Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always an unnecessary harm to me.
It really is always an unnecessary harm to me and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel existence I always saw as a mistake, all I want is to never suffer ever again.

I'll just always see it as so terrible, dreadful and harmful to be conscious burdened with this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and I'd never wish for the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing rather all I want is to not exist.

I just want to never suffer ever again and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's just all so cruel and dreadful and I wish that more than anything I never existed, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this deeply undesirable existence of unnecessary suffering was even imposed causing all this harm, suffering and cruelty as a result and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, I'd never wish for this torturous, futile and harmful existence that to me is only suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this futile, unnecessary existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

All I want is peace.
Peace from this existence is just all I hope for, I just want to never suffer again and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, all I want is to be gone, I just wish for peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and terrible.

I wish I never existed more than anything, as long as I exist I'll only hope to not exist, I wish for peace, existence to me is just so cruel, dreadful and torturous and I'd just never wish for any of this, I'd never wish for this existence that causes and brings all this suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, all I want is to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd never wish to exist.
No matter what I really would never wish to exist rather all I want is to never suffer ever again, I just wish for an eternal dreamless sleep free from all pain and suffering where this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake is finally all gone and forgotten and I suffer simply from existing.

It's all so dreadful and cruel to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence really is the only peace and relief in this futile existence where I'm just waiting to die and I'll always see existing as waiting for death, it's all so cruel and terrible and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I never would had chosen and I suffer so much as a result of being conscious in this existence, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace.

I just want to never wake ever again, I just hope for peace and I'll only be at peace in dreamless, eternal sleep where this torturous, cruel existence is all gone and I suffer simply from existing, I truly would just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this existence so dreadful I never would had chosen.