going to college w/bpd

[soledad.virgen]

anyone else struggling with this? my favorite person abandoned me and i always find myself really really really lonely between classes. ive had a couple of crying spells already and the second I get home i just bedrot so i fall behind on my homework. it's hard to even go to class because in the middle i always realize "why am I even here i stopped caring about my major ages ago" and i just want to burst into tears.

 

[demise]

As someone with BPD, I completely understand how you feel. It seems like we struggle with attachment issues and find it much harder to cope with separation. I've found that keeping myself busy, so my mind has less to ponder on often suppresses my depressive tendencies.

 

[soledad.virgen]

have to ditch my art class since i find it always triggers me

i think i risk the f putting me on academic probation but honestly as long as i keep getting financial aid that i need for my ctb plans for the rest of this semester I don't care too much