Discussion Getting impatient may try partial hanging soon

[Already Gone6]

Hi guys. Here's the thing. Partial hanging sounds wrong for me. But... I am getting impatient. I have a psychiatrist appointment in 2 days. I don't want to go to it. That'd leave me with 3 weeks worth of meds, maybe even less than that if I needed to take more.

I had it planned for awhile to hang myself from a tree when I move to my new property. It has a tree that's perfect. It even has 3 different spots that'd work. I tried to hang myself there when I was 17 years old back 13 years ago when I lived there before.

I am just losing patience and want to go soon. It sucks, I really would prefer to hang myself from a tree for so many reasons, mainly it just seems much more likely to succeed that way.

Anyhow I am sitting on some money and gonna try and drink it all away now. I don't normally drink a lot, usually once maybe ever 3 weeks but I am gonna make it a mission now to get super fucked up and really contemplate doing this partial hanging. Unfortunately I am also using a Nylon rope (somewhat elastic) and that is suggested against. :(
It is super strong though, strong enough to use for hanging from a tree.

 

[FuneralCry]

To me it's really understandable just wishing to permanently escape from this existence, I certainly wish that suicide was more straightforward. But anyway I wish you the best with your plans and I hope you eventually find what you search for.

 

[Soonerthanlater]

This isn't a spur of the moment decision, especially with an elastic rope.

 

[Already Gone6]

To me it's really understandable just wishing to permanently escape from this existence, I certainly wish that suicide was more straightforward. But anyway I wish you the best with your plans and I hope you eventually find what you search for.

If you want something bad enough, it's possible. I've had suicidal thoughts throughout my life but lately they are consuming me everyday. Leading to me planning, taking action, etc. It's def possible if you want it bad enough

But I have the house to myself so I was doing some rehersing... I think I can actually pull this off, even though the rope is nylon it's hardly elastic. I tried with a cord and the rope, def prefer the cord as I felt more pressure on the carotid artery, but I think I still felt it a little with the rope.

 

[CW36]

Hi guys. Here's the thing. Partial hanging sounds wrong for me. But... I am getting impatient. I have a psychiatrist appointment in 2 days. I don't want to go to it. That'd leave me with 3 weeks worth of meds, maybe even less than that if I needed to take more.

I had it planned for awhile to hang myself from a tree when I move to my new property. It has a tree that's perfect. It even has 3 different spots that'd work. I tried to hang myself there when I was 17 years old back 13 years ago when I lived there before.

I am just losing patience and want to go soon. It sucks, I really would prefer to hang myself from a tree for so many reasons, mainly it just seems much more likely to succeed that way.

Anyhow I am sitting on some money and gonna try and drink it all away now. I don't normally drink a lot, usually once maybe ever 3 weeks but I am gonna make it a mission now to get super fucked up and really contemplate doing this partial hanging. Unfortunately I am also using a Nylon rope (somewhat elastic) and that is suggested against. :(
It is super strong though, strong enough to use for hanging from a tree.

Be careful buddy. Your original plan as you say is better. And I wouldn't drink to much, you'll need a little coherence left. But whatever you decide, best of luck.

 

[Already Gone6]

Be careful buddy. Your original plan as you say is better. And I wouldn't drink to much, you'll need a little coherence left. But whatever you decide, best of luck.

Yeah that it is a good point. I am gonna drink, maybe just a few beers for now. Like I said I did some rehersing and it seems pretty straight forward. I hung the rope to a very strong structure, got on my knees and leaned into the noose. I felt the pressure on the carotid artery too, felt like I could pass out in seconds. I think I got this.

The only thing I didn't like is that I tried with a cord and the rope, felt more pressure from the cord :\
Will try again when I have more alone time and make sure there is enough to pass out with the rope

 

[CW36]

Well, that's definitely the goal. How thick is the cord, rope?

 

[Already Gone6]

rope is 3/8 inch and the cord is probably the same ish? I was just using the cord for comparison, don't think the cord would be strong enough to actually use in an attempt though

 

[JustSomeoneOnline]

tbh im in a similar situation, i should be taking more time to check out my area and find a good tree but honestly im just getting so impatient my plan is to just hang myself inside my wardrobe. i think for you both ways would work out as long as there is enough planning before hand. good luck

 

[MrDarkness]

Nylon is fine, Is fine, as long as it's tough your good, I almost died the other day if I didn't have a seizure, kinda glad I didn't it was a test run, partial isn't painless, pinching and rope burn might happen, but drinking will fix it, I hope your able to find peace in life or death

 

[JustSomeoneOnline]

Nylon is fine, Is fine, as long as it's tough your good, I almost died the other day if I didn't have a seizure, kinda glad I didn't it was a test run, partial isn't painless, pinching and rope burn might happen, but drinking will fix it, I hope your able to find peace in life or death

i tested today from my new spot with all the ropes tied in place, yeah definitely isnt painless but it is a lot better than full suspension. idk but for some reason im not passing out as fast as when i just had the rope around my neck and pulled up. kinda confused on what im doing wrong but doing it for long enough should get the job done either way

 

[MrDarkness]

i tested today from my new spot with all the ropes tied in place, yeah definitely isnt painless but it is a lot better than full suspension. idk but for some reason im not passing out as fast as when i just had the rope around my neck and pulled up. kinda confused on what im doing wrong but doing it for long enough should get the job done either way

Lay down as if your praying, that should bring enough tension worked for me

 

[JustSomeoneOnline]

Lay down as if your praying, that should bring enough tension worked for me

thanks ill definitely try that