Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

So much terrible suffering in existing.
There truly is so much terrible suffering in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer in this futile, cruel existence rather all I want is some peace and I'll always find it so terrible to suffer in this existence.

All that existence ever does is just torture existing beings all for the sake of it, to me existence will just always be the most terrible mistake and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'll just always see existence as an abomination that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never seeing a point to this torturous existence.
I truly could never see any point to this terrible, torturous existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence of torturous suffering only non-existence can bring me peace.

I'll just only be at peace once I'm finally free from this existence so terrible and futile, for me non-existence is just all I see as positive in this existence that to me will always be a mistake, I'll just always see existence as the problem that just harms and tortures existing beings.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd only be relieved to be permanently at peace from all suffering.
I truly would only be so relieved to be permanently at peace from all pain and suffering and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this terrible, torturous existence rather I just want to be gone.

This existence will always be the most dreadful, harmful mistake to me, I just want all to be forgotten in the peace of non-existence with no more pain and no more suffering, all I could see as desirable is to never suffer ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence really does only ever cause all this dreadful suffering.
It truly does only ever cause all this dreadful suffering and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence so torturous and futile, to me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so dreadful.

I'll just always see existence as the most harmful mistake that only ever causes all this cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it, to exist truly does mean to suffer and I wish I never suffered more than anything, it's just so terrible how this existence was imposed at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Nothing would make me wish for the suffering of existing.
I truly would never wish for the suffering of this torturous, painful existence and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence of dreadful suffering, I'll just always and only hope for non-existence no matter what.

I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to exist and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, the fact that this existence was imposed will just always be the most terrible tragedy to me, I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be so undesirable.
It truly is so undesirable in every way and I'd just never wish to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence, for me non-existence is just all that could be desirable in this existence that I just always saw as a mistake and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I'll just always find it the most deeply undesirable, torturous burden to exist and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

The peace of non-existence is just all that's positive to me.
It truly is all that's positive to me and I wish more than anything I never suffered in this existence so dreadful, harmful and torturous, in this existence of dreadful suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I see as positive.

I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how unbearable the torture of existing can get, to me existence will just always be the problem that just harms and tortures existing beings, to suffer in this existence will always be an abomination.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will just always be the problem.
It truly will always be the problem that only the peace of non-existence can solve for me and no matter what I'd just never wish for this terrible, tortuous existence, for me ceasing to exist will just always be the positive solution.

I wish I never suffered more than anything, only non-existence can bring me any relief from the pain and suffering of existing and I'll just always see this terrible, torturous existence as just being only suffering, I just want this existence to be all forgotten and erased for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this torturous existence is a mistake.
It truly will always be a mistake to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel, dreadful and harmful existence that just tortures existing beings, I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist, for me non-existence is just the only peace from the mistake of existence.

I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering, existence to me will just always be a mistake, I'll just always see existence as the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence should just never be imposed.
It truly never should be imposed and it's just so terrible how it was causing all this cruelty and suffering as a result, all that imposing this existence ever does is just torture existing beings. I'll just always see this dreadful existence as the problem that just brings suffering, to suffer in this existence is just a terrible mistake to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just so futile.
It truly is so futile to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence that I just always saw as a mistake, nothing would make me wish to exist rather I just want peace from this futile existence that just causes all this cruelty and suffering.

There could never be any point to suffering in this existence and as long as I exist I really will just hope to never suffer again, I just hope for no more suffering and this futile existence will always be only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty and suffering in existing.
There truly is so much cruelty and suffering in existing and I'll just always see existence as the most terrible mistake that just harms and tortures existing beings all for the sake of it. I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, only the peace of non-existence where all is gone and forgotten for me is just all I could see as positive, all I want is to be free from this torturous existence of dreadful unnecessary suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So terrible how humans have made it into a crime to peacefully cease existing.
It truly is so terrible how humans have made it into a crime to peacefully cease existing with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong and I'll just always see this terrible, dreadful existence as only suffering. To suffer in this existence will just always be the most terrible mistake to me and all I want is to erase this existence, I always suffer so much from being trapped in this horrific world where I cannot just choose to find permanent peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping to be free from this torturous existence.
To be free from this dreadful, torturous existence truly is all I could ever hope for and I just wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible harmful mistake that just tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of existing, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence so futile and cruel that just tortures existing beings so unnecessarily.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence.
I truly will always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence and as long as I exist I really will just hope for some peace from this torturous existence of dreadful suffering that I just always saw as a mistake.

To me existence will just always be the problem, I just want non-existence to bring me the peace I search for from the abomination of existence that just harms and tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is the problem only ceasing to exist can solve for me.
It truly is the problem and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this terrible, torturous existence, to suffer in this existence will just always be so terrible and dreadful. All that existence ever does is just cause all this harm and suffering torturing existing beings and nothing no matter what would make me wish for the suffering of this painful, cruel existence, there are no disadvantages to never suffering again, the peace of non-existence solves everything for me in this existence that I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wishing and hoping to erase this existence.
To erase this existence truly is all I could hope for and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this torturous, cruel existence rather I just want some peace, I just want this torturous existence to be all erased and forgotten so it's like I never suffered.

I'd just only ever be so glad to never suffer in this existence so terrible and cruel ever again, for me non-existence is just all I see as desirable in this existence of torturous suffering and to me existing will just always be torture.

 

[FuneralCry]

Nothing would make me wish for the suffering of existing.
I truly would never wish for the suffering of existing and I'll just always see it as the most terrible mistake to suffer in this existence so torturous and dreadful that just causes all this pain and suffering.

To me existence will just always be the problem, I just hope for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, I just want to be gone, I just would never wish to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be so deeply undesirable.
It truly will always be so deeply undesirable and I'd just never wish to suffer in this painful, cruel existence, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as just being suffering, for me only the peace of non-existence is desirable.

I just wish and hope to be free from all suffering, existence will always be the problem, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of non-existence where this terrible, torturous and futile existence is finally all gone and forgotten.

 

[iloverachel]

Hello FuneralCry
I hope you are able to find peace

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always the most cruel mistake.
It truly is always the most cruel mistake that just causes all this pain and suffering all for the sake of it, all that existence does is just torture existing beings and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

In this existence of torturous suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I see as positive, I'll always see existence as the problem, I'll just always see existence as a mistake, as long as I exist I really will just hope to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence saves me from all suffering.
It truly does save me from all suffering as if I don't exist I cannot suffer in any way and I'll just always prefer to cease existing than suffer no matter what, all I want is to never suffer again, for me ceasing to exist is the positive solution to find peace from this terrible, torturous existence that never should had been imposed.

I'll always see existence as the problem that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering, to me existence will always be an abomination and I wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence so cruel.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never seeing any point to this torturous existence.
I truly could never see any point to this terrible, torturous existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this existence will just always be the most terrible, cruel mistake to me.

I'll just always see existence as the problem that just tortures and harms existing beings, existing is just so futile to me and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence so cruel and painful.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much terrible cruelty in how dying painlessly is made inaccessible.
There truly is so much terrible cruelty in how dying painlessly is made inaccessible by humans who want others to suffer for as much as possible and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to peacefully cease existing so finally I can be at peace from this horrific prison world where the torture of existing is always seen as to prolong, I'll always see existence as an abomination, to me existence will just always be the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

All I want is for this existence to be all forgotten and erased.
I truly do only want this existence to be all forgotten and erased and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence so torturous and futile no matter what, in this existence of dreadful unnecessary suffering non-existence is just the only relief for me and is all I see as positive and desirable. All I hope for is to never suffer again and I'll always see this torturous existence as being only suffering, I just want to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

For me only the peace of non-existence is positive.
It truly is all I see as positive and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so terrible and torturous, for me non-existence really is all that could ever be desirable as if I don't exist I cannot suffer.

There is no suffering in the peace of non-existence where all is gone and forgotten and I'll just always see existence as the problem, to never suffer ever again truly is all I could see as positive, I just hope for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing this cruel existence as the problem.
It truly will always be the problem that just causes all this harm and suffering all for the sake of it and no matter what I'd just never wish to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence that I just always saw as the problem, I'd just never wish for any of this, for me ceasing to exist will just always be the positive solution.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only seeing it as desirable to never exist again.
No matter what all I could see as desirable is to never exist again and I'd just never wish to suffer in this painful, torturous existence rather all I want is peace, in this existence of dreadful torturous suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable and positive.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, I'll just always see existence as a mistake, I just wish to be free from all pain and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence should just never be imposed.
It truly should never be imposed and it's just so terrible how it was causing all this cruelty and suffering as a result, all I want is to be free from the suffering of existing, I'll always just see existence as an abomination that causes all this cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it.

I'll always see existence as the problem and more than anything I just wish I never suffered, I just want to erase this terrible, torturous and cruel existence so it's like I never suffered at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is an abomination.
It truly is an abomination that just causes all this cruelty and suffering and I'd just never wish for this existence so dreadful and torturous, in this existence of cruelty and suffering only the peace of non-existence is just all I see as positive.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, this existence will always be an abomination that just causes all this torture all for the sake of it, all this existence does is just torture existing beings.