Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

All I see as desirable is never suffering again.
It truly is all I see as desirable, I just want peace from all the suffering and I'll always see this torturous, cruel existence as only suffering, to me existence truly does feel like the most terrible, cruel mistake and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve and take away for me, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and as long as I exist I truly will just only hope and wish to never suffer again, I'll always see existence as the problem.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing to erase this existence.
No matter what to erase this existence truly is all I could hope and wish for and I just wish for peace, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so cruel, futile and dreadful that I just always saw as a mistake.

I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, in this existence that just causes all this harm and suffering non-existence is just all I see as desirable and I find it so dreadful to exist, for me non-existence is just the only relief, I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence that just causes harm and suffering and I'll always find it so harmful to exist, all that existence does is bring suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing truly is only suffering.
It truly is only suffering with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I just always suffer so much as a result of this torturous, futile existence, all I hope for is to be gone, I just want peace from this evil horrific world of endless suffering and cruelty, I suffer simply from existing and I'll just always see it as a terrible mistake to suffer in this deeply undesirable, futile existence, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and finally bring me the true peace and relief from suffering I search for, all I want is to be gone.