Venting Getting accustomed to the rock bottom

[whybother2002]

I have no methods available apart from hanging with shoelaces (which is unreliable). I'm under intense suicide watch. So my biggest fear is getting used to this life, becoming my new normal. If I get to the point where months and years have gone by, you might as well put me in a psych ward. It's terrifying.

 

[justanotherfailure]

I'm sorry, I hope you can find a reason to keep going