Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Death as positive solution.
For me non-existence would be the positive solution from this existence so evil and torturous, I'l only be happy to die, all I want is to never suffer in this evil, dreadful existence ever again, I just want some peace from the terrible suffering and torture of existing.

I just want to erase this existence, to me existence will always be the most terrible, harmful abomination, there's just so much evil in this existence that just causes harm and suffering torturing existing beings and the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing is endless, non-existence solves everything for me in this existence so futile and torturous that is just waiting to die anyway as if I don't exist I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in the peace of non-existence, the peace of non-existence solves everything for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Peace is all I see as desirable.
No matter what the peace of non-existence really is all I see as desirable and I'd just never wish for the suffering, torture and cruelty of this evil existence rather all I want is to never suffer again.

In this existence so torturous and dreadful that just causes all this pain, cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it non-existence is just all I could ever wish for, in this existence of dreadful endless suffering I'll just only be at peace in non-existence,

I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence that just tortures existing beings and causes them endless amounts of agony, I just want to erase this terrible, dreadful existence, I just hope to be gone and finally at peace from the terrible mistake of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer so much as a result of this evil existence.
I truly do just always suffer so much as a result of this terrible, evil existence that just causes and brings all this pain, harm and suffering torturing existing beings and the suffering of existing is endless.

For me every second is torture to be conscious, it's just all so dreadful and terrible how this existence was imposed causing all this terrible, torture and suffering as a result, only in non-existence will I be at peace from the evil of existence, in this existence so dreadful for me only ceasing to exist can bring me any relief, for me ceasing to exist is suffering prevention in this existence so dreadful and torturous.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this dreadful existence.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this terrible, dreadful existence, it's just so terrible to me how there's all this pain, suffering and cruelty in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I'll just always see existence as the problem, to me existence is the most cruel, dreadful abomination that only ever tortures existing beings, there's just so much suffering in existing, to me existence is just so evil and as long as I exist I'll just hope and wish for peace from the terrible mistake of existence that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering.