Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me is just waiting for death.
No matter what I really will just always see existing as waiting for death and I just wish I never suffered in this deeply undesirable, torturous existence, for me non-existence really is the only peace in this existence I always saw as such a terrible mistake but of course all the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing just continues and it's all so dreadful to me, I just wish I never suffered more than anything and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the peace I search for and I suffer simply from existing.

It's all so cruel to me and I'll always see this futile, torturous existence as just waiting for death, it's just suffering all for the sake of it that there was never a need for and I'd just always prefer to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never suffer ever again, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence destined to decay and die anyway, it's all so cruel and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence where I hope and wait for death and I'll always see existing as just waiting to die, it's all so cruel to me and I wish that more than anything I never had to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Just always preferring to not exist.
No matter what I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all just so cruel, terrible and dreadful to me and I always wish I never existed.

As long as I exist I'll only wish for the peace of non-existence where all is finally forgotten and I suffer simply from existing, I really would just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again, I just want all to be forgotten with no more suffering and I'm always so tired of suffering, it's all so cruel and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is dreamless eternal sleep, I just want all to be forgotten for me but of course all the suffering just continues, it's all so terrible and I'm just always so tired of suffering, I just want to never exist again, I just want to not exist and I'd always prefer to not exist than suffer, I just want some peace from all the cruelty and suffering of existing and I'll only be at peace once I no longer exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

To cease existing is all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable and is just all I hope for in this deeply undesirable, torturous existence where there is no limit as to how much one can suffer and I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence.

Only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this existence I always saw as the most dreadful, terrible mistake but of course all the suffering just continues and I always suffer so much as a result of this torturous deeply undesirable existence I just never would had chosen and I always wish I never suffered more than anything, only non-existence can bring me any peace and to permanently cease existing is just all I see as desirable.

I wish for no more cruelty and no more suffering rather all I hope for is the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep where finally nothing can concern me and I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again to finally escape from the suffering and cruelty of this futile, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never exist again, I just want all to be gone for me, I'll just always see existence as the problem and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful and terrible to me which is why I only hope to not exist, I just never should had suffered at all and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so cruel.
It really is just so cruel and there's just so much cruelty in this existence I always saw as a mistake, I'd always prefer to not exist than suffer but of course all the pain and suffering of this deeply undesirable, torturous existence just continues and it's all so terrible to me.

I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel existence rather all I want is to not exist, only the peace of non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence where I'm waiting to die and I'll always see existing as just being waiting for death, it's just cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I always wish I never suffered on this deeply undesirable existence where I hope and wait to not exist and as long as I exist I'll only wish to never wake ever again.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I hope for is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for from this cruel existence where I just hope and wish to be gone and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in this deeply undesirable existence, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me as after all there are no disadvantages to never suffering ever again, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful and terrible to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so torturous to exist.
No matter what I'll always find it so torturous to exist and I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, futile existence more than anything, I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather I just want to not exist.

Only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for from this existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist.

I'd always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, I find it the most terrible dreadful tragedy how this existence was even imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing. It's all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is the peace of non-existence where all is finally gone and forgotten and I can rest and there's just so much pain and suffering in existing, I'll just always find it so terrible, dreadful and painful to be conscious in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me peace.