Gonna have a cheese pizza tonight

[Bethlehem]

A nice cheese pizza always makes me feel infinitely better. I'm just taking it day to day. I had a nice talk with a 711 cashier about how we're both grown men but we still get called buddy by old guys because of our youthful appearance and stature. It's cool that I spoke to someone today. But I keep seeing happy teenagers getting the life I wish i had. I'm so socially stunted due to my autism (high intelligence according to my family just not very good socially). Girls treat my attraction to them as a personal attack. Oh well. I'm just trying to enjoy life but I want it all to end before too long because I don't see it going anywhere. All my """""friends""""" just say stuff like just be happy bro! It's just started!!!! Easy for them to say, they have girlfriends and no financial issues and ideal bodies. Next break from University I get I'm gonna go on a road trip because I just need to leave this dumbass city and its issues and my reputation here behind. I've got a reputation as the crazy guy who yells at everyone for absolutely nothing. I was at the ice cream shop the other day and I just started comparing them to jihads because they were making screw me faces at each other and my ice cream was melting in line and that ice cream was kinda all I have going for me because I'm failing my classes, my body sucks, nobody likes me, I'm a virgin, dad sold my car and I've got little to lose so I just say whatever's on my mind. If I think someone is worse than a jihad I'll say it. If I think someone should be ground up and fed to livestock I'll say it. If I think someone looks like a little boy lover I'll call them a gay pedophile. I'm fine with this reputation for the most part. Better than just letting people talk shit to me. Plus I'm not long of this earth anyway.

MY IMBECILE OF A MOTHER JIST FUCKED UP MY PIZZA OEDER. SHE ORDERED IT WIGH DISGUSTING SUBHUMAN ORANGE CHEESE, GARLIC AND HERBS ON TOP. FUCK MY LIFE I HATE THIS ANIMAL FOR BIRTHING ME