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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,279
Always seeing existence as only suffering.
No matter what I really will always see existing as only suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel, dreadful and torturous existence rather all I want is to not exist and only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this futile existence I always saw as a mistake that I never would had chosen.

I'll always see existing as only suffering no matter what, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer ever again and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this deeply undesirable, futile existence I never would had chosen that only ever brought so much pain.

I'm just always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence I always saw as a mistake and I'd never wish for any of this suffering rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace from suffering I search for and I just suffer so much as a result of being conscious in this existence destined to decay and die anyway, all I want is to be gone, I just hope and wish to never suffer ever again and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's just all so cruel and terrible to me.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,279
Only non-existence can bring me any relief.
It truly is all that can bring me any relief and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily, only non-existence can bring me peace from the suffering and cruelty of this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake.

I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this, as long as I exist I really will just hope for the peace of an eternal sleep, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this dreadful, torturous existence I never would had wished for that only ever caused and brought so much pain and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so cruel to me and I'd never wish to exist rather all I want is to permanently cease existing, I just want all to be gone for me in non-existence and only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this existence of unnecessary suffering.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,279
Existence just causes harm.
It really does just cause harm with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I suffer simply from existing, I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just hope and wish to never suffer ever again.

Only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the mistake of existence and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for this torturous, harmful existence rather all I want is the peace of eternal sleep, I just hope and wish to never exist again and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so undesirable, cruel and painful to me and I'll always see it as an abomination to suffer so unnecessarily, all I want is to be gone, I just wish for peace from this torturous, harmful existence where I suffer so unnecessarily just waiting to cease existing anyway.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,279
Existence just causes so much suffering.
It truly does just cause so much suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this cruel, torturous and deeply undesirable existence, in this existence so dreadful only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for.

All want is to never suffer again and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, torturous and deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake causing and bringing all this harm, suffering and cruelty as a result and I suffer simply from existing.

All I want is to be gone, I just wish to be free from this torturous, cruel existence I never would had chosen, all I hope and wish for is to never exist again with this existence finally all forgotten and there's just so much suffering in existing, as long as I exist I really will just wish and hope to never suffer again, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief from suffering I search for and I'd just never wish to suffer in this tortuous existence I never would had chosen no matter what.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,279
Only wishing for non-existence.
No matter what all I could wish and hope for is non-existence and only non-existence could ever be desirable for me, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all suffering and cruelty.

I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, it's just all so dreadful and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is an eternal sleep where all is finally gone and forgotten and I can be at peace and for me peace could only lie in non-existence.

I wish for no more cruelty and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this futile, undesirable existence I just never would had chosen, all I want is to never suffer ever again and I'll always see this existence as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's just all so cruel and dreadful to me and it always feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I'd never wish for that just caused and brought me so much pain.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,279
Always so tired of it all.
I really am just always so tired of it all and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just wish for non-existence to bring me peace from this existence so cruel, torturous and dreadful that I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is to be gone.

I just wish for peace and for me peace could only lie in never suffering ever again, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being conscious burdened with this existence, for me non-existence really is the only relief, all I want is to never exist ever again.

I'll always find it so terrible and dreadful to suffer in this existence so cruel and torturous and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only permanent non-existence could ever take away for me, all I want is to permanently cease existing, I wish for no more suffering.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,279
Non-existence is just the only peace for me.
It really is the only peace for me and is all I see as desirable in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer.

For me non-existence really is the only peace in this existence so torturous that I never would had chosen that I always saw as such a cruel mistake and I suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again, non-existence is just all I could wish for, I wish for no more suffering and I'll just always see this existence as only suffering, all I want is to never suffer ever again, I just wish for peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so cruel, torturous and dreadful that I never would had chosen.
 
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Warlock
Mar 8, 2024
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Non-existence is just the only peace for me.
It really is the only peace for me and is all I see as desirable in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer.

For me non-existence really is the only peace in this existence so torturous that I never would had chosen that I always saw as such a cruel mistake and I suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again, non-existence is just all I could wish for, I wish for no more suffering and I'll just always see this existence as only suffering, all I want is to never suffer ever again, I just wish for peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so cruel, torturous and dreadful that I never would had chosen.
I would have never chosen to exist too. Its a shame we can't give consent to come into this hell realm
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,279
All I see as desirable is never suffering again.
To never suffer again really is all I see as desirable and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this unnecessary, undesirable and torturous existence I never would had chosen and there's just so much suffering in existing.

It's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from and all I want is to be free from it all, I'd just never wish for any of this and all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the terrible tragic mistake of existence and there's just so much pain and suffering in this cruel, futile and torturous existence I never would had wished for and never would had chosen and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just want to never suffer in this dreadful, cruel and deeply undesirable existence ever again, all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,279
Never wishing for this torturous, cruel existence.
No matter what I really would never wish for this torturous, cruel existence of unnecessary suffering and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this existence, in this existence where there's all this suffering and cruelty with no limit as to how much one can be tortured only non-existence can bring me any peace and all I see as desirable is never suffering ever again.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous, cruel existence, for me non-existence really is the only relief and is all I could hope for.

I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of existing rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence with no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence I never would had chosen, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer and only non-existence can bring me the relief from suffering I search for, I just want all to be finally gone for me, I just want to never suffer again and I just always suffer so much as a result of this deeply undesirable existence.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,279
Always wishing to erase this existence.
I truly am always wishing to erase this existence, I want it to be like I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence at all but of course all the suffering just continues and I always suffer so much as a result of this deeply undesirable, cruel and futile existence I always saw as a mistake and just never would had chosen.

All I want is to never suffer ever again and only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for, I always wish to erase this existence, all I want is to never suffer again and I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel, dreadful existence rather all I want is to not exist, for me non-existence really is all I see as desirable and is all I could wish for. I just hope to be permanently free from all cruelty and suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering no matter what, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just hope to never suffer in this dreadful existence that just causes and brings suffering ever again.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,279
There is so much suffering in existing.
There truly is so much suffering in this dreadful, torturous existence I never would had chosen and never would had wished for and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me.

I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the abomination of existence that I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only relief, it's all I see as desirable, all I hope and wish for is to never suffer ever again in this torturous existence but of course all the suffering just continues and there's just so much suffering in this futile, cruel existence I always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone, I just wish for peace from the pain and suffering of this dreadful, cruel and deeply undesirable existence that only ever caused and brought so much suffering.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,279
Only hoping to never suffer again.
No matter what all I could hope for is to never suffer again, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all pain, cruelty and suffering where this deeply undesirable, painful existence is all gone and forgotten, I just want some peace.

I just want all to be gone for me and I always suffer so much as a result of this existence, I really do just want to never exist again, I wish for peace and for me peace could only lie in non-existence, I just want all to be gone for me, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, deeply undesirable cruel and torturous existence and I'd just always prefer to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for.
 
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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,279
Existence just causes harm and suffering.
It truly does just cause harm and suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of this cruel, futile existence, all I want is to never suffer again, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty, pain and suffering where this dreadful existence is all gone, forgotten and no longer my problem and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is to never exist again, I just wish for peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence that just causes harm and suffering torturing existing beings until the peace of non-existence takes away all anyway.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,279
Always seeing existence as the problem.
No matter what I really would always see existence as the problem and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, all I hope for is an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where this dreadful, torturous, cruel existence is all gone and forgotten but of course all the suffering just continues and it's all so terrible to me.

I just wish I never suffered in this terrible, futile existence more than anything and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just want to never suffer ever again with this torturous, deeply undesirable existence all gone and forgotten but of course all the suffering just continues.


I'd never wish to suffer in this cruel, painful existence I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only relief, it's all I see as desirable, only in non-existence will I be at peace from the pain and suffering in this dreadful existence which is why it's all I hope for, I just want to never suffer again and I just suffer so much as a result of being conscious burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake that I never would had chosen.
 

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