DarkThoughts

DarkThoughts

eepy guy, hoping to CTB with someone else.
Feb 6, 2024
119
It's 01:44 right now. At 03:00 I will CTB with SN. Only a few of you know me, but I hope I've had an impact while I was here. My plan is as follows:

02:00 3x10mg meto
02:15 sumatriptan (not sure of dose)
02:30 start walking to CTB location
02:45 arrive, set up comfy place
03:00 bottoms up

SaSu is blocked by data providers in my area. I am hoping someone trustworthy can add me on Telegram so I can share my final moments. I'd like to add to the list of testimonials. I know it reassures others.

I'll be active up until 02:30. Byebye now!

I do want to mention; I'd like my account to be locked if I'm not online in the next 3 days. Thank you :)
 
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druggedonsurvival

druggedonsurvival

Student
Feb 8, 2024
193
Good luck. I hope you find some peace and hope you were able to find some comfort in this community at least.
 
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DarkThoughts

DarkThoughts

eepy guy, hoping to CTB with someone else.
Feb 6, 2024
119
Good luck. I hope you find some peace and hope you were able to find some comfort in this community at least.
Thank you :) I wish you luck too. Going to bring a plushie with me so I'm not alone out there.
 
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xmissellax

xmissellax

Need My Peace
Feb 25, 2024
113
Good luck and goodbye friend. You will be missed. 🙏
 
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DarkThoughts

DarkThoughts

eepy guy, hoping to CTB with someone else.
Feb 6, 2024
119
Getting ready to walk to my spot. Love you all. See you never! ❤️
 
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restless.dreams

restless.dreams

Experienced
Feb 7, 2024
230
I've seen you around the forum and your profile picture always makes me smile. Be well, I hope you find the peace you are searching for <3
 
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MyChoiceAlone

MyChoiceAlone

sleep deprived and/or drunk
Jul 23, 2023
1,212
here with you.
 
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tbroken

tbroken

Wizard
Feb 22, 2024
689
Here with you my friend.
 
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restless.dreams

restless.dreams

Experienced
Feb 7, 2024
230
Rest now<3
 
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eashanm

God
Feb 22, 2023
512
Good Luck in your ctb
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
7,256
I hope you found the peace you sought.
 
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jacobryan

Member
Mar 11, 2024
99
Hope you find peace.
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Illuminated
Mar 21, 2019
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i put their last post on telegram.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
9,511
Wishing you peace on your journey. :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:
 
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JezebelDuLioncourt

JezebelDuLioncourt

Member
Feb 23, 2024
81
Congratulations! You're almost there, mate!

Wishing it were my turn...Can't wait to go home.
 
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Bannana

Bannana

caretaker
Mar 10, 2024
75
It's 01:44 right now. At 03:00 I will CTB with SN. Only a few of you know me, but I hope I've had an impact while I was here. My plan is as follows:

02:00 3x10mg meto
02:15 sumatriptan (not sure of dose)
02:30 start walking to CTB location
02:45 arrive, set up comfy place
03:00 bottoms up

SaSu is blocked by data providers in my area. I am hoping someone trustworthy can add me on Telegram so I can share my final moments. I'd like to add to the list of testimonials. I know it reassures others.

I'll be active up until 02:30. Byebye now!

I do want to mention; I'd like my account to be locked if I'm not online in the next 3 days. Thank you :)
I hope to see you soon in the comfy place, sleep well love
 
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divinemistress36

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2024
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Peace on your journey <3
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
3,793
Farewell. Hope you have found the peace you were searching for đź•Š
 
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iloverachel

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2024
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Good bye my friend I wish you peace and good luck
 
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Malaria

Malaria

If I can't be my own, I'd feel better dead
Feb 24, 2024
1,085
Goodbye. I appreciate how kind you were to me when you replied to my threads. Please rest in peace. There is no more suffering, there is no more pain, you're free now.
 
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DarkThoughts

DarkThoughts

eepy guy, hoping to CTB with someone else.
Feb 6, 2024
119
I feel awful. I backed out while walking to the spot. I tried my best.
 
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thegoldengirls

thegoldengirls

Student
Feb 10, 2024
102
I feel awful. I backed out while walking to the spot. I tried my best.
Try not to place such pressure on yourself. SI or not ctb when you want is an awful feeling. You have to do this when you're ready.
I know when SI gets in the way with me, I, too feel so discouraged and drained. Putting all of that energy into attempting is no joke.
At least we all have this forum to vent.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,543
Welcome back! Don't be too hard to yourself! We're here for you! :heart:
 
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I feel awful. I backed out while walking to the spot. I tried my best.
Hope you'll be ok, it's very hard to get over that final obstacle in si to ctb so take it easy on yourself, there's always another time.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
3,793
I feel awful. I backed out while walking to the spot. I tried my best.
Sorry it didn't go as your plan. Be easy on yourself, it's not an easy thing to do. Wish you the best for your future plans ❤️
 
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TiredOfAllThis

Arcanist
Feb 5, 2024
453
Wish you to finally find peace
 
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heisenberg

heisenberg

pile of skin and bones
May 18, 2020
157
sorry things didn't go the way you wanted them to. i hope you're able to find another time, don't take it hard on yourself. si can be a bitch
 
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