyday I am tired, angry, empty, impatient. I just can't keep going.

I'll reply until then.

Best of luck. Hope you find peace.

 

[deathimcomin]

I heard partial was a lot of pressure on the neck and can be quite uncomfortable. Are you going to be sure you're at least comfortable?

I sure hope so. I've tested it a few times and the way that I start blacking out within a few seconds gives me a sense of peace. It'll be nice to finally let it happen properly.

Before you go off into the deep sleep, Do you have at least any happy memories you would like to share?

Thank you for bringing this up and allowing me to reminisce. I do have some nice memories, I know that much, but I don't remember too much. My wedding day was wonderful. Everything else, not so much.

 

[Das Nichts]

I hope that everything goes as planned and that you will find your peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Farewell, I hope that you find freedom from all the suffering that existing brings, it really sounds so awful what you've had to endure, it's such a hellish world where all this endless suffering exists.

 

[Letgo]

Good luck. May you find peace and rest. Will be thinking of you.

 

[SilentSadness]

I hope you find the peace you've been missing.

 

[SVEN]

Rest peacefully, surrendering into your best memories as you go.

 

[Shivali]

 

[Mirrory Me]

I am sorry for you. It might make you bitter when you haven't been able to trust your loved ones. It must be very tiring... Some people just cannot be trusted.

Sometimes I also wonder why we are all here together. We all needed support and love.

 

[cherrysquick]

i hope you're at peace now, rest well.

 

[Rudu]

I hope you'll find rest wherever you're going. Peaceful travels

 

[Mortadelo]

 

[cgrtt.brns]

i hope you found your peace <3

 

[TraumaEscapee:)]

Please come back and let us know that you're ok if you haven't managed to hang yourself. It's very hard partial hanging I have tried it before. I'd be happy to message you, we have some similarities and I just want to make sure that you are ok =) really sorry you are feeling this way. I am 22 btw how old are you?

 

[locked*n*loaded]

May you have found the peace you sought.

 

[Gonnerr]

I hope you escaped peacefully.

 

[Valky]

I Hope your passing was peaceful <3

 

[StolenLife]

I'm so sorry that you went through all of that. May your journey be peaceful and painless.

 

[lonely man]

I wish it went easy for you. Hope you found peace.

 

[outrider567]

Rest In Peace

 

[pompompurin]

Hope you found peace, farewell.

 

[Haruka]

I'm sorry I'm late. I hope you found the peace you were searching for, I'll see you someday

 

[TheNihilisticViking]

Rest in Peace!

I've thought about hanging, but it sounds extremely painful as a choice to self delete.