Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

There is just so much suffering in this existence so torturous.
There truly is just so much suffering and the suffering is endless with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to suffer in this existence will just always be the most cruel, terrible mistake to me and all I want is to erase this dreadful, terrible existence, I'll just always see existence as the problem that just causes all this terrible suffering all for the sake of it, this existence never should had been imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of this undesirable existence.
I truly do always suffer as a result of this torturous, undesirable existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this existence that I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, in this existence of torturous, dreadful suffering non-existence is just the only peace for me. All I want is to erase this terrible, futile existence so it's like I never suffered, it'll always be so terrible how this existence was imposed causing all this pain and suffering as a result.

 

[FuneralCry]

This dreadful existence will always just be waiting to die.
It truly is just waiting for death and no matter what I'd just never wish for any of this, I'd just never wish for this existence so torturous and futile, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable and I'll just always prefer to not exist.

For me ceasing to exist is just the positive solution to find peace from this futile existence that is just waiting to die with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is for this existence to be all forgotten and erased.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only the peace of non-existence is positive to me.
It truly is all that's positive to me and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, all I want is some peace from the terrible, futile suffering of this torturous existence, all I want is to erase this existence.

For me non-existence is just all that's positive in this existence of dreadful suffering that I just always saw as a mistake, for me ceasing to exist is just the only relief in this existence that to me will always be an abomination.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this existence so cruel and futile, all I want is peace from all pain and suffering, for me only the peace of non-existence could ever be positive and I'd just never wish for any of this, I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to fall into an eternal dreamless sleep so finally I can be at peace from this existence of dreadful unnecessary suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in this existence so torturous.
There truly is just so much suffering in this existence so torturous with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence over suffering so unnecessarily. For me non-existence is just all that could ever be positive in this existence so torturous that just causes all this cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it, I'll just always see existence as the problem, simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence truly is the problem.
It truly is the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, all I want is for ceasing to exist to bring me peace from what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this torturous, painful existence. To me existence will just always be a mistake that only causes all this futile, dreadful suffering, I'll just always see existence as the problem, I only hope and wish to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping for peace from all suffering.
To be at peace from all suffering truly is all I could ever hope for, all I want is to be free from this terrible, torturous existence that I just always saw as a mistake, in this existence of torturous suffering non-existence is just the only peace and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'll just always see it as so terrible how this existence was imposed, I'll just always see existence as the problem that just tortures existing beings, to suffer in this existence will just always be the most terrible, torturous burden.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so futile to exist.
It truly is so futile to exist and there could just never be any point to suffering in this terrible, cruel existence, all I want is for this dreadful existence to be all gone and forgotten, nothing would ever make me wish for this futile existence of torturous suffering and the peace of non-existence is just all I see as positive, I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence, ceasing to exist is all that could ever be desirable for me in this futile existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence will just always be a terrible mistake to me.
It truly is the most terrible mistake to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous, cruel existence, all I want is peace from all pain and suffering and only in non-existence will I be at peace from this terrible, torturous existence that just causes all this harm and suffering, I'll just always see existence as the problem, all I want is to be free from the mistake of existence that just causes all this futile suffering, I'll just always see existence as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to be free from all suffering.
To be free from all suffering is just all I see as desirable and is all I hope for in this cruel existence of torturous suffering, for me non-existence is all that could be positive in this torturous dreadful existence that will just always be a mistake to me.

I'll just always see existence as the problem, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for true peace from all pain and suffering, all I could hope for is to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in existing.
There truly is just so much suffering in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and no matter what I'd just never wish for any of this, all that this existence does is just torture existing beings and cause all this cruelty, harm and suffering all for the sake of it. I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, painful existence, I'll just always see existence as a mistake, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for true permanent peace from the suffering of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so terrible to suffer in this existence.
It truly will always be so terrible to suffer in this existence and no matter what I'd just always prefer the peace of non-existence over being burdened with this existence so terrible and cruel, for me only non-existence could ever be positive and desirable. I'd just never wish for this existence of torturous suffering that just harms existing beings, to suffer in this existence will just always be an abomination, I'll always and only hope for the peace of non-existence where this futile existence is forgotten.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of this terrible, torturous existence.
I truly am just always so tired of this terrible, torturous existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I wish for is dreamless eternal sleep where all is gone and forgotten, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see existing as just being suffering, to suffer in this existence will always be a mistake and I'm always so tired of being burdened with this existence of futile, torturous suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist will just always be the positive solution to me.
It truly is the positive solution for me and I'd just never wish for this existence so terrible and torturous and for me non-existence is just all I see as positive, I'd just never wish for this existence of dreadful, futile suffering, I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence I just always saw as a mistake, to suffer in this existence will just always be the most dreadful, unnecessary burden.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so torturous to exist.
I truly will always find it so torturous to exist and I'd just never wish for this terrible, torturous existence of futile suffering that I just never would had chosen, all I hope for is no more suffering and to me existing will just always be torture, it's just so terrible how this existence of torturous suffering that I just always saw as a mistake was even imposed at all, to me existence will just always be the problem that only non-existence can solve.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence will always be the most dreadful burden.
It truly is the most dreadful burden that just causes all this harm and suffering torturing existing beings and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for peace from this terrible, torturous existence of futile suffering that I just always saw as a mistake. I'll just always see existence as the problem that just causes all this pain and suffering, to suffer in this existence will just always be the most terrible, torturous burden to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist for me is suffering prevention.
It truly is suffering prevention for me as if I don't exist I cannot suffer in any way and I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence over the suffering of this terrible, cruel existence that I just always saw as a mistake.

For me only non-existence could ever be positive, all I want is for all future suffering to be prevented by ceasing to exist, I just hope for no more suffering and I'll just always see this torturous existence as being only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

All I see as positive is permanent peace from all suffering.
It truly is all I see as positive and all I could ever wish for is to erase this terrible, torturous existence of dreadful suffering so it's like I never suffered at all and to suffer in this existence will just always be the most terrible, cruel mistake to me.

I'll just always see existence as an abomination that just causes all this cruelty, pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again, all I hope for is true peace from all suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so dreadful to exist.
It'll just always be so dreadful to exist and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so tortuous and cruel rather all I want is to erase this existence, all I want is to be free from this dreadful terrible existence that just causes all this harm and suffering that I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake.

I'll just always see existence as the problem that just tortures existing beings and just causes all this futile, unnecessary suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much terrible cruelty in how humans are forced to suffer.
There truly is so much terrible cruelty in how humans are forced to suffer in this torturous, futile existence that I just always saw as a mistake and I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous, cruel existence, for me ceasing to exist is just all that's positive, it's such a terrible crime how dying peacefully is made illegal by humans who want others to suffer for as long as possible, I always suffer from being trapped in this terrible, tortuous existence that I just always saw as an mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring the peace of non-existence over being burdened with this existence.
I truly would always prefer the peace of non-existence and in this existence of torturous suffering non-existence is just all I see as positive and desirable, all I want is to be free from this existence of terrible, tortrous suffering that I just always saw as a mistake. To me existence will just always be the problem and I wish I never existed more than anything, it's just so terrible how this existence was imposed, non-existence is just all I hope for and I'll only be at peace once this existence is all gone and forgotten.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only the peace of non-existence could ever be positive to me.
It truly is all I see as positive in this existence of torturous suffering and all I want is to erase this terrible, cruel existence, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence of terrible torturous suffering.

For me non-existence is just all that's positive as if I don't exist I cannot suffer, there are no disadvantages to being permanently unaware of the terrible torturous mistake of existence, I just want this to existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to be free from this existence of futile suffering.
To be free from this existence of futile suffering truly is all I could hope for and I'd just never wish for this existence of terrible, torturous suffering rather I just want this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake to be all erased for me. I'll just always find it so futile to exist, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence that just causes all this cruelty and suffering for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just the only relief for me.
It truly is the only relief for me in this existence of terrible, torturous suffering that I just always saw as a mistake and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me only non-existence could ever be positive in this existence of futile suffering.

I just hope and wish to erase this existence that just tortures existing beings all for the sake of it, for me non-existence is just all that could ever be desirable, I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me any relief from.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd only be so relieved to never exist again.
I truly would only be so relieved to never exist again, for me ceasing to exist is just the only peace from this existence so torturous and dreadful that just causes all this cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it, to suffer in this existence will just always be an abomination to me and all I want is to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered at all, to exist truly does mean to suffer and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd never wish for the suffering of existing.
I truly would never wish for the suffering of existing and it's just so terrible how this existence was imposed, I'll just always see existence as the problem and I'd just never wish for any of this, non-existence is just all I could hope for and is all I see as desirable in this existence of terrible, torturous suffering that I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to never suffer again, for me only the true permanent peace of non-existence could ever be desirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

It'll always be a terrible mistake to exist.
It truly will always such a terrible mistake to exist and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so torturous and cruel, for me non-existence is just all that's positive in this existence of torturous suffering that I just always saw as a mistake. To me existence will just always be the problem, this existence is a mistake that just tortures existing beings all for the sake of it and all I want is for this existence to be all forgotten and erased for me with no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much evil in existence.
There truly is so much evil in existence, all that this existence does is just torture and harm existing beings all for the sake of it, existence itself will always be the true problem and I'll just always see existence as the most terrible mistake that just causes all this suffering there was never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured. To suffer in this existence will always be the most terrible, torturous burden and I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence only ever causes harm.
It truly does just cause harm with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this terrible, cruel existence, all that this torturous existence does is just harm existing beings and for me non-existence is just all that could ever be positive. I just hope to never suffer ever again, nothing would make me wish for this harmful existence of torturous suffering that I just always saw as a mistake, to suffer in this existence will just always be an abomination.