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depressedsally

depressedsally

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Nov 6, 2020
234
Sorry it's come to this you are very brave
 
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Meretlein

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Moderator
Feb 15, 2019
1,199
Smooth sailing, I hope you find what you're looking for.
 
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Esc9434

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Feb 25, 2020
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Goodbye bae Beatrice, Miss Arthur if I'm nasty. :aw:

I will miss coming into the chatroom making sure you are okay.
 
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Donk

Donk

Useless since day 1
Jan 3, 2020
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glad I had the pleasure of speaking to you in chat.

Sorry life has brought you to this point. I wish you a peaceful journey.
 
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infinitelove

infinitelove

Member
Sep 23, 2020
32
I'm so glad to have spoken with you a few times, you are such an intelligent beautiful person. Thank you for being you. Wishing you the very best. May you find peace. We love you :heart:
 
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Silver

Silver

The 21st century is when everything changes
Aug 8, 2020
745
Goodbye Bea, I will miss seeing your humour in chat :aw:

As always, you are welcome back if you find it's not yet your time :heart:
 
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Cakes

She/Her
Oct 25, 2020
362
Best of luck @Bea. I didn't get speaking to you much, but I've read much of your words and it got me thinking. I enjoyed seeing you pop up and you always have such kindness to others. It's lovely. I wish you nothing but the peace you deserve. Big squishys! :heart:
 
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Nimbus

Nimbus

Hanging on is hard
Dec 2, 2019
211
Goodbye Bea. So many of your posts made me laugh and that was such a gift. Your attitude is unrepentant and justly so. I'm sorry for all the pain this world has caused you. I wish you peace and freedom in the coming hours.
 
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FatalSystemError591

FatalSystemError591

{He/They}
Oct 12, 2020
229
Hope you find peace on whatever side lies ahead for you, and that your journey is swift. You were fun to talk to the couple times we have interacted.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
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Bea your music changed my entire mood around from sad to happy in chat the other night. You are a very special person to be able to do that. It is a great loss to us, to me and everyone to have you leave but since you must, I wish you a smooth peaceful journey. I won't forget you Bea. :heart:
 
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Throwmyselfaway

Not gone yet but soon
Jan 14, 2020
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Wishing you a good journey. May you find the peace you deserve
 
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flatearth

flatearth

dot
Aug 27, 2020
108
goodbye bea
we never spoke but i do wish you peace as you go into your eternal slumber:heart:
 
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RedRed

RedRed

Member
Oct 24, 2020
93
Good bye to you! We haven't spoken to each other at all, but I've seen you in the chat sometimes. Let it be a smooth and quick ride, Bea. I'll be sure to wish for a candle for you to light your way. <3
 
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AutoTap

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Nov 11, 2020
885
I saw you briefly in today's chat if my memory serves me well. I wish you the best!
 
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muffin222

muffin222

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Mar 31, 2020
1,187
I'm so sorry life has pushed you to this point. I only hope you'll find the peace that you seek :heart:
 
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Hopeindeath!

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Dec 7, 2019
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I wish you peace. :hug:
 
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Xiaomi

Gone.
Aug 8, 2020
484
You're like our mother here on SS. I wish I could hug you one last time. I'm so sorry....
 
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Deleted member 14177

not home
Jan 20, 2020
345
Oh, Bea. Farewell, friend. I will miss you so
 
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LastFlowers

LastFlowers

the haru that can read
Apr 27, 2019
2,170
Good luck to you.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
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It's been good Bea if you know what I mean. I knew this day was coming but it's still sad
 
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Deleted member 23009

Deleted member 23009

a flame dancing in the rain
Oct 20, 2020
137
Safe travels Bea :heart:
 
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Shiv15

Shiv15

Student
Sep 3, 2020
196
damn...so soon. Personally, if i had a gun, I would have been dead already. Wish I was as lucky as you to have obtained a gun. Though it feels relieving at the same time to see someone find liberation and eternal peace. Bye :)
 
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Incorrigible77777

I was born human and I'm sorry for that. ——太宰 治
Jul 9, 2020
229
May you eventually find peace and bliss there.
 
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Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
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@Bea please be careful, and if you're sure this is the time then may it go smoothly. I shall miss you x
 
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TattiQueen

Student
Sep 12, 2020
111
Sorry I missed you dear, and will be even more sorry to see you go. I hope you find peace no matter what. Sending all my love and the most ginormous, warmest, tightest of bear hugs. Xoxo
 
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BridgeJumper

BridgeJumper

The Arsonist
Apr 7, 2019
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Im so sorry! ;-;;-;;-;
 
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Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,085
I had just met Bea in chat and she played some music. And now this. It's so rare that I meet anyone with an ability to instantly improve my mood so much. She was so upbeat. The idea of her shooting herself is so sad it's beyond words. Bea are you still here?
 
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dropdeadfred

dropdeadfred

Boarding the bus to Everlasting Dreamland ♡
Oct 19, 2020
255
I believe my subconscious manifested you in my dreams last night, Bea. You were so beautiful & in the end, after you carried out your method, you looked just the same as you did before you carried out your method. You were alive after the gunshot & just as beautiful as before. Sorry if this is inappropriate to share & I will take it down if so. I believe you will be/are at peace, in whatever way that is.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,085
Sometimes a rare person might come along who has a positive effect on everyone around them. It might even be a once in a lifetime experience. It might even be for example someone working as a bus driver and everyone who gets on the bus feels their mood lift, just getting on that bus. Bea is one of these rare people.

Sorry to be talking about you in the third person if you read this Bea. I don't mean to sound rude.
 
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illbehave

illbehave

Member
Sep 1, 2020
56
Oh, Bless Your Heart, Beauiful Bea. I am following soon. See you on the other side. LOVES!!!
 
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