Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so torturous and harmful.
It truly is, all that this torturous existence causes is suffering and harm with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, all that existence does is cause harm, I'll always see it as an abomination to exist, all I want is to never exist again with all finally forgotten, for me non-existence is the solution, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this horrific world.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just an unnecessary harm.
It truly is just an unnecessary harm with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this painful, cruel existence.

I'll always see existence as the most terrible, dreadful abomination and it's one only non-existence can bring me any peace from, for me non-existence is just all that's positive which is why I suffer so much from being enslaved in this horrific, dreadful world where humans do all they can to force and prolong the suffering of others, it's all so cruel and terrible.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only seeing non-existence as positive.
It truly is all that's positive for me and is all that can solve everything for me in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake, I see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence and as long as I exist I'll only hope for the peace of non-existence, I find it horrific how a human can suffer for so long just to face the agony of old age, it's all so futile, all that existence is, is just suffering all for the sake of it and I suffer simply from existing, only non-existence could ever be positive for me, only in non-existence will I be at peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so harmful to exist.
I really will always find it so harmful to exist and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence, all that existence does is just cause and bring endless amounts of cruelty, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I just always suffer so much as a result of this painful, deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I'd never wish for this harmful, cruel existence of unnecessary suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be only suffering to me.
It truly will always be only suffering to me and I just suffer so much as a result of the painful, cruel abomination of existence, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, I just want to never suffer again.

I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is peace from all the suffering, I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence that just causes and brings endless amounts of harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer so much from how suicide is a crime.
I truly do always suffer so much from existing in this horrific dreadful world where suicide is a crime where the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what, it's just all so cruel and horrific to me and I wish I never had to suffer more than anything in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone, all that anti-suicide does is just cause harm and suffering in this existence so painful and torturous, I really do always suffer so much from being imprisoned in this evil anti-suicide world where wanting true peace isn't allowed.