Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always such a terrible mistake to me.
It truly is always such a terrible mistake to me and it's one that just causes harm and suffering torturing existing beings, I'd just never wish for the mistake of existence rather all I want is some peace.

I just want to never suffer again, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for from the cruel, terrible and torturous abomination of existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful and I wish I never had to suffer, it's just the most terrible tragedy to me how the mistake of existence was imposed at all causing and bringing all this suffering and cruelty as a result.

 

[FuneralCry]

This torturous existence truly does just cause suffering.
It truly does just cause suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone.

I'll just always find it so torturous to exist and for me every second is torture to exist, I just hope and wish to erase this existence, for me ceasing to exist is the positive solution to find peace from all cruelty, torture and suffering, to exist truly does mean to suffer and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this cruel, futile existence no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence will always be the problem to me.
It truly will always be the problem to me and it's one that just causes all this terrible suffering, harm and cruelty with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this dreadful, futile existence rather all I want is some peace.

I just want to never suffer again and the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing is endless, I just wish to erase this existence, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want this existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me, I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes endless amounts of suffering.
It truly does just cause all this terrible, dreadful suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering, cruelty of existing and I'll just always see existing as only suffering.

It's all so cruel, torturous and terrible to me, I just want to erase this existence that causes all this endless, dreadful and terrible suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in the peace of non-existence, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for true permanent peace.
No matter what the true permanent peace of non-existence where all is forgotten really is all I could hope for and is just all I see as desirable and I wish that more than anything I never suffered.

For me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so torturous, terrible and dreadful that I just always saw as such a cruel mistake and the suffering, cruelty and torture of existing is endless, it's just all so dreadful to me, I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me and bring me relief from, true permanent peace from all the suffering is just all I see as desirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this dreadful existence.
No matter what I really would never want to suffer in this dreadful, painful existence and I wish that more than anything this dreadful existence of futile suffering was never imposed.

I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist and it's one that just causes all this terrible, dreadful cruelty and suffering, all I want is to erase this existence, I just want some peace from this dreadful existence I just always saw as such a cruel mistake that only ever caused all this harm and suffering, I just wish for peace from the abomination of existence.