Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable in this existence so torturous and I'd just never wish for the torture of this terrible, cruel existence, no matter what I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to exist.

I'll just always see existence as an abomination that just causes all this torture, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is to be free from the terrible torture and suffering of existing, I just want to never exist again, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief, I just wish for no more torture and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me.
It truly is always an abomination to me that just causes all this pain, torture and suffering, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous existence and for me non-existence is just the only peace from the abomination of existence.

All I want is to be gone, I just wish to be free from the terrible torture of existing, existence is an abomination that just causes all this pain and suffering all for the sake of it, I just want some peace from this existence that only ever tortures existing beings, I'll just always see it as a mistake to suffer in this existence.