Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for this existence so painful and torturous.
No matter what I really would never wish for this existence of dreadful suffering that I just always saw as the most cruel terrible mistake and in this existence of torturous suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable.

I'll just always find it so dreadful and futile to exist, to exist means to suffer and I wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence so cruel and harmful, I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence, to peacefully cease existing is just all that's positive for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be waiting to die.
It truly is just waiting to die and I suffer simply from waiting for death in this existence so terrible and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake, to be at peace from all pain and suffering is just all I see as positive.

I'll just always prefer to permanently cease existing than suffer so unnecessarily and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence so torturous and painful, I just want peace from the pain and suffering of this existence that is just waiting to die.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll always see it as so futile to exist.
I truly will always see it as so futile to exist, existing truly is just futile dreadful suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence so torturous and terrible.

There could just be never any point to suffering in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me existence will just always be the problem and I always find it so futile to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence will just always be an abomination.
It truly will always be an abomination to me and I wish that more than anything I just never suffered in this existence so torturous and dreadful that I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is peace from this existence that I just always saw as an abomination.

To peacefully cease existing is just all I could ever hope for and I'll just always and only prefer the peace of non-existence no matter what, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, this existence is an abomination that only ever tortures existing beings.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always and only be suffering.
It truly is only suffering and to exist truly does mean to suffer, all I want is some peace from this torturous, cruel existence of dreadful suffering that I just always saw as a mistake and in this existence of torturous suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable.

I just want to be gone, for me non-existence is just all I could ever see as positive in this existence that only ever tortures existing beings so unnecessarily, the suffering of existing truly is endless, no matter what this existence should never be imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of being burdened with this existence.
I truly am just always so tired of being burdened with this existence so terrible and torturous and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace. I just want to be permanently free from this cruel existence that I'm always so tired of that to me will just always be a mistake that just causes all this harm and suffering all for the sake of it and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, existence really does just cause harm and for me only ceasing to exist could ever be positive, I just want to be free from this existence of futile suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

For me ceasing to exist will just always be the positive solution.
It truly is the positive solution for me and I just wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence so painful, dreadful and torturous, all I want is for non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence of torturous suffering that I just always saw as a mistake.

I'll just only be at peace once I'm finally free from all pain and suffering, for me non-existence is just all that could ever be desirable in this existence of suffering all for the sake of it and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, non-existence truly is all I could hope for no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring the peace of eternal sleep.
No matter what the peace of non-existence is just always preferable to me and is all I see as desirable in this existence of dreadful torturous suffering, all I want is peace from this torturous existence of futile suffering.

I'll just always prefer to not exist no matter what, only eternal sleep can solve everything for me in this existence so terrible and dreadful that just causes all this cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me is just always the problem.
I truly will always see existence as the problem and I'd just never wish for this existence of torturous suffering rather I just want some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from the suffering of existing.

For me ceasing to exist will always be the positive solution to solve what I see as the problem which is existence, simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this torturous, cruel existence as just being suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so deeply undesirable to exist.
I really will always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for this torturous existence of dreadful suffering rather I just want some peace, I just want to never suffer again.

I'll just always prefer to cease existing than be burdened with this existence so terrible and cruel, to me existence is just the most torturous, cruel burden and only being permanently free from this existence could ever be desirable, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me is just always so terrible.
It truly is always so terrible to exist and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so torturous and cruel rather all I want is some peace, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this terrible, torturous existence of futile suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

All I I want is peace from the suffering of this existence so terrible and torturous that just harms existing beings and causes them to suffer with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just hope to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wishing for the peace of non-existence.
No matter what the peace of non-existence is just all I could hope for in this existence of torturous suffering and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I want is some peace.

I'll just finally only be at peace once I'm free from this existence so cruel and dreadful that only ever tortures existing beings all for the sake of it, to exist will always mean to suffer and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much pain in existing.
There truly is just so much pain in this dreadful, torturous existence and no matter what I'll just always prefer to cease existing than suffer so unnecessarily in this existence that to me will always be the most terrible, cruel mistake and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

All I want is peace from this painful existence of torturous suffering and I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to suffer in this existence is just always a terrible mistake to me and I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

All that existence ever does is just cause harm and suffering.
It truly does just cause harm and suffering and no matter what I'll always prefer the peace of non-existence over being burdened with this existence so terrible and cruel that just tortures existing beings all for the sake of it.

To exist is just always an abomination and I wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this cruel, futile existence is just a terrible mistake to me, I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me any peace and relief from, I just hope for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wanting to be free from all suffering.
To be free from all suffering truly is all I could hope for and I just wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence so torturous, cruel and dreadful, I just wish for no more suffering, I just want to be at peace from all the pain and suffering of existing.

To suffer in this existence is just the most futile, deeply undesirable and dreadful burden, all that existence ever does is just torture existing beings all for the sake of it, I'll always see existence as the most terrible mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of the mistake of existence.
I truly do always suffer as a result of the mistake of existence and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, in this existence of torturous, futile suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable and all I could ever hope for.

I just want to be free from all pain and suffering, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this cruel, dreadful existence as the most terrible mistake that just causes all this harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is so futile.
It truly is just futile suffering all for the sake of it and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence so torturous and futile that just causes all this harm and suffering and I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence over suffering so unnecessarily.

I'll just always see existence as a mistake, all that existence ever does is just cause all this futile suffering, I could just never see any point to suffering in this existence and I'll just always prefer to not exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me could never be worth it.
It truly could never be to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this existence so torturous, futile and dreadful, all I want is to be gone, I just want to be free from this deeply undesirable existence of torturous suffering that I just always saw as a mistake and to me existence will always be the problem.

Simply just existing is enough to make me hope and wish for peace from all future suffering in this existence that is just waiting to die with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll just always see it as the most terrible, torturous burden to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence.
No matter what I really will just always be so tired of suffering in this existence so torturous and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so painful and cruel, all I hope for is non-existence. I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in the peace of non-existence with no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, to exist will just always mean to suffer and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this existence so torturous that never should be imposed no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so dreadful to suffer in this existence.
I truly will always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence and in this existence of torturous suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I see as positive and desirable, existence to me will just always be the problem.

I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence over this existence of torturous, futile suffering that I just always saw as a mistake, to exist really does mean to suffer and I'll just always find it so dreadful to be burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it that I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me could never be worth it.
I could never see this torturous, cruel existence as worth it and no matter what I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence over suffering in this existence so torturous and dreadful that I just always saw as a mistake.

I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence of torturous suffering that just harms existing beings and causes them to suffer all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as the problem.
I'll always see existence as the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer in this torturous, futile existence, all I want is peace, in this existence I just always saw as the problem for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and positive.

I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so cruel and torturous that just causes all this pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always see it as the most terrible, cruel burden to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring the peace of non-existence.
No matter what the peace of non-existence will just always be preferable for me than this existence of torturous suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence so terrible and torturous.

For me non-existence is all that could ever bring me any peace and all I want is to never suffer again, for me non-existence is just all I see as positive in this existence of futile, torturous suffering, I'll just always see existence as the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist is always the most terrible cruel mistake to me.
It truly is always the most terrible cruel mistake to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so torturous and painful rather all I want is peace, I just want to be free from the terrible, cruel mistake of this torturous existence and I suffer simply from existing.

All I want is to be permanently unconscious and finally at peace from the suffering of existing and I'll just always prefer to not exist, the peace of non-existence is just all I hope for, this existence is a mistake that just tortures and harms existing beings.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in non-existence will I be at peace.
I truly will only be at peace in non-existence where this cruel, futile existence is finally all gone and forgotten and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence so torturous. For me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so torturous that to me will just always be a mistake, I'll always see existence as the problem that just causes all this pain and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just always so torturous to me.
It truly is so torturous to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so painful and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake and all I want is peace from this torturous, cruel existence of futile suffering that just tortures existing beings all for the sake of it.

All I want is to never suffer again and I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is for this torturous existence to be all forgotten and erased for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in this existence so painful and torturous.
There truly is just so much suffering in this existence so painful, cruel and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake and the suffering of existing truly is endless, it's just all so dreadful and cruel and I just wish I never suffered more than anything.

The fact that this existence was imposed is just the most terrible tragedy to me, all I want is peace from this painful, dreadful existence that just harms and tortures existing beings all for the sake of it, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily.

 

[FuneralCry]

The peace of non-existence is all I could ever see as positive.
It truly is all that's positive for me in this existence of terrible, torturous suffering that I just always saw as a mistake and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, all I hope for is no more pain and no more suffering.

I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence so cruel and dreadful, all I want is to cease existing, I just want to be free from all suffering in this existence so torturous that just harms existing beings all for the sake of it.