Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence will always be a mistake.
It truly is a mistake that just causes all this harm and suffering and I'd never wish to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence, all I want is peace from the mistake of existence, in this existence so cruel and dreadful non-existence is just all I see as desirable. All I hope for is no more pain and no more suffering and to exist will always mean to suffer, I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence so torturous.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence truly does only cause suffering and harm.
It truly does only cause suffering and harm with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this terrible, harmful existence that I just always saw as a mistake, it'll always be so harmful to exist.

I'll just always see existence as the problem that just causes and brings all this pain and suffering there was never a need for, it's just so terrible how this existence was imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this existence so torturous and cruel and as long as I exist I really will just hope for the peace of non-existence where there is no more suffering and finally all is gone and forgotten.

For me non-existence is just all I see as desirable and positive, all I hope for is to never suffer again, to suffer in this existence will just always be the most terrible, torturous burden to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

There could never be anything desirable about suffering in this torturous existence.
There truly is nothing desirable and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so terrible and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake, in this existence of torturous suffering non-existence is just the only peace for me.

I wish I never suffered more than anything, this existence really never should had been imposed, all I want is to erase this existence, I'll just always see existence as the problem and I find it so deeply undesirable to exist in every way.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only seeing the peace of non-existence as positive.
It truly is all I see as positive in this existence of terrible, torturous suffering, all I want is to be free from this existence that I just always saw as a mistake, I'll just always see existence as the problem that only ever causes all this harm and suffering. For me ceasing to exist will just always be the positive solution and I see it as so terrible how this existence was even imposed at all, I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence, for me non-existence is just all that could ever be desirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

Nothing would make me wish for any of this.
I truly would never wish for any of this rather all I want is to erase this terrible, torturous existence, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily and I'll just always see existing as being only suffering.

To suffer in this existence will always be so deeply undesirable to me and I could only ever see non-existence as positive, I just want some peace from this terrible, cruel existence that only ever causes all of this harm and suffering all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be torturous suffering.
It truly is just torturous suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this painful, deeply undesirable existence rather I just want some peace and only in non-existence will I finally be at peace from this existence of terrible, torturous suffering that I just always saw as a mistake, I just want to never suffer again, to be conscious forced to exist is the most terrible burden, I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence will just always be the most cruel mistake.
It truly is the most cruel mistake to me and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this torturous, cruel existence, all I want is for this existence to be all forgotten and erased for me, in this existence of futile suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I see as positive.

Existence is a mistake that just tortures existing beings, all that this existence does is just cause all this harm and suffering all for the sake of it that there was never a need for, I just hope and wish to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Nothing would make me wish for any of this.
I truly will always find it so deeply undesirable to exist and I'd just never wish for this torturous existence no matter what, to exist will always mean to suffer and I'd never wish for this painful deeply undesirable existence.

To me existence will always be the problem and it's one only the peace of non-existence can solve, I just hope for no more suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this terrible, torturous existence, only non-existence is positive to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to never wake again.
No matter what to never wake again truly is all I could hope for, I just want some peace from this existence of terrible, torturous suffering that I just always saw as a mistake and I just always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to fall into an eternal dreamless sleep so finally I can be free from the dreadful, torturous burden of existing. I just want to never wake again, the peace of non-existence where all is gone and forgotten is just all I could see as positive.

 

[FuneralCry]

This torturous existence will always be waiting to die.
It truly will always be waiting to die with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and nothing would make me wish for any of this, there truly is no point to suffering in this existence and to exist will always mean to suffer. This existence that is just waiting to die will always be a mistake to me, existing truly is just futile suffering and all I want is for non-existence to save me from all future suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of being burdened with this existence.
I truly do always suffer and I'd just never wish for this painful, torturous existence, all I want is to never suffer again, nothing would make me wish for this torturous existence. As long as I exist I'll just only hope for the peace of non-existence where there is no more pain and no more suffering, existence will always be the most terrible, cruel mistake to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so dreadful to exist.
I truly will always find it so dreadful to exist and I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous, painful existence that I just always saw as a mistake, in this existence of futile dreadful suffering non-existence is just all I see as positive. I'd just never wish for any of this, to suffer in this existence will always be the most dreadful, futile burden, to exist will just always mean to suffer and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for true peace from all future pain and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of this terrible, torturous existence.
I truly am just always so tired of this terrible, torturous existence and all I want is to erase this existence of torturous suffering, I just want it to be like I never suffered at all in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake. For me existence really is the problem and it's just so terrible how this existence was imposed, no matter what all I could ever hope for is the peace of an eternal sleep where all is finally gone and forgotten.

 

[FuneralCry]

No matter what existence should never be imposed.
It truly never should had been imposed and it's just so terrible how it was causing all this pain and suffering there was never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll just always see it as the most dreadful, futile burden to exist.

I'll just always see existence as the problem that only ever tortures existing beings so unnecessarily all for the sake of it, nothing would ever make me wish for this torturous existence of futile suffering, all I want is to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

So futile to exist.
No matter what I really will always see it as so futile to suffer in this torturous, terrible existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather I just want this painful, deeply undesirable existence to be all forgotten and erased like I never suffered at all.

To me existence will just always be the most cruel, terrible burden and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want to be gone, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this undesirable existence of futile suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be so torturous to me.
It truly is so torturous to me, all that this futile existence ever does is just cause all this pain and suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it the most terrible, torturous burden to suffer in this existence. I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, only the true permanent peace of non-existence where finally all is gone and forgotten could ever be desirable for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

There are no disadvantages to never suffering again.
There truly are no disadvantages to never suffering again and that is why the true permanent peace of non-existence is just all I wish and hope for, I just want to erase this terrible, torturous and futile existence. For me ceasing to exist will just always be the positive solution to find peace from this existence of dreadful suffering that I just always saw as a mistake, to be free from all future pain and suffering truly is all I could ever hope for.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in this torturous existence.
There truly is just so much suffering in this torturous existence and I'd just never wish to exist rather I just want this futile existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased with no more suffering, to suffer in this existence will just always be the most terrible mistake to me and all I want is to erase this existence. I just want it to be like I was never burdened with this existence so terrible and dreadful at all, I'll just always see existence as the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will always be the most terrible mistake.
It truly is always the most terrible mistake that just tortures existing beings and as long as I exist I really will just hope to never exist again, I just want peace from this existence of torturous suffering, for me non-existence is just all I see as positive. I just want to be free from the mistake of existence that I just never would had chosen, to suffer in this existence will always be so deeply undesirable to me and I'd never wish for any of this, all I want is to be free from this existence I just always saw as a mistake.