Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
I truly will always prefer to not exist than suffer and I'd just never wish for the pain, torture and suffering of existing, all I want is peace from the torture of existing and for me non-existence is just all that's desirable.

I just want to be free from the torture of this cruel, dreadful existence that just harms existing beings with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to never suffer ever again is all I could hope for, I just want some peace from this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, dreadful mistake, I just want to be free from the torture and suffering of existing, for me non-existence is just all that's positive.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing truly is just only suffering.
It truly is just only suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence that just harms existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, all I hope for is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this cruel, dreadful existence as just being only suffering.

In this existence so dreadful non-existence is just all I see as desirable, I'd just never wish for the terrible torture of existing, all I want is peace from all the suffering, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence.