Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me will always be waiting to die.
It truly is just waiting to die to me and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as just being only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

All I want is to erase this terrible, harmful and cruel existence that I just always saw as a mistake and there's just so much pain in existing, it's all so terrible, I'll just always see existing as just waiting for death no matter what, all I want is peace from the torture and cruelty of this deeply undesirable existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all that could ever be positive for me.
In this existence so dreadful, terrible and torturous where there is all this endless torture cruelty and suffering non-existence is just all I could ever see as positive and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this painful, deeply undesirable existence rather all I want is to be gone, I just hope for peace from the torture of existing and to me existing will always be only suffering.

I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and in this existence so cruel and dreadful non-existence is just all I could ever see as positive, I just hope for peace from the terrible suffering and torture of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much evil in this torturous existence.
There truly is just so much evil in this torturous, terrible existence and I'd just never wish for the pain and torture of existing rather all I want is peace, I just wish to be free from the terrible torture and suffering of existing.

In this existence of cruelty and suffering non-existence is just all I see as desirable and I just find it the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, it's just all so dreadful and torturous to me and I'd just never wish for the pain of this deeply undesirable, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much torture in existing.
There truly is so much torture in existing with no limit as to how much agony one can feel which is why the peace of non-existence is just all I hope for, I just hope and wish to never suffer again in this evil, torturous existence that just causes and brings all this terrible harm, cruelty and suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

For me non-existence truly is all that's positive in this existence so dreadful and harmful that just causes all this cruelty, harm and torture with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, to suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing this torturous existence as just being suffering.
It truly will be only suffering to me and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this painful, cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous, cruel and dreadful.

I just want to never suffer again again and I'll always see this torturous, dreadful existence as just being only suffering, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I just always saw as the most harmful, painful terrible mistake that just causes all this cruelty and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for the peace of non-existence.
No matter what the peace of non-existence where this dreadful, harmful and torturous existence is finally all gone and forgotten is just all I could hope for, all I want is peace from the evil of existence, I just want to never suffer again.

I'll just always see this painful, cruel existence as just being only suffering, I just hope to be gone, I just wish for the peace of non-existence where finally all is forgotten, I'll just always see it as the most terrible, cruel mistake to suffer in this torturous, futile existence that just causes all this harm, torture and suffering, existence to me is just always the problem.