Venting Getting hospitalized instead of chasing the bus seems like a good compromise to me

[hypeandauramoments]

I remember a few years ago when I was in high school, I got hospitalized for a few months and it was actually the most peaceful time I've ever had, occasional crying and screaming sounds aside, I didn't have to do my assignments, didn't have to see my family members, and all I had to think about was to rest. I'm in uni now, and I feel like my problems are a thousand times worse compared to back then, while reminiscing it starts seeming like just getting myself hospitalized would be good enough, I don't know, I don't have to fully be gone, but just the thought of me not having to think of anything else and people suddenly caring when you get hurt physically... that feels so nice to me. I know it's not reaally something good, but now instead of looking for methods on how to ctb, I'm looking for methods on how to get *mildly* hurt. At least it's a step forward lol

 

[zdeweilx]

Same, and the meds they put you on hit like crack for some reason, just existing feels so eerie

 

[byec560]

Why? It's not like anything changes after the psych ward, other than the digits in your bank account that is. If you're worried about your family they're probably gonna annoy you even more after a looney bin stay. Take it from me.