Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to be permanently unconscious.
To be permanently unconscious free from all pain and suffering is just all I could ever hope for, all I want is to be free from the suffering and pain of this existence so terrible and torturous and I just wish I never suffered more than anything.

To me existence will just always be the most terrible mistake and I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything no matter what, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable, to be conscious in this existence will just always be the most torturous, futile burden.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much pain in this cruel existence.
There is just so much pain in this cruel existence with existing beings tortured every second, I'll just always see existence as the problem, to me this terrible, cruel existence will just always be an abomination and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

To suffer in this existence will just always be the most terrible mistake to me, all I want is peace from this existence so painful and cruel, I'll just always see existence as the problem, all I want is to be free from the torture of this dreadful, painful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to be free from this existence of torturous suffering.
To be permanently free from this existence of dreadful, torturous suffering really is all I could hope for and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so terrible and dreadful, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence so terrible and torturous that only ever harms existing beings with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence no matter what, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering, I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence so dreadful and terrible.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will always be a mistake.
I truly will always see existence as a mistake and it's one that just causes all of this cruelty, pain and suffering all for the sake of it, all I want is to be free from this existence so terrible and dreadful.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence so painful no matter what, all that existence ever does is just cause harm and torture existing beings, I always suffer as a result of being burdened with this existence so dreadful and torturous, I'll just always see existence as the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

Finding it so deeply undesirable to exist.
I really will always find it so deeply undesirable to exist and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this existence so torturous and dreadful, all I want is peace from all pain and suffering and I'll just only be at peace once I'm free from this deeply undesirable existence that only ever causes all this cruelty and suffering.

I'll always see existence as the problem, I find it a burden to exist and it's one only non-existence can bring me any relief from, I just want to be free from this deeply undesirable existence of dreadful suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing this existence as just waiting for death.
It truly is just waiting to die, I'll always see existing as just being waiting for death with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and in this existence of torturous suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable.

To exist will always mean to suffer and there's just so much suffering in this dreadful, terrible existence that is just waiting to die with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll just always see existence as a mistake, I'll always see existence as the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will always be the problem.
It truly is always the problem to me and it's one only non-existence can solve for me and bring me peace from, all I want is to be free from this torturous, painful existence, I just want non-existence to bring me the relief I search for.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence so dreadful and cruel, for me non-existence I'd just all I see as positive, simply just existing is enough to make me wish to be permanently free from the mistake of existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd only be relieved to never suffer in this terrible, dreadful existence again.
I truly would only ever be relieved to never suffer in this terrible, dreadful existence again and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of this existence so torturous and dreadful that I just always saw as a mistake.

The fact that this existence was imposed is just always so dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything, to me non-existence is just all I see as desirable and positive and is just all I could hope for, I just want to never suffer ever again, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is an imposistion.
It'll always be an imposition that just causes all this cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it and I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence, in this existence of torturous, futile suffering non-existence is just all I could hope for but of course this dreadful, terrible existence that just tortures existing beings all for the sake of it should never be imposed. To impose existence will just always be something so terrible, I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence, I'll always see existence as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

So horrible how the torture can continue for so long.
It truly is so horrible how the torture of this futile, cruel existence can continue for so much longer with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so terrible and torturous, existence to me is a mistake.

All I want is to peacefully cease existing and finally be free from it all, I always suffer so much from existing in this horrific prison world where humans have made dying painlessly illegal with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what, there is just so much evil in anti-suicide.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is peace to me.
It truly is peace to me and I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this terrible, torturous existence of dreadful suffering that I just always saw as a mistake, to suffer in this existence will just always be an abomination to me.

Simply just existing is enough to make me wish to be permanently free from this existence of futile suffering, all I want is to be free from all pain and suffering, in this existence of dreadful suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I could ever see as desirable.