Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always so torturous to me.
I truly will just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this painful, cruel and dreadful existence rather I just want some peace, for me every second is torture to be conscious.

I'll always see existence as the most dreadful, cruel abomination that just causes harm and suffering, existence to me is just always the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve and bring me true peace from, I just hope for no more suffering, I'll always see this torturous, cruel existence as the most dreadful mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist would be suffering prevention for me.
It truly would be suffering prevention for me in this existence so terrible, cruel and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake and no matter what I'll always prefer to prevent all future suffering through ceasing to exist than be tortured in this dreadful existence.

To me existence really is always the problem and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable, I'll just always see it as an abomination, all I want is for non-existence to save me from and prevent all future suffering and torture for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as just waiting to die.
No matter what all I could ever see existing as is just waiting to die, it's just futile unnecessary suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

I'll just always prefer to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this existence where I suffer so unnecessarily that is just waiting to die but of course I wish I never suffered more than anything, I see it as the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as an abomination to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I truly will always see it as an abomination to suffer in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I'll always see existence as the problem, it's one so terrible and torturous that only ever harms existing beings and causes them to suffer so unnecessarily in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in this torturous, terrible existence.

 

[absolute failure]

Always seeing it as an abomination to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I truly will always see it as an abomination to suffer in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I'll always see existence as the problem, it's one so terrible and torturous that only ever harms existing beings and causes them to suffer so unnecessarily in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in this torturous, terrible existence.

Funeral Cry, you need a hug. I am sorry for how you feel, i relate

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just an unnecessary harm.
It truly is the most terrible, dreadful unnecessary harm that just tortures existing beings and causes them to suffer so unnecessarily with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer in this terrible, dreadful existence rather all I want is some peace.

I just want peace from this torturous existence that just causes harm and suffering, to me existence truly is always the most terrible mistake and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, I wish to just erase this existence, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this terrible, harmful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

I see it as the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed.
It truly is the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed and I just wish I never suffered more than anything in this torturous, dreadful existence I just always saw as a cruel mistake.

I just wish to erase this painful, dreadful existence that just causes harm and suffering, I just want some peace from the suffering of existing, it's just so horrible to me how humans cause all this unnecessary harm and suffering by so tragically imposing this existence, to me existence will always be the problem.