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I want to, want to live.

I don't know what to live for.

I don't want to live but I wish I did, I wish I had the same fear of death as many other people.

I want to have something to live for, give me reasons to live on.
 
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Red.one

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Feb 20, 2023
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Try new things. Go for a cooking class, dancing class, anything you want class. I found volontary working with hipotherapy really helpful! If you want to find a reason you need to actively search for it. Porous is different for everyone.
 
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Apr 4, 2024
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Try to make the best from one day at a time. Try helping someone who you see struggling, start a conversation with a stranger in some place where you go regularly, just talking about anything with someone might make you feel better, etc...

Eventually something will pop in your mind. It might not be a goal, it can be a simple but reassuring realization.
 
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No-name

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Mar 16, 2026
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Wait till AGI comes and change de the world with new technology. Study humanity and life with a deeper understanding.

New connections with humans. Enjoy food and do some work you like.

Have one or two hobbies. Try sport and try to fix or understandng yourself and your problems.
 
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plimeix

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May 14, 2026
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If you are able to travel and enjoy it, Barcelona to see the Sagrada FamĂ­lia and Park Guell! The most beautiful places I've ever seen.
 
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Disabledfromjump7

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Jul 27, 2026
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I want to, want to live.

I don't know what to live for.

I don't want to live but I wish I did, I wish I had the same fear of death as many other people.

I want to have something to live for, give me reasons to live on.
Do to like to listen to music?
Do you like to see or make art?

Those are a few good reasons.
 
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