Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just always so deeply undesirable.
No matter what I just really will always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so cruel, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer in this painful, cruel existence ever again, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me only non-existence could ever be desirable, I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the most terrible, cruel mistake.
It truly is the most terrible mistake to me and I just wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence so torturous, all I want is to be free from the pain and suffering of existing and I'll just always see existence as only suffering.

I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake and I'll just always see existing as just being suffering, I just want peace from this existence so torturous and cruel, I'll just always see existence as a mistake.