delusionalgirl

delusionalgirl

I have my ticket. Awaiting my journey
Jun 17, 2023
194
I'm less than 2 weeks out. I'm still deciding between methods but I have what I need and comfortable with my methods. I won't be found because I'm suppose to be on a road trip. So no reason for anyone to worry for a couple of days. Keeping appointments with doctor tomorrow because trying not to act different. Only a few close friends with get a package with a note. That's it. Music list is set. Don't laugh but so is the outfit and make up and jewelry. I am going to use a motel but I do have a back up location of in the area woods in case that is what I want. I'm glad the end is near. Little scare but there is also relief there that it's going to be over soon.
 
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mlcs

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Jun 11, 2023
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all that? you r really lucky
 
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delusionalgirl

delusionalgirl

I have my ticket. Awaiting my journey
Jun 17, 2023
194
all that? you r really lucky
I got lucky. Ironically gun was a gift from my dad. Been shooting it for a long time. Ropes always have some on hand but got new ones that have less flex. The meth I lucked out on.
 
TimetoGo!

TimetoGo!

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Aug 30, 2022
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I got lucky. Ironically gun was a gift from my dad. Been shooting it for a long time. Ropes always have some on hand but got new ones that have less flex. The meth I lucked out on.
Why do you need it all, you only need the gun?
 
Fktw0rld

Fktw0rld

An end with suffering > Suffering without an end
Aug 29, 2022
404
That meth laced fentanyl sounds delicious. I'm stuck with the saltwater drink.

I'm happy that you're finding relief in the fact that you're approaching your exit.

Enjoy that road trip!

Love and respect 🙏
 
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YEAR2050

YEAR2050

All goes to waste.
Apr 8, 2023
69
good luck, hope it will be a smooth process!!
 
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delusionalgirl

delusionalgirl

I have my ticket. Awaiting my journey
Jun 17, 2023
194
Why do you need it all, you only need the gun?
Oh I know. I'm just going with what I feel in the moment when it's time. Best to be prepared. Things can go wrong.
That meth laced fentanyl sounds delicious. I'm stuck with the saltwater drink.

I'm happy that you're finding relief in the fact that you're approaching your exit.

Enjoy that road trip!

Love and respect 🙏
Thank you :) I almost did the saltwater drink a long time ago but tossed it between a lot of moves. I lucked out finding someone that could get it.
 
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Omar94

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Jun 21, 2023
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Safe travels!
Try this song "deep peace by donovan", might be a great addition to your list 🤗
 
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delusionalgirl

delusionalgirl

I have my ticket. Awaiting my journey
Jun 17, 2023
194
Safe travels!
Try this song "deep peace by donovan", might be a great addition to your list 🤗
I shall add it to my list 🤗
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand why you would feel so glad to be leaving, it must be a relief having the reliable method options, I wish you the best with your plans.
 
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TimetoGo!

TimetoGo!

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Aug 30, 2022
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Oh I know. I'm just going with what I feel in the moment when it's time. Best to be prepared. Things can go wrong.

Thank you :) I almost did the saltwater drink a long time ago but tossed it between a lot of moves. I lucked out finding someone that could get it.
What's the salt water drink?
 
MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
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I hope your able to find peace, I'll cya soon maybe lol
 
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12_Years_Late

12_Years_Late

“May it please you.” — Ben Pollack
Jun 19, 2023
200
I don't believe I'll be alive after Monday, July 3rd. So there should be no more than eleven days for me left alive.
 
Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,761
You have the ticket, now go and open up your desired life.

May we find wellness
 
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