Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as just waiting to die.
Existing truly is just waiting to die, it's just suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, to me existing will just always be waiting to die.

I could never see any point to any of this, it's just suffering all for the sake of it and I'll just always see existing as waiting for death, in this existence of futile suffering the peace of non-existence is all I could ever see as positive.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is always so undesirable.
No matter what I'll just always find it so undesirable to exist and in this existence of torturous, futile suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I could hope for, I wish I never suffered more than anything and for me non-existence is just all I see as desirable.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer and I'll just always see existence as the problem, it's one only non-existence can solve for me, I just want to never suffer again, to me existence will just always be a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be only suffering.
It truly will always be only suffering and to exist really does mean to suffer, I just suffer so much as a result of being conscious burdened with this existence so cruel and torturous and for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and positive in this existence of futile suffering I just always saw as a mistake, to exist really is an abomination, I'll just always see existence as the problem that just only ever tortures existing beings and causes all this pain and suffering all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much pain in this torturous existence.
There truly is so much pain in this terrible, cruel existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence of torturous suffering all I want is peace, all that existence ever does is just cause pain.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, all I want is no more suffering, I'll always and only hope for the peace of non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so terrible to exist.
I truly will always find it so terrible and dreadful to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I want is some peace, I just want to be free from this torturous existence of futile suffering that I just always saw as a mistake. For me non-existence is just all that's positive, I'll only see the peace of non-existence as desirable in this terrible, dreadful existence of torturous suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping to never exist again.
No matter what the peace of non-existence really is all I could hope for and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, all I want is to be free from this existence of dreadful futile suffering that just tortures existing beings all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can suffer.

I'd just never wish for the suffering of this existence so dreadful and futile, for me non-existence is the peace, I just want to never exist again and I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence of torturous, futile suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So tired of being burdened with this terrible, cruel existence.
I truly am just always so tired of being burdened with this terrible, cruel existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence I'm just always so tired of that just causes all this cruelty and suffering, all I see as positive is eternal sleep, all I hope for is no more pain and no more suffering, I just want to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist for me is suffering prevention.
It truly is suffering prevention for me in this existence so torturous and terrible that I just always saw as a mistake and all I want is to be free from the suffering of this existence so cruel and torturous.

For me non-existence is just all I see as desirable in this torturous existence of futile suffering that I just always saw as a mistake and for me existence will just always be the problem, it's one only non-existence can solve for me as after all if I don't exist I cannot suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring the peace of non-existence.
No matter what the peace of non-existence is just always preferable for me in this existence of terrible, tortuous suffering and for me ceasing to exist is just all that's positive, I just want to never suffer again, all I want is peace.

It's so terrible to me how a human can suffer for so long in this existence so terrible and torturous, all I want is to be free from this existence so torturous and cruel that just never should had been imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wanting this existence to be all erased for me.
For this torturous, cruel existence to be all forgotten and erased for me is all I could ever hope for and the peace of non-existence is just all I see as positive and desirable, I just want to be free from this existence of torturous suffering.

I wish I never suffered more than anything, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist, I just want to be free from this existence so terrible and dreadful that just causes all this pain and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to be free from all pain and suffering.
To be free from all pain and suffering is just all I could hope for and in this existence so torturous all I could want is to be gone, existence to me will just always be the most terrible, dreadful mistake and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I'll just always see existence as an abomination, I'll just always see existence as the problem, simply just existing is enough to make me hope for peace from this existence of torturous suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wishing to be free from all pain and suffering.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is to be free from all pain and suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, in this existence of torturous suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I see as positive and desirable.

I'll just always prefer to cease existing no matter what, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being conscious burdened with this existence so futile and cruel that just causes all this harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much terrible suffering in this existence so cruel and torturous.
There truly is just so much terrible suffering in this existence so cruel and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake and I wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence so terrible and harmful that just causes all this cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it and I'll just always find it so terrible to exist.

For me non-existence is just all that's positive in this painful, dreadful existence that only ever tortures existing beings all for the sake of it and I'll just always see existing as only suffering no matter what, I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence of torturous suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence only ever causes harm and suffering.
It truly does only ever cause harm and suffering and I'd just never wish for this torturous existence of futile suffering rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can suffer.

All I want is peace from this existence so terrible and torturous that only ever tortures existing beings all for the sake of it, I'll just always see existence as the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
I truly will just always see existence as the problem and I'd just never wish for this existence of terrible, torturous suffering rather all I want is peace and for me only non-existence could ever be positive, all I see as desirable is never suffering ever again.

I'll just always see it as an abomination to be burdened with this existence, for me ceasing to exist is just all that's positive in this existence of dreadful, torturous suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just so torturous and futile.
It truly is so torturous and futile and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so painful and torturous, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and positive in this existence that should just never be imposed.

Existence to me will just always be an abomination, I just suffer so much as a result of this existence so terrible and dreadful that only ever tortures existing beings all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Eternal sleep is all I've ever seen as desirable.
It truly is all I've ever seen as desirable in this existence of torturous suffering that I just always saw as a mistake and no matter what I'll just always prefer to peacefully cease existing than suffer. All I hope for is no more pain and no more suffering, in this existence of torturous suffering the peace of non-existence is all that could ever be positive, all that existence ever does is just cause all this cruelty, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's all so dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing could never be desirable.
It truly could never be desirable, to exist means to suffer and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this terrible, torturous and dreadful existence that I just always saw as a mistake.

To suffer in this existence will just always be an abomination to me that just causes all this harm and suffering and I'll just always find it so undesirable to suffer in this cruel, painful existence so dreadful and undesirable, existence to me truly is the problem, simply just existing makes me want to never suffer ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be waiting to die.
It truly is just waiting to die with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this existence so terrible, cruel and torturous rather I just want some peace and only in non-existence will I finally be at peace from this existence that will just always be waiting for death, to suffer in this existence is just a terrible mistake to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence solves everything.
It truly does solve everything which is why to permanently cease existing is all I hope and wish for, all I want is some peace from the terrible, tortuous burden of existing that just causes all this suffering all for the sake of it.

For me non-existence is just all that could ever be desirable, there are no disadvantages to being permanently free from this torturous, cruel existence that I just always saw as a mistake and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist solves everything in this existence so torturous.
It truly does solve everything for me in this existence so torturous and I just wish I was never burdened with this existence more than anything, to be at peace from this existence so torturous and terrible is just all I see as desirable and I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence over suffering in this existence, non-existence is all I could ever see as desirable in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

The suffering of this torturous existence is endless.
It truly is endless with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence over suffering in this existence so terrible and torturous and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful and terrible.

I wish I never suffered more than anything, all that existence ever does is just torture existing beings all for the sake of it, I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence so painful and torturous.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of being burdened with this existence.
I truly do always suffer as a result of being burdened with this existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so painful and cruel, in this existence so torturous and cruel the peace of non-existence is just all I could ever see as desirable.

I'll just always find it a burden to suffer in this existence and I'll just always see existing as just being only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just hope for no more suffering.

 

[YourLocalEdgelord]

I'm so so so sorry you're in so much agony. You deserve the peace you desire and I hope it will find you soon. I love your writing style, it's beautiful, eloquent and inspiring.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as just being futile suffering.
It truly is futile suffering to me and I'll just always and only hope for the peace of non-existence no matter what, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence of torturous suffering, to exist is just waiting for death.
I'll just always find it so futile to suffer in this painful, dreadful existence that there was never a need for that only ever causes all of this cruelty and pain, there could never be any point to any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist will always mean to suffer.
It truly does always mean to suffer and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this existence so torturous and terrible, existing truly is so deeply undesirable and torturous and I just wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake.

There's just so much suffering and cruelty in existing and no matter what I'll just prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence so torturous and dreadful, all that existence ever does is just cause all this harm and suffering all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Simply just existing is undesirable to me.
I truly will always find it so undesirable to exist and I'd just never wish to be burdened with this torturous, futile existence no matter what, for me non-existence is all that could ever be desirable, all I want is to be at peace, I just want to be gone.

I just want to never suffered again in this dreadful, cruel existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured and existing will just always be so torturous to me, all I want is for this existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me, I just want peace from all pain and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of being burdened with this torturous existence.
I truly am just always so tired of being burdened with this torturous existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so terrible and cruel rather all I want is to be gone, I just want true permanent peace from this existence I'm just always so tired of that only ever causes all this pain and suffering all for the sake of it.

I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence over suffering in this dreadful, futile existence that I just always saw as a mistake, to me existence will just always be the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in existing.
There truly is so much suffering in existing and the pain and suffering of existing truly is endless, it's just all so dreadful and terrible and I wish I never existed more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence of endless suffering where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, for me non-existence is just all I see as desirable and positive, all I want is to never suffer again, I just want to be free from this existence of torturous, futile suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

There is no point to suffering in this existence.
There truly is no point to suffering in this existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this futile, torturous existence, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and all I want is peace from this existence of futile suffering that I just always saw as a mistake.

I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me any peace from, all I want is to be gone, I just want to be free from this existence of dreadful, futile suffering that is completely pointless.