Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring true peace.
No matter what true peace really is all I could hope for and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never suffer again, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence.


I want is to be gone, I just want to never exist again, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so torturous, cruel and terrible that I never would had chosen and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from, all I hope for is no more pain and no more suffering, I just want peace from it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only seeing true permanent peace as desirable.
No matter what I truly could only ever see true permanent peace as desirable, I just want to be permanently unconscious with this torturous existence all forgotten and I suffer simply from existing.

For me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so torturous I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful and I'll always prefer to not exist, I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this futile, cruel existence no matter what, I just hope for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer because of the mistake of existence.
I truly do always suffer because of the mistake of existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous existence rather all I want is some peace.

I just hope to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this cruel existence as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and as long as I exist I'll just wish for non-existence, I hope for no more pain and no more suffering, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so torturous.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always an abomination to me.
It truly is always the most torturous, cruel abomination to me and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to be gone, I just hope for peace and I'll only be at peace once all is gone and forgotten.

Existence to me is just always the problem and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed, all I want is to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being conscious burdened with this terrible, torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this dreadful existence.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this dreadful existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I want is some peace, I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again.

I suffer simply from being conscious in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, all I want is to never exist again, I just want some peace and for me non-existence is just the only relief from this existence I never would had chosen that just caused me to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

All I see as desirable is being permanently unconscious.
To be permanently unconscious and never suffer again really is all I see as desirable, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence is just the only peace and I wish I never suffered more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring the peace of non-existence.
No matter what the peace of non-existence is just all that's preferable for me, it's all I hope for and is all that can solve everything for me in this existence so cruel and dreadful that I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing.

It's all so dreadful and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed and I suffer simply from existing, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wishing to be gone.
No matter what to be gone from this cruel, torturous existence and just never suffer again is just all I could hope and wish for, I just wish for peace and I'll only be at peace in non-existence where finally all is forgotten and there is no more pain and no more suffering.

I just always suffer so much as a result of this deeply undesirable, painful existence that just caused me to suffer, I wish I could erase this existence, I just want all to be gone for me, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence I never would had chosen that just caused me so much pain.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer so much as a result of this cruel existence.
I truly do always suffer so much as a result of this cruel existence and I wish that more than anything I never had to suffer, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this torturous existence as only suffering, for me non-existence is just the only peace and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, I'd just never wish for the abomination of existence rather all I want is to be gone, I hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this futile, dreadful existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of existing.
I truly do just always suffer as a result of existing and I wish that more than anything I never had to suffer in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake, all I want is to be gone.

I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and I'd never wish for any of this rather I'd just always prefer to not exist, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so torturous that I never would had chosen that I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in existing.
There truly is so much cruelty and suffering in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I wish that more than anything I never had to suffer, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never exist again with all gone and forgotten and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so torturous and cruel and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm permanently free from this cruel, futile existence that just caused me to suffer, I just want to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping to erase this existence.
To permanently erase this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence really is all I could hope for, all I want is some peace from the terrible mistake of existence, all I want is to be gone with all finally forgotten about.

I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I just always suffer so much as a result of the abomination of existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief, I just want all to be erased for me with no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, I just hope and wish for peace, only non-existence can bring me any peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for this cruel existence.
No matter what I really would never wish for this cruel existence rather all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this cruel existence I never would had chosen.

I just always find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed, I'll always see it as so terrible and dreadful how there's all this suffering in existing, I just want peace from it all, I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
It truly is always the problem to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this futile, torturous existence, all I want is to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this cruel, futile existence, all I want is to be gone.

I just want peace from the abomination of existence and I suffer simply from existing, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and I'll always see existence as the problem, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for, I just hope for peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

The suffering of existing is endless.
It truly is endless with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from and as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone.

I just want all to be forgotten for me, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I just always saw as such a terrible mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence of endless suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

 

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