Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so torturous and harmful.
It truly is, all that this torturous existence causes is suffering and harm with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, all that existence does is cause harm, I'll always see it as an abomination to exist, all I want is to never exist again with all finally forgotten, for me non-existence is the solution, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this horrific world.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just an unnecessary harm.
It truly is just an unnecessary harm with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this painful, cruel existence.

I'll always see existence as the most terrible, dreadful abomination and it's one only non-existence can bring me any peace from, for me non-existence is just all that's positive which is why I suffer so much from being enslaved in this horrific, dreadful world where humans do all they can to force and prolong the suffering of others, it's all so cruel and terrible.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only seeing non-existence as positive.
It truly is all that's positive for me and is all that can solve everything for me in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake, I see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence and as long as I exist I'll only hope for the peace of non-existence, I find it horrific how a human can suffer for so long just to face the agony of old age, it's all so futile, all that existence is, is just suffering all for the sake of it and I suffer simply from existing, only non-existence could ever be positive for me, only in non-existence will I be at peace.