Goodbye, bus arrives in 2hr

[Light&DarkDance]

White male, age 21. Main reason is financial poverty (due to living in a poor country) with zero opportunities left to explore.

My ticket is SN with all the recommended meds, though the propranolol will be half or quarter of the recommended dose.

Today ate super lightweight, it will be 8-9hr fasting when I'll drink it.

I feel calm, determined and curious.

Thanks to all the suicide community for discovering this and many other modern methods.

Love to all the sweet souls out there

 

[lostangel]

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White male, age 21. Main reason is financial poverty (due to living in a poor country) with zero opportunities left to explore.

My ticket is SN with all the recommended meds, though the propranolol will be half or quarter of the recommended dose.

Today ate super lightweight, it will be 8-9hr fasting when I'll drink it.

I feel calm, determined and curious.

Thanks to all the suicide community for discovering this and many other modern methods.

Love to all the sweet souls out there

Damn it's tough to see you go. Thank you for everything especially help with the night night method. I wish you a safe journey. <3

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

May you find the peace you're looking for. I hope your transition goes smoothly. We're here for you if you need to chat.

 

[Raminiki]

Fare thee well.

 

[Living sucks]

I'm sorry . That should never have to be a reason to ctb.. :(

 

[Soul]

I'm sorry life wasn't better to you. I hope your decisions have the right outcomes for you. I'm curious too. x

 

[TheBox]

I hope you find peace, my friend. Save me a spot.

 

[Borabora]

Wish you (and all others who plan to ctb) peaceful transition & Godspeed. I will be following through with my own ctb once flights are allowed again.

 

[aminend]

Honestly I'm jealous to u. These days I'm jealous to every person who dies.

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White male, age 21. Main reason is financial poverty (due to living in a poor country) with zero opportunities left to explore.

My ticket is SN with all the recommended meds, though the propranolol will be half or quarter of the recommended dose.

Today ate super lightweight, it will be 8-9hr fasting when I'll drink it.

I feel calm, determined and curious.

Thanks to all the suicide community for discovering this and many other modern methods.

Love to all the sweet souls out there

 

[Isadeth]

I hope you find the peace and escape you're longing for. ♡

 

[aminend]

Keep us updated

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White male, age 21. Main reason is financial poverty (due to living in a poor country) with zero opportunities left to explore.

My ticket is SN with all the recommended meds, though the propranolol will be half or quarter of the recommended dose.

Today ate super lightweight, it will be 8-9hr fasting when I'll drink it.

I feel calm, determined and curious.

Thanks to all the suicide community for discovering this and many other modern methods.

Love to all the sweet souls out there

 

[Brokenwithbpd]

Any update? You seem at peace

 

[Light&DarkDance]

59 minutes to go...

 

[x-Ace-x]

Goodbye, dear friend. I hope everything goes according to the plan and it'll be peaceful

 

[Living sucks]

There is no job you can do or learn a trade to earn just a moderate living?

im not prolifing you just noting my personal experience. I was piss poor broke at 21.. but by 28 I was comfortable.
whatever you decide I feel for you

 

[Saed]

Oh,sweetheart. That's an appalling reason to be made to feel you need to take your own life.
May the night bring you whatever the universe has planned.

 

[Close_to_freedom]

What are the consequences of failing SN?

 

[Walilamdzi]

I'm sorry life wasn't better to you. I hope your decisions have the right outcomes for you. I'm curious too. x

 

[Tripz7]

Ill be ctb tomorrow afternoon. Same method. Good luck to you. Peaceful transition.

 

[Light&DarkDance]

My "best friend" didn't even say a goodbye or anything, what a fucking world...
I wonder if 50 tabs (half the recommended dose) of propranolol will taste worse then SN...
Will update on taste in 19 min

 

[mediocre]

Sending you and peace ❤

 

[Deleted member 1465]

 

[Flump]

 

[ZardozOmega]

I hope everything works out for you. Where are you from?

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

My "best friend" didn't even say a goodbye or anything, what a fucking world...
I wonder if 50 tabs (half the recommended dose) of propranolol will taste worse then SN...
Will update on taste in 19 min
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Your best friend wouldn't say goodbye so i'll say goodbye to you , and may you find what you are looking for and have peace. This website seems to have the only caring people imo.

 

[Living sucks]

If you're telling your best friend .. you risk being stopped or maybe that's what you want? Can we help you in any way here by talking ?

 

[Tripz7]

Still with us Light&DarkDance?

 

[Living sucks]

I have a feeling best friend has intervened as it's been an hour.

 

[rhiino]

I have a feeling best friend has intervened as it's been an hour.

Here we go again.

 

[Tripz7]

I have a feeling best friend has intervened as it's been an hour.

Thinking your right.