Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence will just always be a mistake.
It truly is a mistake and I'd just never wish for any of this, all that the mistake of existence does is just torture existing beings, existence will just always be the problem to me that just causes all this harm and suffering.

I'll just always see it as a mistake to exist, to exist will always be the most torturous, terrible abomination, I just want to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so torturous to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I really will just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of this futile, cruel existence rather all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from the suffering and torture of this deeply undesirable existence, simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again, I just hope for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So tired of being burdened with this existence.
I truly am just always so tired of being burdened with this existence of torturous suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel, painful existence rather I just want some peace and in this existence of futile, dreadful suffering only non-existence can bring me any peace.

I just hope to never suffer again and I'll always see this torturous existence as just being only suffering, I always suffer as a result of this terrible, cruel existence that I just always saw as a mistake and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of being burdened with this existence.
I truly do always suffer as a result of being burdened with this existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so terrible and torturous rather all I want is to never exist again, I'll always see existence as a mistake and an abomination.

This existence will always be the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of non-existence where all is gone and forgotten and there is no more pain and no more suffering, non-existence is all I hope for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I could see as positive.
It's just all that's positive for me in this existence of terrible, futile suffering and all I want is to erase this existence, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in the peace of non-existence with no more pain and no more suffering.

For me ceasing to exist will just always be the positive solution to find peace from this existence so terrible and torturous that I just always just saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence only ever causes harm.
It truly does only cause harm and torture existing beings and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this existence will just always be an abomination to me and all I want is to erase this cruel, terrible existence so it's like I never suffered.

I just hope for no more suffering and I just always find it so terrible to suffer in this torturous, dreadful existence, I'll just always see existence as so harmful, I'll always see this dreadful existence as the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

Peaceful non-existence is all I've hoped for.
It truly is all I've hoped for and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of this terrible, torturous existence, to suffer in this existence will always be a mistake to me and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace from.

I just want to be free from all pain and suffering, I just want to never suffer again, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence so torturous, cruel and terrible that just causes all this harm and suffering.

 

[Dandelion's]

Peaceful non-existence is all I've hoped for.
It truly is all I've hoped for and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of this terrible, torturous existence, to suffer in this existence will always be a mistake to me and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace from.

I just want to be free from all pain and suffering, I just want to never suffer again, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence so torturous, cruel and terrible that just causes all this harm and suffering.

I hope you find the peace you desire, I am curious have you ever attempted to CTB or is SI too wrong for you?

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is a mistake that just causes suffering.
It truly is a mistake that just causes harm and suffering and I just wish I never suffered in this terrible, torturous existence more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence that just tortures existing beings all for the sake of it.

To exist really does mean to suffer and I will just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this existence that I just always saw as the most cruel terrible mistake and for me non-existence is just the only peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

There is just so much suffering in this painful existence.
There truly is so much suffering and I'd just never wish to be burdened with this existence that I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake, for me non-existence is just all that's positive.

I'll always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence so painful and torturous, I'll just always see existence as the problem, all I want is peace from all pain and suffering, simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so dreadful to exist.
I'll just always find it so dreadful to exist and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so torturous, cruel and futile that I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this dreadful existence of torturous suffering.

I'll just always see this dreadful existence as the problem, all that existence ever does is just cause all this cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence truly does just cause suffering and harm.
It truly does just cause suffering and harm with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer in this terrible, cruel existence, existence truly is so harmful and I wish I never suffered more than anything, to exist will just always be an abomination.

I'll just always see existence as the most terrible mistake that just tortures existing beings, I just hope for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So horrible how a human can suffer for so long.
It truly is so horrible how a human can suffer for so long in this terrible, torturous existence and all I want is to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered, all I want is to be free from the terrible, futile burden of existing and I find it so terrible how a human can suffer for decades longer just to face the terrible extreme agony of old age, to exist will always be the most terrible, undeserved punishment to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

No point to suffering.
There truly is no point to suffering in this terrible, cruel existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so torturous rather I just want to be gone, in this futile existence of dreadful suffering non-existence is just the only peace.
I'll just always find it so dreadful and terrible to exist, this existence really is just waiting to die and I'll always prefer the peace of non-existence than suffering so unnecessarily no matter what, to suffer in this existence is a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be so deeply undesirable.
No matter what I really will always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this torturous, futile existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I want is peace. I just wish to be free from this deeply undesirable, cruel existence of dreadful suffering that I just always saw as a mistake that just tortures existing beings, to suffer in this existence will just always be the most torturous burden and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just hope to erase this terrible, futile existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping to be free from all suffering.
I truly will only be hope to be free from all suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, non-existence is just all I see as positive in this existence of torturous suffering, I just hope to be gone. I just wish to never suffer again and for me non-existence is just the only relief, I'll always see existence as a mistake, to exist means to suffer and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence should never be imposed.
It truly never should be imposed and I'll always see it as the most terrible tragedy how it was causing all this pain and suffering as a result with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist.

All that imposing this existence ever does is just bring all this futile unnecessary suffering and to exist will always mean to suffer, I'll just always see existence as the problem, simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing to be burdened with this existence.
No matter what I really would just never wish to be burdened with this terrible, torturous existence and as long as I exist I really will just hope for the peace of non-existence where this painful, deeply undesirable existence is finally all gone and forgotten.

For me non-existence is just all that could ever bring me any relief, I just hope for no more suffering and I'd just never wish to exist, to me existence will always be a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as a terrible mistake to exist.
To me it'll always be a terrible mistake to exist and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so torturous and terrible rather I just want some peace, I just want to be free from the terrible, torturous mistake of existence.

All that this existence does is just cause suffering, for me only non-existence could ever be positive, I just want to erase this torturous, terrible existence, I just want it to be like I never suffered at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be so undesirable.
It truly is so undesirable to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so dreadful and torturous, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, all I hope for is the peace of non-existence where all is gone and forgotten and there is no more pain and no more suffering.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, terrible existence no matter what, for me ceasing to exist is just the only peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only the peace of non-existence is positive for me.
It truly is all I see as positive and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me ceasing to exist will always be the positive solution to find peace from this existence so torturous and dreadful, I just want to be free from all suffering.

I just want to never suffer again, to be burdened with this deeply undesirable, cruel existence will just always be a mistake to me, the peace of non-existence where all is forgotten is just all I see as positive.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for all to forgotten in non-existence.
For all to be gone and forgotten in non-existence truly is all I hope for and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing and I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence no matter what, all I want is to be free from this terrible, torturous existence that I just always saw as a mistake.

For me existence will just always be the problem, I just want to erase this torturous, futile existence so it's like I never suffered at all, I just hope and wish to never suffer again and I'll just always see existing as just being suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

The suffering this existence causes is endless.
It truly is endless with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just always prefer the peace of non-existence over suffering in this existence so terrible and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake, to exist will always mean to suffer.

I'll just always prefer to never suffer again, all that this existence does is just harm and torture existing beings, I'll just always see this terrible, cruel existence as the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist will always be the positive solution for me.
It truly is the positive solution and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so terrible, torturous and dreadful that just causes all this cruelty and pain, existence will always be the problem. All I see as positive is the peace of non-existence where finally all is gone and forgotten, to never suffer again is just all I could hope for no matter what, only non-existence is desirable to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is the most torturous burden.
It truly is the most torturous burden and I'd just never wish to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence rather I just want some peace, only in non-existence will I finally be at peace from this existence of dreadful suffering that I just always saw as a mistake.

I'll just always see existence as the problem, as long as I exist I truly will just hope to never exist again, I just want to be free from all pain and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So tired of being burdened with this existence.
I truly am just always so tired of being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence and as long as I exist all I could hope for is peace from the suffering of this painful, deeply undesirable existence.

I'll just always see existence as the problem, all I could hope for is an eternal sleep where finally all is gone and forgotten with no more pain and no more suffering, I'll just always see it as the most terrible mistake to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long in this existence so terrible and torturous and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this painful, cruel existence rather I just want to never suffer again, for this existence I just always saw as a mistake to be all gone and forgotten is just all I see as desirable, nothing would make me wish for this existence of terrible, torturous suffering rather I just want some peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

The peace of non-existence is just all I see as positive.
It truly is all that's positive for me in this existence of terrible, torturous suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so painful that I just always saw as a mistake, all that existence ever does is just cause all this cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it.

For me ceasing to exist will just always be the positive solution, for me ceasing to exist is just the only relief, all I want is to finally be free from this existence so terrible and futile.

 

[FuneralCry]

All that existence ever did was just cause suffering.
It truly did just cause suffering torturing existing beings all for the sake of it and I'll always see it as an mistake to suffer in this existence, I'll always see this existence as the problem, all I want is to erase this torturous, futile existence so it's like I never suffered at all.

It's just so terrible how this existence was imposed, to exist will always mean to suffer and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all I hope and wish for is to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist solves everything in this existence so torturous.
It truly does solve everything for me in this existence so terrible and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so dreadful and futile, for me ceasing to exist will just always be the positive solution in this existence I just always saw as the problem. I'd just never wish for any of this, I'll just always see existence as an abomination, all that existence does is just cause existing beings to suffer, ceasing to exist is the positive solution for me as it brings me true permanent peace from it all.