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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,530
Existence should never be imposed.
It truly should never be imposed and it's just so terrible how it was causing all this torture, pain and suffering as a result with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll always see it as an abomination to exist.

It's just so terrible and cruel how humans impose this existence when never existing was perfection, never existing would had saved all this futile dreadful suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,530
Existing will always be so dreadful to me.
It truly will always be so dreadful to me and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this painful, torturous existence that I just always saw as a mistake, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so terrible and cruel.

For me non-existence is just the only peace from this dreadful existence of torturous suffering that I just always saw as an abomination, I'll just always find it so dreadful to be burdened with this existence of unnecessary suffering.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,530
Suffered for so long.
I truly have suffered for so long in this existence so tortuous, terrible and cruel and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this painful, deeply undesirable existence rather all I want is some peace.

For me non-existence is just the only peace from this dreadful existence where it feels like I've suffered for so long and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'd never wish for this torturous existence.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,530
Always so futile to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I really will always find it so futile to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this terrible, torturous existence rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from this futile existence that I just always saw as a mistake that only ever causes all this harm and suffering all for the sake of it.

To me existence will just always be the problem and I'll always find it so futile to suffer in this dreadful existence that there was never a need for, all I want is true permanent peace from this futile existence.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,530
Existence is the problem to me.
It truly is the problem only non-existence can solve for me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this terrible, futile and cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me existence will just always be the problem.

I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence over suffering in this existence so futile and torturous, I'll just always see existence as the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me wish and hope for the peace of non-existence where finally all is gone and forgotten with no more pain and no more suffering.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,530
Only hoping to peacefully cease existing.
To peacefully cease existing and never suffer in this dreadful, terrible existence ever again truly is all I could ever hope and wish for and nothing would ever make me wish for this existence so torturous and terrible rather all I want is for this existence to be erased for me.

I'll just always see existence as a mistake that only ever tortures existing beings all for the sake of it, to exist will just always be an abomination and I wish I never suffered more than anything.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,530
Eternal sleep is the only peace.
It truly is the only peace from the pain and suffering of existing and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is peace from this existence of terrible, torturous suffering and for me non-existence is just the only relief.

All I hope for is the peace of non-existence, for me non-existence is all I could ever see as positive and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, I just want this existence to be all forgotten and erased for me.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,530
Always so painful to suffer in this existence.
I really will always find it so painful to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for the pain of existing rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from the pain, suffering and cruelty of this dreadful deeply undesirable existence that I just always saw as a mistake.

There truly is just so much pain in existing and I'll always find it so painful to exist, all I want is to never suffer again, I'll always see existence as the problem that just causes all this cruelty, pain and suffering.
 
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SuicidalCheese

Member
Aug 2, 2026
29
So much pain and suffering in this existence so torturous.
There truly is just so much suffering in this existence so terrible and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be free from this existence so dreadful and painful that just causes all this harm and suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

It's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, in this existence of torturous suffering non-existence is just the only peace for me and I wish I never existed more than anything, to exist will just always be an abomination to me.
Hey, you're here, you're talking, you understand yourself. Stop existing if you want to, I just want to tell you that, even if there isn't anyone out there to listen to you, there are hundreds of people here who'd gladly lend you a virtual shoulder to cry on, or yell in.
PS: I have no idea why I'm trying to be reassuring, I am terrible at that......I hope you don't hate me.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,530
Non-existence is just all I could ever wish for.
It truly is all I wish and hope for in this existence so torturous and futile and as long as I exist I'll just only hope for peace, this existence is just so dreadful, so cruel and deeply undesirable and for me non-existence is just all that could ever be positive. I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, I'll always see existing as just being waiting to die with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, nothing would ever make me wish for the suffering of existing.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,530
So much suffering in this terrible, futile existence.
There truly is just so much suffering in this terrible, futile existence that I just always saw as a mistake and for me non-existence is just the only freedom from all pain and suffering, I'll just always find it so terrible, torturous and dreadful to suffer in this existence, to me existence will just always be the problem.

I always suffer as a result of being burdened with this existence, all I want is to erase this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence, I just want it to be like I never suffered at all.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,530
No point to suffering.
There truly is no point to suffering in this torturous, futile existence and I'll always and only just see existing as being suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I suffer simply from being burdened with this deeply undesirable painful existence, I'll just always see existence as the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again, for me non-existence is just the only peace, existence to me will always be the problem.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,530
Always suffer as a result of this torturous existence.
I truly do always suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is peace, I just hope to be free from all suffering, for me existence will just always be the problem that just causes all this harm and suffering, all that existence ever does is just torture existing beings.

I'll always see existence as the most terrible cruel mistake, there's just so much suffering in this existence so dreadful and painful.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,530
This cruel existence is just suffering all for the sake of it.
It truly is just suffering all for the sake of it and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so terrible and torturous, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this torturous existence of dreadful suffering that I just always saw as a mistake.

Non-existence is just all I see as positive in this existence so terrible and cruel that just tortures existing beings, to exist will always mean to suffer and it's suffering so dreadful.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,530
Existing will always be so undesirable.
I truly will always find it so deeply undesirable to exist and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of this torturous existence, to me existing will always be so futile and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence.

I'll just always see existence as the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering, for me non-existence is all that could be desirable.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,530
All I want is to erase this cruel existence.
I just want to erase this cruel, dreadful existence so it's like I never suffered and nothing would make me wish to suffer in this torturous existence rather I just want some peace and for me ceasing to exist is just the only peace.

I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence, I just want to erase this terrible, futile existence so it's like I never suffered, I just wish to be free from this existence that never should had been imposed.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,530
There could never be any point to existing.
There truly could never be any point to existing, it's just futile suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so cruel and dreadful, to me existing is just so futile.

I'd never wish for this terrible, torturous existence that is just waiting to die, all I want is to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as only suffering no matter what, to exist will always mean to suffer.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,530
So much cruelty in existing.
There truly is so much cruelty in existing with existing beings tortured every second, I'll just always see existence as a mistake that just causes all this harm and suffering, to suffer in this existence will just always be an abomination no matter what.

I'll always prefer the peace of non-existence over suffering so unnecessarily in this existence that I just always saw as an abomination, all I hope for is true peace from the cruelty and suffering of this futile, cruel existence, I just want to never exist again.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,530
Always and only hoping for the peace of non-existence.
No matter what the peace of non-existence is just all I could hope for and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is to be free from this torturous existence of futile suffering that I just always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence is just all I see as positive and desirable and I'll always prefer to never suffer again, for me ceasing to exist will always be the positive solution to find peace from this existence so terrible and torturous that just causes all this pain and suffering.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,530
Nothing would ever make me wish to suffer.
I truly would never wish to suffer and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so torturous and dreadful, for me non-existence is just all that could ever be desirable, it's just so terrible how this existence was imposed causing all this futile, dreadful suffering as a result.

All I want is to be free from all pain and suffering, I'll just always see existence as the most terrible mistake that just tortures existing beings, I'll always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence so cruel and dreadful.
 
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PeaceSeeker83

Student
Jul 23, 2026
125
Life really is suffering, pointless and repetitive nonsense. It's all it is. We are just here to do time. The sooner anybody leaves the better. As simple as that.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,530
Always suffer as a result of being burdened with this existence.
I just always suffer as a result of this torturous, futile existence and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this terrible existence of torturous suffering that just tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

Existence is always the problem to me and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence so dreadful that I just always saw as a mistake, I just hope and wish to never suffer again, I'll always see it as a burden to exist.
 
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PeaceSeeker83

Student
Jul 23, 2026
125
It sure is a burden and a mistake too. Nobody should be brought into this world and it is especially upsetting the number of unplanned births or people having kids when they clearly should not.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,530
Existence should never be imposed.
It truly should never be imposed and I'll just always see existence as the problem, it's just so terrible and dreadful how humans cause all this pain and suffering all for the sake of it by imposing this existence that there was never a need for that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering, to exist will always be an abomination to me. I'll just always see the existence of life as the most terrible, cruel mistake that just tortures existing beings all for the sake of it.
 
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PeaceSeeker83

Student
Jul 23, 2026
125
Too many dopes have no critical thinking. They don't think of the consequences of having children. Complete and utter clown world.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,530
Existence to me will always be the most torturous burden.
It truly is the most torturous burden to me and I'll just always see existence as a mistake that just causes all this harm and suffering, I'll just always see existence as the problem that just tortures existing beings.

To me existence will just always be the problem and I wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence so terrible and cruel, I just want this torturous existence to be all gone and forgotten for me with no more suffering.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,530
Only the peace of non-existence could ever be desirable to me.
It truly is all that could ever be desirable to me and I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence over suffering in this existence so terrible and torturous no matter what, in this existence of dreadful suffering non-existence is just all I could see as positive.
I wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence that just tortures existing beings that I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to exist in every way.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,530
Only hoping to be free from this existence so torturous and cruel.
To be free and at peace from this existence so torturous and cruel truly is all I could ever hope for and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this existence so terrible and painful that I just always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence is just the only peace from the cruelty, pain and suffering of this torturous, deeply undesirable existence that never should had been imposed that I just never would had chosen that just causes all this harm and suffering.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,530
Non-existence is all I've ever wished for.
It truly is all I could wish for in this existence so torturous, futile and cruel that I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable and I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence over suffering.

For me only never suffering ever again could be positive and I wish I never existed more than anything, I just want this existence to be all forgotten and erased for me, I just want it to be like I never suffered at all.
 
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