Hi all, new member, long time lurker. Long story short, and without giving any details that would lead to my identity, my wife committed suicide with a knife several months ago. My life is objectively over, and I'm planning on going out via SN. Attached image specifically.
I've been contemplating ctb for a while, and have decided - no changing my mind, it cannot improve for a ton of very serious reasons.
The question I have is - or rather, the scenario - If i dump a lowish (5g) dose into a glass of ice water or beer and suck that down every hour until mission complete, will that (1) work and (2) cause less or more discomfort?
Or is that too low of a dose to guarantee success?
I live completely on my own, and do not expect visitors of any kind for days on end.
Thank you,
Flop
I've been contemplating ctb for a while, and have decided - no changing my mind, it cannot improve for a ton of very serious reasons.
The question I have is - or rather, the scenario - If i dump a lowish (5g) dose into a glass of ice water or beer and suck that down every hour until mission complete, will that (1) work and (2) cause less or more discomfort?
Or is that too low of a dose to guarantee success?
I live completely on my own, and do not expect visitors of any kind for days on end.
Thank you,
Flop
