Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

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Always finding it torturous and dreadful to exist.
No matter what I'll always find it torturous and dreadful to exist and I just wish I never suffered, I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake but of course all the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing just continues, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again.

Only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this torturous, dreadful existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I wish I never existed more than anything, existence to me is just always the problem and it's one only ceasing to exist can solve and take away for me,I'd just never wish for this existence of unnecessary suffering I never would had chosen and would just never wish for and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing. I'd just always prefer to not exist, only non-existence could ever be desirable to me in this existence where I suffer all for the sake of it and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, it's all so cruel to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, for me non-existence really is the only peace in this existence where I'm just hoping and waiting to cease existing anyway and it just feels like I've suffered so much for so long, it's all so terrible to me and as long as I exist I'll just wish to never exist again.

 

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Non-existence is just all I've hoped for.
It truly is all I've hoped for and all I could ever wish for, I just wish for an eternal dreamless sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where this futile, deeply undesirable existence is finally all gone, forgotten and no longer my problem and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful and terrible to me and I wish I never existed more than anything.

I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to never exist ever again, only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for from this cruel, torturous existence where I hope and wait to not exist and I'll always just see existing as waiting to die, it's just pain, suffering and cruelty all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from being burdened with this torturous existence I just never would had chosen. The fact that this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as result truly is the most terrible tragedy to me and I always wish I never suffered more than anything, I just never should had suffered at all but of course the pain and cruelty of existing just continues, it's all so dreadful to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just never should had been burdened with this existence and I'll always see it as a burden to exist, it's one only non-existence could ever take away for me as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in dreamless eternal sleep.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as the problem.
No matter what I'll just always see existence as the problem and I just wish I never suffered in this torturous, cruel existence more than anything, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering only non-existence can bring me any peace.

I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist.

Only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the peace I search for from this existence I always saw as a mistake and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can suffer, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to never wake. I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so cruel and terrible to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the relief from suffering I search for and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, I'll just always see existence as the most terrible tragic mistake and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never exist again, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be suffering to me.
It really will always be only suffering to me and I wish I never suffered in this cruel, torturous existence more than anything, I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can take away for me.

I just want to never exist again but of course all the suffering of existing just continues, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me any relief and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and terrible to me and I just wish I never existed more than anything, for me non-existence really is the only peace.

I'm always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence I never would had chosen and would never wish for and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is to never wake, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where finally I can be at peace, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me but of course the suffering just continues and I always suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so dreadful to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, I just want all to be gone for me in non-existence and for me non-existence is the only relief, it's just all I hope for, I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to be conscious suffering so unnecessarily in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wanting to erase my existence.
I really do always want to erase my existence, I want it to be like I never suffered in this cruel, torturous existence at all but of course all the suffering of existing just continues and it's all so dreadful to me.

As long as I exist I really will just hope to never exist again, I just want all to be forgotten for me but of course all the suffering just continues, it's all so cruel and terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is eternal sleep and I'll just only be at peace in eternal sleep, I just want to never exist again and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence I always saw as a mistake. I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from, I just want all to be forgotten for me, I just want to disappear from this existence but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer simply from existing, I'll just always see existing as only suffering no matter what and as long as I exist I'll just wish for no more suffering, I just want to be at peace and peace for me could only lie in never suffering ever again, existence to me really is the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve and take away for me, I just want all to be gone and forgotten and I'll always see existing as only suffering no matter what, I just want to never suffer ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing to suffer.
No matter what I really would never wish to suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as the most cruel mistake and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist ever again.

I just wish for an eternal dreamless sleep free from all pain and suffering where this existence is finally all forgotten and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's all so cruel to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, in this existence where there's all this suffering and cruelty with no limit as to how much one can be tortured only non-existence can bring me peace.

I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence I never would had chosen and never would had wished for, for me existence really is the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, I just want to never exist again and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence I always saw as such a cruel, dreadful mistake, only non-existence can bring me any peace and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing. For me non-existence is all that's positive and is all I see as desirable, as long as I exist I'll just wish to never suffer ever again, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this, more than anything I just wish I never suffered.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is an imposition
It truly is an imposition and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, deeply undesirable existence more than anything, existence to me really is the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve and take away for me.

I just want to never suffer ever again but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence and I find it the so terrible and dreadful how this existence was imposed at all especially as there are no disadvantages to not suffering in the first place. just wish I never suffered and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake, only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me any peace and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, I just never should had suffered, I just wish this existence that caused all this cruelty, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured was never imposed, there's just so much suffering in existing, it's all so cruel and terrible to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so torturous to exist.
No matter what I'll always find it so torturous to exist and I just wish I never suffered in this existence more than anything, I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me.

I just want to never exist again with this torturous, deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake all gone and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, it's all so terrible to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, the fact that this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result is just always so dreadful to me.

I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents, it's all so dreadful to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, I'd never wish for this deeply undesirable torturous existence rather I just want to never exist again, I just want all to be gone for me with no more cruelty and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just an unnecessary harm.
It truly is just an unnecessary harm to me and I always wish I never suffered in this torturous and harmful existence, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I wish for is the peace of non-existence where all is finally forgotten and nothing can concern me.

I just want to never exist ever again and I just suffer so much from being burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake and it's all so dreadful to me, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and I wish for no more suffering, I just want to never suffer again but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all so cruel to me and there's just so much cruelty in existing. I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence where all is finally gone is the only peace. I just want to never wake ever again, I just want this existence to finally be gone for me, all that existence does is just cause harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I really would never wish for any of this rather I just want to cease existing, I just want all to be gone for me, I'm always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence I never would had chosen and never would had wished for and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in this torturous, cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only seeing non-existence as desirable.
No matter what I could only ever see non-existence as desirable and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous, deeply undesirable existence no matter what, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured non-existence really is the only peace for me and is just all I hope for in this existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing.

It's all so cruel and terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist, only non-existence can bring me any relief from the abomination of existence and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing, I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me any peace and for me peace could only lie in non-existence where all is finally forgotten about and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer. Only non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence so cruel and torturous and is just all I see as desirable, all I want is to never suffer ever again but of course all the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing just continues, it's all so terrible and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for from this existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

To cease existing is just all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable in this torturous, deeply undesirable existence where I'm just waiting to die, all I wish for is no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this existence, it's all so dreadful and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this deeply undesirable existence of unnecessary suffering.

I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I just wish I never existed more than anything, I always see it as the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so cruel to me and I always wish I never suffered, I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of this torturous existence rather I just want to not exist, I just want to never suffer ever again and I suffer simply from being conscious in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to not exist, I just want to never suffer ever again but of course I continue to be burdened with this existence, it's all just so cruel and terrible to me, I wish I never had to exist more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always an abomination to me.
I truly will always see it as an abomination to exist and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, it's all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist, I just wish I never suffered and I'll always find it so dreadful and terrible to be conscious in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents, as long as I exist I'll just hope to never wake again, I'd never wish for this torturous existence where I suffer so unnecessarily and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing.

In this existence where there's all this suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured only non-existence can bring me any peace, I just want to never exist again but of course all the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing just continues, it's all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the abomination of existence where I just hope and wait to cease existing anyway, all I wish for is an eternal sleep free from the abomination of existence where finally I can be at peace, I just want all to be gone for me, I just want to never exist ever again but of course I continue to be burdened with this torturous, futile existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so dreadful to exist.
No matter what I'll just always find it so dreadful to exist and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I'll just always see it as so terrible to exist and as long as I exist I'll only wish for an eternal sleep where finally all is gone and this existence is no longer my problem.

I'll just always see existence itself as the problem, it's one that just causes harm and suffering until the peace of non-existence takes away all anyway and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never suffer ever again, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to be permanently free from this dreadful, torturous existence. I just wish for peace from the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing and there's just so much suffering in existing, I suffer simply from being conscious in this existence and as long as I exist I'll only wish for an eternal sleep where all is finally gone, as long as I exist I'll just always have so much dread for what lies ahead and I always find it so dreadful how one can suffer for so long with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence, it's all so cruel and terrible to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, I just never should had suffered in this torturous, futile existence I always saw as a mistake at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from how I cannot just cease existing peacefully.
I truly do always suffer from how I cannot just cease existing peacefully and as long as I exist I'll only hope for the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep where all is finally gone and forgotten and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again.

I just hope and wish for peace and for me peace could only lie in non-existence where all is forgotten and I see existing as only being suffering, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence and I just always suffer from how I cannot just peacefully cease existing to finally escape from this existence I just always saw as a mistake, as long as I exist I really will just hope and wish to never wake again, I wish for no more suffering and I'll just always find it so terrible and dreadful to be conscious suffering so unnecessarily in this existence and I always suffer so much from how peaceful death is denied for me with the suffering and cruelty of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what, it's all so terrible to me and I just wish I never suffered in this futile deeply undesirable existence more than anything. I always find it so torturous, dreadful and painful to exist, as long as I exist I'll just hope to never wake, I just wish for peace, I just wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and there's just so much cruelty in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist is always so terrible to me.
No matter what I'll always find it so terrible to exist and I just wish I never suffered, no matter what I'd prefer to not exist than suffer but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake.

It's all so dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me peace from this terrible, dreadful existence where I just hope and wait to be gone and I'll always see existing as waiting to die, it's all so cruel to me and there's just so much cruelty in existing, all I want is to never wake but of course all the pain and suffering of existing just continues, it's all so dreadful to me and I suffer simply from existing. I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and I suffer so much as a result of being conscious in this dreadful, terrible existence, all I wish for is eternal sleep, I just want to never wake ever again, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me but of course all the suffering just continues and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is the only peace for me.
It really is the only peace for me and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence, peace is all I'll hope for as long as I exist and the peace of non-existence is all that's desirable for me.

I just want to never exist ever again but of course all the suffering just continues and for me non-existence is just all that's positive, it's the only relief for me, I just want all to be forgotten, I just want some peace, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I suffer simply from existing and I'll just always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence. I wish I could just choose to never wake again, I'll always wish to be gone and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently to escape from the suffering of existing and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing, it's all so cruel to me and there's just so much cruelty in this futile, torturous existence, I'd just never wish for any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as an abomination to exist.
I really will always see it as an abomination to exist and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for from this harmful, dreadful existence where I'm just hoping and waiting to be gone.

I'll just always see existing as waiting for death, existence to me is an abomination that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so torturous to be conscious of this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents, it truly is all so cruel and dreadful to me, there's just so much suffering in existing and it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me, existence will just always feel like a mistake to me, it's all so terrible and I'd just never wish for any of this, I just want all to be gone for me. I just want to never exist again and I always suffer from being trapped in this horrific world capable of suffering to unlimited extents and there's just so much suffering in existing, I'll always see the abomination of existence as being only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so cruel.
It really is just so cruel and there's just so much cruelty in this dreadful, torturous existence, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake again.

I just want all to be gone for me in non-existence with this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake finally all forgotten as if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in non-existence where all is finally gone.

I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can take away and solve for me as there are no disadvantages to never suffering again, all I wish for is an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering where I'm no longer burdened with this existence and finally nothing can concern me and I suffer so much as a result of this existence. It's just all so cruel and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for from the torture and suffering of existing and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer.
I truly would never want to suffer and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I'll just always see it as so terrible and dreadful to suffer in this existence just waiting to die anyway and as long as I exist I'll just wish to never exist again.

I just want to sleep permanently and I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again as non-existence is just all that's positive for me, I just want to never exist again, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather I just want to not exist. Only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for but of course all the suffering just continues and it's all so cruel and painful, there's just so much pain in existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I wish to just never wake ever again, I just want all to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Wish to erase my existence.
I really do always wish to erase my existence, I just want to disappear, I just want all to be gone for me and I suffer so much as a result of this existence I always saw as such a cruel mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist.

I'm always so tired of suffering, I just want all to be gone for me, I just want all to be forgotten about and I just suffer so much as a result of this cruel existence I always saw as a mistake and I wish I never suffered, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I hope for is eternal non-existence. I just want to forget about this existence, I just wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so terrible and dreadful to me and I'd never wish to exist, I just hope for non-existence instead, I just want to be at peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer, I just want to erase my existence as I wish I never suffered and I never should had, it's so terrible and dreadful how this existence was imposed causing and bringing all this cruelty and suffering as a result.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so deeply undesirable to exist.
No matter what I'll just always find it so undesirable to exist and I just wish I never had to exist, I'd just never wish for the torturous and futile burden to exist rather all I want is the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep.

I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to never wake ever again to finally escape from this existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing, it's all so terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this, I always wish I never suffered and I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's all so cruel to me and there's just so much cruelty in existing, I'll just always find it so undesirable to be burdened with this existence destined to decay and die anyway, for me non-existence really is the only peace and is just all I wish for. I just want to never suffer ever again, I just wish to be free from this deeply undesirable existence I never would had chosen that just tortures existing beings until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'd just never wish to exist, I'd never wish to be conscious of anything at all rather all I hope for is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so dreadful to exist.
I'll just always find it so dreadful to suffer in this cruel, torturous existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to never exist again, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me with no more suffering and I'll just always see this dreadful existence as only suffering, it's all so cruel and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is to not exist, I just wish for non-existence to solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for from the abomination of existence where I'm just hoping and waiting to be gone and there's just so much pain, suffering and cruelty in existing.

I really would never wish for any of this rather I just want to never wake, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all suffering where I'm no longer burdened with this existence, only non-existence can solve everything for me, I'd just never wish for the dreadful unnecessary suffering of existing rather I just want to never wake. I wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll only wish to be gone, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'll just always find it so dreadful to be conscious burdened with this existence no matter what and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and painful to me and I wish I never suffered in this existence more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so terrible to exist.
No matter what I'll just always find it so terrible to exist and I just wish I never suffered in this existence, to me existence really is an abomination and it's one that just causes and brings so much harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway.

I always wish I never suffered, as long as I exist I'll only hope for an eternal dreamless sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where this torturous deeply undesirable existence is all forgotten and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing, it's all so cruel and there's just so much cruelty in existing.

I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist and it's one only non-existence can bring me any relief from as if I'm gone I cannot suffer and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never suffer ever again, I suffer simply from existing and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence waiting to die anyway, for me non-existence really is the only peace and is just all I hope for. I just want this existence to be all gone and forgotten and there's just so much suffering in this cruel, torturous existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from, I just want to never suffer ever again and I always suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so cruel and terrible and I always wish I never existed, I just never should had suffered at all.

 

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Existence to me is just an unnecessary harm.
It truly is just an unnecessary harm and I'd always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence, only non-existence can bring me any relief from this existence I always saw as such a cruel mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing, I'll just always see existence as an unnecessary harm that just tortures existing beings no matter what.

I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is permanent peace from this dreadful, painful and harmful existence I just never would had chosen and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and there's just so much cruelty in existing, I'd never wish for any of this suffering rather I just want to never exist ever again and as long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone, all I want is to never exist ever again, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this existence destined to decay and die anyway, it's all so cruel to me and I always wish I never suffered. I just never should had been forced to suffer at all in this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake and as long as I exist I'll just wish and hope to never suffer ever again, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so terrible to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this torturous futile existence where I just hope and wait to be gone and I'll always see existing as waiting to die.

 

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Always preferring to not exist.
No matter what I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so cruel to me and for me non-existence is just the only peace, it's all I hope for and could ever wish for and I just wish I never suffered more than anything.

Only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, for me existence really is the problem and it's one only non-existence could solve for me as if I'm gone I cannot suffer and all I want is to never suffer again, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering where all is gone and I'll just always find it so painful to exist, I'd just never wish for any of this. I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious in this existence, it truly is all so terrible to me and I'd never wish to exist rather all I want is to never suffer again, I just want all to be forgotten for me, as long as I exist I'll just hope for non-existence, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this existence that only ever caused me to suffer that I just never would had chosen and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I never should had been burdened with this cruel, deeply undesirable and painful existence that only ever caused me to suffer and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing.

 

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Existence to me is the problem.
I really will always see existence as the problem and I just wish I never suffered in this torturous, futile existence more than anything.

I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing rather all I hope for is an eternal sleep where all is finally gone and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for but of course all the suffering just continues and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist.

Only non-existence can solve everything for me, I'd just never wish for the burden of existence rather all I want is to never wake, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so terrible to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope to be gone, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope for some peace, I just wish for no more suffering, I just want to never suffer ever again but of course all the cruelty and suffering of existing continues, it's all so dreadful and terrible to me, as long as I exist I'll just hope to be free from it all, I just want to never wake ever again and there's just so much suffering in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so cruel.
It really is just so cruel and there's just so much cruelty in this torturous deeply undesirable existence, I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to never exist ever again, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for from this existence where I'm just waiting for death and I'll always see existing as waiting to die, it's all so cruel to me and I wish I never suffered.

I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to peacefully cease existing, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this cruel, torturous existence where I'm just hoping and waiting to be gone, all I want is to never wake. I just want peace from all the pain and suffering and for me peace could only lie in permanent non-existence, all I want is to never suffer ever again and there's just so much cruelty and suffering in this deeply undesirable, torturous existence, for me non-existence is the only relief and is just all I could wish for, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents, it's all just so dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to never wake again.
No matter what all I could hope for is to never wake again, I just wish for this cruel, torturous and deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake to be all gone and forgotten about but of course all the cruelty, suffering and torture of existing just continues.

It's all so dreadful and terrible to me and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and I'd always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, futile existence I never would had chosen and there's just so much suffering in existing.

It's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I wish and hope for is to never wake ever again, I wish for no more suffering and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake again. I just wish for peace and for me peace could only lie in non-existence, I just want all to be gone and forgotten but of course I'm still trapped in this existence of futile unnecessary suffering just waiting to die anyway and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to never wake to finally escape from this dreadful, painful existence I never would had chosen and never would had wished for, I just want to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is only suffering to me.
It truly is only suffering to me and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so terrible and dreadful and I just wish I never suffered, more than anything I wish I was never burdened with this existence and I'll always find it so dreadful to suffer so unnecessarily in this existence destined to decay and die anyway.

I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in non-existence where all is forgotten and nothing can concern me and I'd just always prefer to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence where I'm just waiting for death.

I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, it's all so cruel and dreadful and I wish I never existed, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me any peace from, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering, all I want is to never exist again, I just wish for an eternal sleep and I'll only be at peace in eternal sleep where finally nothing can concern me, it just feels like I've suffered for so long and I'm always so tired of suffering, as long as I exist I'll wish and hope to never wake, I just want to never suffer again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is the only relief for me.
It truly is the only relief for me and is just all I could hope for in this torturous, cruel existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's all so terrible to me and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer exist.

As long as I exist I'll only wish and hope to sleep permanently, I just wish for an eternal dreamless sleep where finally nothing in this torturous cruel existence I always saw as a mistake can concern me but of course all the suffering just continues, it's all so terrible and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I'd just never wish for the cruelty, suffering and torture of existing rather all I want is to never wake, I just wish for the peace and relief of an eternal sleep where all is gone and finally nothing can concern me and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so cruel and terrible. I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from, I just hope and wish to never wake ever again, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this existence that will always be only suffering to me and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing.