Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Eternal sleep is just all I've ever hoped for.
It truly is all I've ever hoped for and in this existence so torturous and dreadful it's all that I ever will do, all I want is peace from the torture of this terrible, cruel existence, I just want to be permanently free from all torture and suffering.

I'll always see existing as just being suffering, it's just all so cruel and dreadful, all I want is to be gone, I just hope for peace from this existence that I just always saw as the most terrible mistake and I'll just always see existence as the problem, it's one that just causes all this dreadful torture and suffering and I always suffer as a result of being burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping to never suffer ever again.
To never suffer again is just all I could hope for, I just want peace from the torture of this cruel, dreadful existence that just causes harm and suffering, I'll just always prefer to not exist no matter what, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so torturous and dreadful, I just hope for no more suffering.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this painful torturous existence and there's just so much pain in existing, to never suffer again again is just all I see as desirable in this existence so cruel, I just want to erase this torturous, futile existence that just causes suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will always be the most dreadful, torturous burden.
It truly will always be the most dreadful, torturous burden that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it torture to exist, in this existence so torturous, cruel and dreadful only non-existence can bring me any peace and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

All I want is non-existence to bring me the relief I search for from the torture of this painful, cruel existence that just harms existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I just wish to be free from this dreadful, terrible existence, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and there's just so much pain in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

To cease existing is all I've ever hoped for.
It truly is all I've ever hoped for in this existence so torturous, cruel and dreadful and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I'll just always see existing as just being suffering all for the sake of it, I'd just never wish for the torture of existing rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffered ever again and I'll always see this dreadful, futile existence as just being unnecessary suffering, to suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me and it's one that just causes all this cruelty, harm, pain and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so torturous to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I'll always find it so torturous to exist and in this existence so dreadful, cruel and tortuous only non-existence can bring me any relief, I'll just always see it as so terrible to suffer in this existence, in this existence so cruel non-existence is just all I see as desirable.

I just want some peace from the torture of existing, to be conscious in this existence is the most torturous, cruel burden to me and it's one that just causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is to never suffer ever again, I just wish to be free from the cruelty of existing, existence truly is so cruel, I just want to erase this torturous, painful existence.

 

[Morte]

Eternal sleep is just the only relief for me.
It truly is the only relief for me in this existence so cruel and dreadful and as long as I exist I'll only hope to sleep permanently, all I want is peace from the suffering and torture of this terrible, dreadful existence.

I just hope and wish to never suffer ever again, in this existence of torturous suffering only non-existence can bring me peace, I just wish to be free from all suffering and torture, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence, for me eternal sleep truly is the only relief, I just hope to be gone.

do you have some hobbies you enjoy? like books you like

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as the most terrible mistake to exist.
No matter what I really will always see it as the most terrible mistake to exist, in this existence of torturous suffering only non-existence can bring me peace, I just want peace from the mistake of existence that just harms and tortures existing beings.

To be permanently free from all torture and suffering is just all I see as desirable, this existence just never should had been imposed and I'll always see it as the most terrible tragedy how it was causing all this suffering as a result with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, to never exist again really is all I could hope for in this existence so cruel and dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence only ever caused harm.
It truly did only ever cause harm and I'd just never wish to suffer in this terrible, dreadful harmful existence that just tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

To suffer in this existence is just always the most terrible harmful mistake to me and it's one that just causes all this torture and suffering, for me non-existence is just the only peace from the abomination of existence and I suffer simply from existing, no matter what this harmful, dreadful existence should just never be imposed and it's so cruel how it is causing all this harm and suffering as a result.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing this dreadful cruel existence as the problem.
No matter what I'll always see this dreadful, cruel existence as the problem and I'd just never wish for the torture of this cruel, deeply undesirable existence, to suffer in this existence is just always the most terrible mistake to me and it's one that just causes all this pain, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

To suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me, no matter what I could only ever see non-existence as positive, the peace of non-existence solves everything for me in this existence so dreadful that just harms and tortured existing beings.

 

[FuneralCry]

Nothing would ever make me wish for the torture of existing.
No matter what nothing would ever make me wish for the torture of this terrible, cruel existence and in this existence so torturous and dreadful only non-existence can bring me peace, I just want to never suffer again.

I just hope to be free from the terrible torture of existing, to be conscious burdened with this existence is just the most dreadful, deeply undesirable burden that just causes all this harm and suffering, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, I just hope to never suffer again and I'll just always see existing as being only suffering all for the sake of it, I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be so terrible and dreadful to me.
It truly is just so terrible and dreadful to me and there's just so much suffering in this existence, all I could ever hope for is to be free from it all, I just want some peace from the terrible torture and suffering of this existence that I just always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence so terrible and dreadful that just causes all of this torture and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, no matter what only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the dreadful suffering of this torturous existence that just harms existing beings and causes them to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll only be at peace once all is gone and forgotten.
I truly will only be at peace once all is gone and forgotten, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of non-existence where I'm no longer burdened with this torturous existence and simply just existing is torture to me.

All I want is peace from the pain and suffering of existing, I just want to erase this existence that just harms and tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, existence truly is the problem to me and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, I just hope for no more torture and no more suffering and I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence could never be worth it to me.
It truly could never be worth it to me and I'd just never wish for the torture and suffering of this painful, deeply undesirable existence that just harms existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

In this existence of terrible suffering non-existence is just all I see as desirable and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'll just always find it the most terrible mistake how this existence was imposed, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for peace from the abomination of existence that just causes all this dreadful torture and suffering, it truly does feel like I've suffered for so long.