Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

So much torture in existing.
There truly is so much torture in existing with existing beings in agony every second and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence so terrible and torturous, for me non-existence is just all that could ever be positive.

All I want is to be free from the torture of existing, the suffering this existence causes is endless with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to me existence will just always be the most terrible mistake that just causes all this harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always the most terrible, cruel mistake.
It truly is just always the most terrible, cruel mistake that only ever causes all this harm and suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence so torturous and painful.

For me non-existence is all that could ever be desirable in this existence I just always saw as a mistake that only ever harms existing beings and causes them to suffer so unnecessarily, I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me relief from.

 

[FuneralCry]

To be free from all suffering is just all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable and as long as I exist I really will just hope for peace from this existence of torturous suffering, for me non-existence is just all that could ever be desirable and I wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence that to me will always be the most cruel mistake.

I'll just always see existence as the problem and I just want to be free from all suffering, I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Simply just existing is enough to make me wish for peace.
It truly is enough and I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence over suffering in this existence so terrible and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable.

All I want is the peace of non-existence where there is no more pain and no more suffering and finally all is forgotten, for me non-existence is all that's positive, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this dreadful existence as only suffering all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in this existence so torturous.
There truly is so much suffering in this existence so terrible and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake and the suffering of existing is endless, no matter what I'll just always prefer the peace of eternal sleep over the suffering of this torturous, futile and cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake.

To me existing will just always be only suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I just always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence that to me will just always be an abomination.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so deeply undesirable to exist.
Existing will always be so deeply undesirable and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this existence so terrible and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake rather I just want the peace of non-existence.

For me non-existence is just all that could ever be desirable, nothing would ever make me wish for this existence of dreadful suffering that just tortures existing beings all for the sake of it, this existence should never be imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

There could never be any benefit to existing.
There truly could never be any benefit to existing, to exist means to suffer and existing will always just be suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I just always suffer as a result of being burdened with this torturous, futile and deeply undesirable existence that to me will just always be the most terrible cruel mistake, all that existence ever does is just cause all this harm and suffering and I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence over suffering in this existence so terrible and torturous.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is peace from the torture of existing.
It truly is peace from the torture of existing where existing beings suffer endlessly and no matter what I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence over this dreadful, futile existence of torturous suffering that to me will just always be a mistake and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence.

Simply just existing is so torturous and deeply undesirable to me and I just wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence so futile and dreadful that just causes all this harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing this futile existence as a mistake.
It truly is a mistake to me and I wish I never suffered in this existence so futile and dreadful more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so futile that just causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence.

For me non-existence is just the only peace from the suffering of this terrible, cruel existence and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, to suffer in this existence will just always be the most terrible mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in how peaceful death is made inaccessible.
There truly is so much terrible cruelty in how peaceful death is made inaccessible with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what and I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence.

All that anti-suicide ever does is cause way more suffering and torture in this existence I just always saw as a mistake and I'll just always see existence as the problem no matter what, it's one only non-existence can ever bring me peace from.

 

[FuneralCry]

All will be forgotten.
No matter what all will be gone and forgotten in non-existence no matter what which is all I could ever wish and hope for, all I want is true permanent peace from this terrible, cruel existence.

I just want this existence of torturous suffering to be all erased for me with no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I suffer as a result of existing and existing will just always be waiting to die, it's just futile suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just want this existence of unnecessary suffering to be all gone for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only wishing for the peace of non-existence.
No matter what the peace of non-existence truly is all I could ever hope for and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so torturous and terrible, for me non-existence is just all that could ever be positive in this existence of torturous suffering.

I'll just always prefer to not exist no matter what, I just want to be free from this existence that to me will just always be the most terrible, dreadful mistake and there's just so much suffering in this futile existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much terrible suffering in existing.
There truly is just so much terrible suffering in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just always suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence that I just always saw as a mistake that just causes all of this cruelty and harm all for the sake of it.

I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist, existence to me will just always be the problem that just tortures existing beings and I just wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence so dreadful and futile.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is so deeply undesirable in every way.
It truly is so deeply undesirable and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this terrible, torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this dreadful existence of futile suffering.

I'll just always and only hope for non-existence, for me ceasing to exist is just all that's positive in this existence of dreadful suffering and to exist will just always mean to suffer, only non-existence is desirable to me, I'll just always find it a burden to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so painful to exist.
It truly is always so painful to exist and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so painful, dreadful and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake and for me existence will just always be the problem, all that existence ever does is just cause all this pain and suffering.

There's just so much suffering in this existence so painful and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this existence I just always saw an abomination, to me existing will always be so painful.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me could never be worth it.
It truly could never be worth it to me and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of this existence so terrible and dreadful, I could never see any benefit to being burdened with this existence and this existence of torturous suffering should never be imposed.

I'll just always see existence as the problem, all I want is for non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so cruel that only ever tortures existing beings all for the sake of it, to exist will always mean to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Nothing would make me wish for the suffering of existing.
I truly would never wish for the suffering of this torturous, cruel existence rather I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, I just want peace from this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake that just causes all this harm, suffering and cruelty all for the sake of it and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence so terrible and torturous. I just want to be free from this existence so terrible and cruel, existence will always be the problem to me, I'll always see it as a burden to suffer in this existence.

 

[dragonofenvy]

The only true light is the darkness of death. The only true peace is the void's cold embrace. To live without choice is not a life at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be so futile.
It truly is so futile to me and all I want is to be free from this futile, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, in this existence of torturous suffering non-existence is just the only peace for me.

I'd just never wish for this existence so futile and dreadful that I just always saw as an abomination that just causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to never suffer again is just all I see as desirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist will always mean to suffer.
It truly will and I'll just always see existence as the most terrible mistake that just causes all this cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it, existing truly is just only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I suffer simply from being burdened with this torturous, cruel existence, for me non-existence is just all that's positive in this existence of futile suffering and the pain and suffering of existing is endless, all I want is to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence only ever caused harm.
It truly did only ever cause harm and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence so terrible and torturous, I'll just always see existence as the problem that only ever tortures existing beings so unnecessarily.

To exist will always mean to suffer, I always suffer as a result of being burdened with this existence that just causes harm torturing existing beings, I'd never wish for this existence so terrible and harmful.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for peace from the pain of existing.
To be at peace from the pain and suffering of existing really is all I could hope for and I'd just never wish for this existence so terrible and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace.

Existing really is just so painful and I wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence so cruel and painful, all I want is to be gone, for me non-existence is just all that could ever be positive in this existence so futile and cruel.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this existence so torturous.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this existence so torturous and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so painful and terrible rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace.

I'm just always so tired of suffering in this existence so terrible, cruel and futile that to me will just always be a mistake, I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me any relief from, to suffer in this existehce will always be so undesirable to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can solve everything for me.
It truly is all that can solve everything for me in this existence so terrible and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake and for me existence will just always be the problem, I'd just never wish for this existence of futile suffering rather all I want is for non-existence to solve and bring me peace from what I see as the true problem which is existence itself. All I want is to be finally free from this existence that never should had been imposed, I just want to never suffer in this cruel, torturous existence ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from waiting for death in this torturous existence.
I truly do always suffer from waiting for death in this terrible, torturous existence that I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this painful, deeply undesirable existence that is just waiting to die with no limit as to how much one can be tortured. I'll just always see existence as the problem and for me non-existence is just all that's positive, all I want is peace from this dreadful, cruel existence that is just waiting to die, to exist will always mean to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd only be so glad to never suffer again.
I truly would only be glad and I wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this existence will just always be the most terrible mistake to me and in this existence so torturous non-existence is just the only peace for me.

I just want peace from all pain and suffering, I just want to be free from this existence of terrible, torturous suffering, I just want to never exist ever again, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence of futile, torturous suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence has only ever tortured existing beings.
It truly has only ever tortured existing beings and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so torturous and terrible that I just always saw as a mistake, the suffering of this torturous existence is endless with no limit as to how much one can be tortured. I'd just never wish for the abomination of existence, I just want to be free from this dreadful, terrible existence that has only ever tortured existing beings, existence to me will always be the problem that only ever causes all of this torture and suffering all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wishing to be free from the suffering of this existence.
To be free from the suffering of this painful, cruel existence is just all I could hope for and I'd never wish to exist, for me non-existence is just all I see as positive. All I want is peace from the suffering of this painful, torturous existence, I just want to never suffer again, the peace of non-existence is all I could see as desirable and I wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence so dreadful that just causes all this harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist is all I could see as positive.
It truly is all I could see as positive in this existence of futile, torturous suffering and all I want is to never suffer again, I just want to be free from this existence that to me will always be a mistake.

For me ceasing to exist will always be the positive solution and I wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence I just always saw as an abomination, all I want is peace from all pain and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so futile to exist.
It truly is always so futile to exist and I wish I never suffered more than anything in this futile, cruel existence that I just always saw as a mistake that only ever causes all this harm and suffering all for the sake of it.

I could just never see any point to suffering in this existence and existing really is only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence, I just want peace from this futile existence.