Give me reasons to live

[surface]

I want to, want to live.

I don't know what to live for.

I don't want to live but I wish I did, I wish I had the same fear of death as many other people.

I want to have something to live for, give me reasons to live on.

 

[Red.one]

Try new things. Go for a cooking class, dancing class, anything you want class. I found volontary working with hipotherapy really helpful! If you want to find a reason you need to actively search for it. Porous is different for everyone.

 

[FranzXavier]

Try to make the best from one day at a time. Try helping someone who you see struggling, start a conversation with a stranger in some place where you go regularly, just talking about anything with someone might make you feel better, etc...

Eventually something will pop in your mind. It might not be a goal, it can be a simple but reassuring realization.

 

[No-name]

Wait till AGI comes and change de the world with new technology. Study humanity and life with a deeper understanding.

New connections with humans. Enjoy food and do some work you like.

Have one or two hobbies. Try sport and try to fix or understandng yourself and your problems.

 

[plimeix]

If you are able to travel and enjoy it, Barcelona to see the Sagrada Família and Park Guell! The most beautiful places I've ever seen.

 

[Disabledfromjump7]

I want to, want to live.

I don't know what to live for.

I don't want to live but I wish I did, I wish I had the same fear of death as many other people.

I want to have something to live for, give me reasons to live on.

Do to like to listen to music?
Do you like to see or make art?

Those are a few good reasons.

 

[NZkiwi]

I want to have something to live for, give me reasons to live on.

Keep posting on this forum and I'm looking to see what you encover about reasons you want to live

 

[surface]

Try new things. Go for a cooking class, dancing class, anything you want class. I found volontary working with hipotherapy really helpful! If you want to find a reason you need to actively search for it. Porous is different for everyone.

After this I tried baking a cake and it was good, it tasted like what a good cake is supposed to taste like but I didn't feel good while baking nor when I had the cake. It felt tasteless to me. Initially I wanted to volunteer at the place where I finished my meditation course (I meditate often) but that isn't available for me right now and I also wanted to donate blood but I need to gain some weight for that. I just can't seem to feel pleasure in doin anything.

Try sport and try to fix or understandng yourself and your problems.

The thing is I don't have any specific problems. Anyone would look at me and think that I have a good life. I don't have financial problems, I'm smart, I'm good at studies, everyone mostly loves me. If I did have to think of a problem then it would be me, what makes me different from others is that I think and perceive things differently so people have a hard time adjusting with me. Though that's not a problem for me because I don't ever get the feeling of loneliness. I've been lonely at times of my life and it has never bothered me. So, I don't really have any excuse to feel this way but I still feel like this.

Do to like to listen to music?
Do you like to see or make art?

Those are a few good reasons.

Yes, I love music I even used to sing. During high school I participated in a lot of programs where I sang. I love listening to other people's music too, that's what I do now mostly.
I love art too. I do watercolour sometimes. I love animation, comics, paintings and everything really.

But these reasons don't make me want to be alive. The thought I have is that: nothing will matter when I die. Don't get me wrong, when I say I love art and music I mean it. I'm really passionate about music but it isn't enough to give me a reason to live.

start a conversation with a stranger in some place where you go regularly, just talking about anything with someone might make you feel better, etc...

The strangers aren't really pleasant to talk to unfortunately, I mostly just go out for my studies and if I try to have a conversation they just ask me how to study and some specific questions sometimes feel intruding. I don't feel super excited to talk to people in general not even about the things I like, I really just want to keep my interests to myself if that makes sense.

If you are able to travel and enjoy it, Barcelona to see the Sagrada Família and Park Guell! The most beautiful places I've ever seen.

Thank you for the suggestion but traveling isn't really available for me right now.

 

[Red.one]

I think it's grat that you try! Like, actively try. If nothing brings you the "nice feeling", go to doctor. Depression is not just "I feel sad and don't want to live".

I'm kind of jealous actually. Im in a really shitty place rn and I need this kind of energy to just do something.

Go to doctor. Get some help. And keep trying! Try and try and try and pick a thing that you're good at and like to do.

I wish you the best <3 <3 <3

 

[surface]

I think it's grat that you try! Like, actively try. If nothing brings you the "nice feeling", go to doctor. Depression is not just "I feel sad and don't want to live".

I'm kind of jealous actually. Im in a really shitty place rn and I need this kind of energy to just do something.

Go to doctor. Get some help. And keep trying! Try and try and try and pick a thing that you're good at and like to do.

I wish you the best <3 <3 <3

Thank you, I hope things get better for you. I don't know what I want, its exhausting for me to do anything.