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ut0pia1992

ut0pia1992

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My sister is right nearby but I will sit outside the small yard. I will do a rough estimate of 1 tablespoon in a eye estimated 50 about ml of tap water. I hope the two day meto regimen is gonna help me not vomit at all. Got famotadin zentiva. I hope that anti acid works. Haven't ate for like 10 hours. Wish me luck.
 
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aminend

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I wish u luck and peaceful transition. Keep us updated as much as possible
 
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head full of static

head full of static

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good luck, im sorry it's come to this
 
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Ghost2211

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Rough estimates with people near by sounds like a bad idea. I hope you find peace though.
 
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ut0pia1992

ut0pia1992

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I can only hope this is all over come morning. Failure is not an option.
 
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lost_soul83

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My sister is right nearby but I will sit outside the small yard. I will do a rough estimate of 1 tablespoon in a eye estimated 50 about ml of tap water. I hope the two day meto regimen is gonna help me not vomit at all. Got famotadin zentiva. I hope that anti acid works. Haven't ate for like 10 hours. Wish me luck.
Please let us know how things are going if you can, and God speed. I am glad your suffering is finally coming to an end.
 
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Nitup

Nitup

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Dec 30, 2020
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Good luck my friend hope it will works for you.
Try to at least mesure your dose if you can..
Anyway I wish you peace ❤️
 
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ut0pia1992

ut0pia1992

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Is there anyone's WhatsApp number I can call for my voice in this time? Pm me
 
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justsad&done

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I hope things go smoothly for you and peace comes quickly.
 
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ut0pia1992

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T minus 1h
 
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Nitup

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We're here with you buddy :hug:
May I ask you where are you from ? I'm just curious, if you don't want to tell it's fine. France here.
 
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ut0pia1992

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IM from România
 
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ut0pia1992

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I lived with my parents never asking for anything and I got stuck into the don't ever ask anything ever for over a decade. A habit of mine left me stuck daydreaming and I really want to know a life like you guys where I never swinged my head for 1h sometimes several eyes closed while listening to music and just imagination. It's one of those things no one will understand you for it nor wil it help me get back the 16 years spent living split. So all in all I am morbidly curious of another life.
Now I went to Netherlands but things didn't turn out inspiring. Whatever you have it will always catch up. I have had SI for over a decade. The habit kept me in. But I am disgusted as what.
 
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Smooth sailing. I hope you find peace.
 
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Peace
 
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Good luck, be careful about the ppl around you. If they're near it's not a very good setting
 
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TJuk

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I'm really sorry that it's come to this. I hope you find peace even if you change your mind. I'm sorry can't be on phone but we here
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

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Is anyone here Romanian who can speak to her/him? I wish you an easy journey to Utopia, @ut0pia1992
 
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Nitup

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Dec 30, 2020
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Is anyone here Romanian who can speak to her/him? I wish you an easy journey to Utopia, @ut0pia1992
Or speak in english if no one else is from Romania here.
I personally can't atm :/
 
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ut0pia1992

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I pray these meds will hold. I will stir a big tablespoon of it
 
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No
 
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According to the users viewing this thread there are 49 of us here with you as of now. I hope someone will come forward to be with you! I wish you the most peaceful passing possible, free of fear and pain. Blessed be your travels to the other side.
 
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SuicidallyCurious

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I hope you can get your desired outcome and if not will come out unharmed /w minimum harassment by the local officials and family
 
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DominusWreck

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Aug 2, 2020
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My sister is right nearby but I will sit outside the small yard. I will do a rough estimate of 1 tablespoon in a eye estimated 50 about ml of tap water. I hope the two day meto regimen is gonna help me not vomit at all. Got famotadin zentiva. I hope that anti acid works. Haven't ate for like 10 hours. Wish me luck.

I lived with my parents never asking for anything and I got stuck into the don't ever ask anything ever for over a decade. A habit of mine left me stuck daydreaming and I really want to know a life like you guys where I never swinged my head for 1h sometimes several eyes closed while listening to music and just imagination. It's one of those things no one will understand you for it nor wil it help me get back the 16 years spent living split. So all in all I am morbidly curious of another life.
Now I went to Netherlands but things didn't turn out inspiring. Whatever you have it will always catch up. I have had SI for over a decade. The habit kept me in. But I am disgusted as what.
A fellow day dreamer here.
Hope you succeed in your last Endeavour.

Death brings peace and calmness

Wish you luck in the eternal peace.
 
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Hopeindeath!

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I just want you to know that you mattered in life. :hug:
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

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I don't have whatsapp and can't get past the QR scan. I wish I could do it.

What's happening @ut0pia1992 ?
 
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@ut0pia1992 are you still with us ?
 
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