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RadioGaga

Experienced
Jul 7, 2025
219
Basically hold in your pee until you get a UTI which then leads to a kidney infection and sepsis which then leads to death! :). Luckily for me I can actually do this! Though normal people can't. The question is though however long will it take? 🤔 I'm a male btw. So it *might* take longer buuuuuttt idk! :(.
 
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bpdwriter

Member
Jul 23, 2025
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That sounds like a horribly painful way to go... There is no telling how long your body would take before it went into sepsis, *if* it went into sepsis. It could simply just damage your kidneys -- heck you could even go months to years with a kidney infection.

I think this is more of a self-harm thing than a CTB thing.
 
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RadioGaga

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Jul 7, 2025
219
That sounds like a horribly painful way to go... There is no telling how long your body would take before it went into sepsis, *if* it went into sepsis. It could simply just damage your kidneys -- heck you could even go months to years with a kidney infection.

I think this is more of a self-harm thing than a CTB thing.
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
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There's no way to make your body develop sepsis. This is a terrible non-method with higher odds of pain and lifelong kidney problems than anything else.
 
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Lady_V

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Aug 31, 2025
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Dear lord this is a terrible idea. Last year I had a bad UTI. If you like pissing out painful chunks of blood every 10 mins, high fevers, vomiting, and shaking uncontrollably... go for it?
 
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RadioGaga

Experienced
Jul 7, 2025
219
Dear lord this is a terrible idea. Last year I had a bad UTI. If you like pissing out painful chunks of blood every 10 mins, high fevers, vomiting, and shaking uncontrollably... go for it?
Anything to take me away from the hell that is my life…!!! 😭😭😭😭 I mean to suffer Like that until you die is nothing tbh compared to suffering every single minute of every single day of your life!!! 😭😭😭 besides I've got NOTHING TO USE TO CTB!!! 😭😭😭 idk how to tie a knot! I've got NO ACCESS to ropes or SN or ANYTHING. maybe I've got a belt or so and a shoelace but that's about it! :(.
 
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TBONTB

Enlightened
May 31, 2025
1,114
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Basically hold in your pee until you get a UTI which then leads to a kidney infection and sepsis which then leads to death! :). Luckily for me I can actually do this! Though normal people can't. The question is though however long will it take? 🤔 I'm a male btw. So it *might* take longer buuuuuttt idk! :(.
Last year I knew a man who got a UTI which eventually become a kidney infection. He had tubes inserted through his back into his kidneys and had to collect urine in bags on his back for 8 weeks until there was a surgery. Long, hard, painful, humiliating. But no dying.
 
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