Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just so futile to me.
It truly is so futile to me torturing existing beings and causing all this dreadful unnecessary suffering and torture all for the sake of it and I'd just never wish for the suffering and torture of existing rather all I want is some peace, I just hope to be gone.

No matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence of torturous suffering I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much cruelty, suffering and torture in existing, existing to me is just waiting to die, it's just pain and suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just always suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence, I'll always see it as a mistake to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence and I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing rather all I want is some peace, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so cruel and futile that I just always saw as a mistake.

Non-existence for me is just all that's positive and I just always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again so finally I can be at peace from this torturous existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering, I really am always so tired of it all.