Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just always so deeply undesirable.
No matter what I just really will always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so cruel, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer in this painful, cruel existence ever again, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me only non-existence could ever be desirable, I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the most terrible, cruel mistake.
It truly is the most terrible mistake to me and I just wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence so torturous, all I want is to be free from the pain and suffering of existing and I'll just always see existence as only suffering.

I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake and I'll just always see existing as just being suffering, I just want peace from this existence so torturous and cruel, I'll just always see existence as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist will always mean to suffer.
It truly will always and only mean to suffer and I just wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence so terrible and torturous, for me non-existence is just the only peace from all pain and suffering.

Existing really is only suffering and the pain and suffering of existing is endless with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is to be free from the suffering and cruelty of this futile, dreadful existence that I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is a burden.
It truly is a burden that just causes all this harm, cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so torturous and terrible.

For me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake and for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, to exist will just always mean to suffer no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as an abomination to exist.
No matter what I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence so terrible and torturous and I'd just never wish for any of this, to exist means to suffer and the suffering and torture of this cruel, dreadful existence really is endless with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just always suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence, all I want is for this existence of torturous suffering to be all forgotten and erased for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Imposing this existence only ever causes so much pain and suffering.
It truly does only ever cause so much pain and suffering and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered at all, and it's just so terrible how this existence was imposed and I'll just always see it as the most terrible, cruel mistake to exist.

In this existence of torturous suffering non-existence is just all I see as positive but of course only never suffering at all is true perfection, never existing would had saved me from so much suffering in this existence so terrible and dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

For me ceasing to exist will always be the positive solution.
It truly will always be the positive solution for me to finally be at peace from this existence so torturous and cruel that I just always saw as a mistake that just causes all this harm and suffering and I'll just always see existing as only suffering.

I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence that I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, all I hope for is some peace, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so cruel and dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of being burdened with this existence so torturous.
I truly am just always so tired of being burdened with this existence so terrible and torturous and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is the peace of an eternal sleep where there is no more suffering and this torturous, painful existence of dreadful suffering is finally all gone and forgotten.

I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence no matter what, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, I just hope to never exist ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just always so painful.
No matter what I really will always find it so painful to exist and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this painful, dreadful existence rather all I want is the peace of non-existence, in this existence so terrible and cruel non-existence is just the only relief for me.

I just wish I never suffered more than anything, there's just so much pain in existing and I'll just always find it so painful to exist, I just want to never suffer again, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence of dreadful, terrible suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty and suffering in this torturous existence.
There is just so much cruelty and suffering in this existence so torturous and painful, no matter what I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence, I just want this existence of futile suffering to be all forgotten and erased for me, more than anything I just wish I never suffered.

This existence of torturous suffering just never should had been imposed, I'll just always see existence as the problem and simply just existing is enough to me wish for the peace of an eternal sleep where finally all is gone and forgotten with no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much dreadful suffering in existing.
There truly is just so much dreadful suffering in existing and no matter what I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence over suffering in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake and I'll just always see existing as the problem.

In this dreadful torturous existence ceasing to exist is just all I see as positive, I just hope to be free from this existence that I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, for me non-existence is just the only peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist will always be the most terrible, cruel burden.
It truly is the most terrible, cruel burden and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence that I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, I'd just never wish for this existence so dreadful and torturous rather all I want is peace.

For me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence that only ever tortures existing beings all for the sake of it, for me non-existence is just all that's positive in this existence of torturous suffering that I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring the peace of non-existence.
For me the peace of non-existence is just always preferable and I'd just never wish for this existence of torturous suffering rather all I want is peace, the peace of non-existence is just all I could see as desirable.

I'd just never wish for this existence so terrible and cruel that just causes all this harm and suffering all for the sake of it, to suffer in this existence will just always be the most terrible torturous burden to me and I'll just always see existing as only suffering no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
It'll always be the problem to me and simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again, for me ceasing to exist will always be the positive solution to finally find peace from this existence so torturous and futile that I just always saw as a mistake.

I just wish to be gone, for me ceasing to exist is just all that's desirable, simply just existing is enough to make me wish to be permanently unconscious and free from all suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence only ever caused harm.
It truly did only ever cause suffering and harm, no matter what I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so torturous and terrible, in this existence of dreadful suffering non-existence is just the only peace for me, this existence truly does just cause harm and as long as I exist I really will just hope to never suffer again.

I just wish for no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence so torturous, I'll just always see existence as the most terrible mistake no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in this existence so torturous.
There truly is so much suffering in this existence so tortuous and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence so cruel and futile no matter what, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so dreadful that only ever tortures existing beings that I just always saw as a mistake.

All I hope for is to never suffer ever again and I'll just always see this terrible, dreadful existence as just only being suffering, I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, the suffering of existing truly is endless.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist will always mean to suffer.
It truly will always mean to suffer and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this existence so terrible and torturous, all I want is to be gone, in this existence of torturous suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable.

It's just always so terrible how this existence was imposed just causing all this pain and suffering as a result, I'll just always and only hope to never suffer in this existence so cruel and painful no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much torture in existing.
There truly is so much torture in existing and nothing no matter what would make me wish for the suffering of this terrible, cruel existence rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from the suffering of this torturous, cruel existence.

I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to exist in every way, for me ceasing to exist will always be the positive solution to be free from this existence so terrible and dreadful that just causes all this cruelty and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of being conscious.
I truly am just always so tired of being conscious in this terrible, torturous existence and no matter what I'd just never wish for the suffering of this painful, torturous existence rather I just want some peace, to exist will always mean to suffer.

I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this existence that I just always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake, all I want is to be free from this existence so terrible and dreadful, to exist will just always mean to suffer no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping for non-existence.
No matter what the peace of non-existence is just all I could hope for and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so torturous, all I want is to never suffer again, for me only eternal dreamless sleep could ever be positive and desirable in this existence of torturous suffering that I just always saw as a mistake. For me ceasing to exist is just the only peace, I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one I only hope to be permanently free from.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be waiting to die.
It truly is just waiting to die to me and I wish I never suffered in this existence so cruel and torturous more than anything, existing truly is just pain and suffering all for the sake it, I could just never see any point to any of this no matter what.

In this existence of torturous suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable in this existence that is just waiting to die, all I want is to be free from all pain and suffering, existing will just always be so futile, it's just suffering all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring the peace of non- existence.
For me the peace of non-existence truly will always be preferable and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence so torturous and cruel, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and I just wish I never suffered more than anything.

Existence truly is just always an abomination to me and all I want is to erase this terrible, cruel and painful existence so it's like I never suffered at all, for me the peace of non-existence is just all that's positive, I just hope and wish to never exist ever again, I just want to be free from all pain and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so torturous to suffer in this existence.
I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence so terrible and cruel and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence of dreadful suffering that I just always saw as a mistake, existing truly will always be torture to me.

I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence to the suffering of this terrible, futile existence no matter what, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all, to suffer in this existence will just always be an abomination to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I could see as positive.
It truly is all that could ever be positive for me in this torturous existence of dreadful suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so painful and cruel rather all I want is peace.

For me ceasing to exist will always be the positive solution to find true permanent peace from the terrible mistake of existence and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence so dreadful, I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist, all I want is for the peace of non- existence to save me from all future suffering in this existence that I'd just waiting to die.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so deeply undesirable to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so deeply undesirable to exist and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of this torturous, dreadful existence that I just always saw as a mistake.

For me existence will just always be the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, all I hope for is no more suffering and I'll just always see this existence so cruel and futile as being only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, there truly is just so much pain, suffering and cruelty in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

There is just so much suffering in this existence so terrible and cruel.
There truly is just so much suffering in this existence so terrible and cruel with existing beings tortured in agony every second, to me existence is just so evil, all that existence ever does is just harm and torture existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel. To suffer in this existence will just always be an abomination, I'll always see the existence of life as the most terrible, devastating tragedy that just causes all this harm and suffering all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Imposing this existence only causes suffering.
It truly does just cause all this suffering, to suffer in this existence truly is an abomination to me and it's just so terrible how this existence continues to be imposed with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I'll just always see existence as a mistake that only ever tortures existing beings, to exist means to suffer and if one never existed it would had saved all this suffering, to exist is just always completely unnecessary, to be burdened with this existence of torturous suffering will always feel like the most terrible, undeserved punishment to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist for me is suffering prevention.
It truly is suffering prevention for me as there is no suffering in the true permanent peace of non-existence where all is gone and forgotten, I'll just always find it an abomination to exist, simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this terrible, torturous existence and for me non-existence is just all that's positive, all I want is to be free from all future pain and suffering, I just want ceasing to exist to solve everything for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence only ever causes harm.
It truly does just cause harm with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for this harmful, torturous existence of dreadful suffering that I just always saw as a mistake.

To suffer in this existence will just always be an abomination to me that just tortures existing beings, I'll just always see existence as the problem, it truly will just always be so terrible to be burdened with this harmful existence of dreadful suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much pain and suffering in this existence so torturous.
There truly is just so much suffering in this existence so terrible and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be free from this existence so dreadful and painful that just causes all this harm and suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

It's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, in this existence of torturous suffering non-existence is just the only peace for me and I wish I never existed more than anything, to exist will just always be an abomination to me.