Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always an abomination to me.
It truly is always an abomination to me and I'd never wish to suffer in this cruel, futile existence rather all I want is some peace, I just hope to be gone, I just want to never suffer again.

I'll just always see this existence as only suffering, I just want some peace from it all, I just want to be gone, I just want all to be forgotten for me, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as just being suffering, for me non-existence is just the only peace, I'll only be at peace once I no longer exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as just waiting to die.
No matter what I really will always see existing as just waiting to die, it's just pain and suffering all for the sake of it and I'll just never wish to suffer in this existence, I just want peace from this cruel, torturous existence that to me is just waiting for death.

I suffer simply from existing, as long as I exist I truly will just hope to never exist again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so torturous and cruel.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just the only relief for me.
It truly is the only relief for me and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to be gone, I just want peace from all suffering and for me non-existence is just the only peace.

I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, only non-existence can bring me relief from this existence so terrible and cruel.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only seeing non-existence as positive.
No matter what I could only ever see non-existence as positive and as long as I exist I'll just hope for the peace of non-existence where all is gone and forgotten, all I hope for is to be permanently unconscious incapable of suffering in this dreadful, torturous existence and I'll just always see existing as only suffering.

It's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing and bringing all this harm and suffering as a result.

 

[kuroshimi]

Can relate in some way. Feeling I am in the wrong place and wish I had never been born.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to never suffer again.
I truly could only hope to never suffer again and I'd just never wish to be burdened with this dreadful, torturous existence rather all I want is some peace, I wish to erase this existence as all I want is to not exist.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I just want to be gone, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, I'll just always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake.